Mag-log inHELENE
Morning sunlight filtered through the curtains and spilled across the bed. Feeling the warmth brushing against my skin, I cracked my eyes open and glanced at the baby-pink alarm clock resting on the bedside table. 6:09 AM. Still early. With no pressing obligations weighing on my mind, I closed my eyes again, reluctant to leave the comfort of the blankets. A heartbeat later, they suddenly flew open. My plants! Summer had arrived: the soil dried quickly at this time of year. The thought of them sitting in the heat, thirsty and waiting, swept away the last traces of sleep. I pushed myself upright, threw off the covers, and hurried downstairs. — Three years ago, after I graduated from college, my maternal grandparents left this house in the old university district to me before moving to the countryside to run a small farm. They had retired from their professorships long ago—during my first year of high school—and should have left then. But worried about how I'd fare at the Laurent house, they couldn’t bring themselves to go. No matter how many times I assured them I could manage on my own, they refused. In the end, they waited until I graduated. Only then did they pack their belongings, transfer the house into my name, and finally depart. They never insisted I live here. They simply wanted me to have a safe haven in this bustling city. A place to retreat to. A place untouched by a family I would rather not acknowledge. To me, however, there was no better home. I had grown up in this neighborhood. Its tree-lined streets and time-worn houses felt steady and familiar, anchoring me in a world that often felt uncertain. I loved every inch of it. At the thought of my grandparents—the only people who had given me genuine and unwavering affection—my lips curved slightly. I stepped through the green-painted front door and onto the porch. Summer air—warm and humid—rushed forward to greet me: fragrant with flowers, freshly cut grass, and damp earth. I closed my eyes and drew in a slow breath, letting it settle deep in my lungs. Then I descended the steps and headed toward the backyard. Neat rows of raised beds lined the space, alongside clusters of ceramic pots and wooden containers. Vegetables, herbs, dwarf fruit trees, berries, and flowers thrived beneath the morning light, leaves lush and vibrant. Without wasting time, I entered the small garden shed and retrieved the watering can. After filling it at the outdoor spigot, I carried it to the nearest bed and set it down. Squatting, I dipped my fingers lightly into the soil. Dry, and crumbling at the edges. Just as expected. Picking up the can, I began watering, moving methodically from bed to bed. As I worked, my fingertips brushed gently over each plant. A faint thread of green light slipped from my touch—so subtle it would have gone unnoticed by anyone else. It seeped soundlessly into the soil, sinking toward the roots. Their leaves trembled almost imperceptibly, their color deepening, and their stems straightening. Then I felt it—the soft, indistinct sense of contentment transmitted back from each plant. The curve on the corner of my lips deepened. Just as I had inexplicably been reborn into this world, I had also retained the plant affinity I had awakened in my previous life. It was far weaker now, but I didn’t mind; I hadn’t expected it to follow me here at all. Besides, even in its diminished state, it remained something beyond ordinary human capability. It could accelerate plants’ growth and strengthen their vitality. More than that, when these plants were consumed by humans over time, they offered various health-restorative benefits. Living proof were my grandparents, who had rarely fallen ill for years. Their doctor always praised their excellent health, and even their colleagues were envious—always asking for the secret behind their ‘rosiness.’ Most of the time, they attributed it to exercise and a balanced diet. I never bothered to correct or tell them the truth. Why would I? This ability of mine was better kept a secret. Such an ability did not belong in a world like this. Yet through me—a transmigrated soul—it had quietly made an appearance. Perhaps it was fate. Perhaps there was a reason I was reborn into this world with this power. Regardless, I hoped it would not interfere with my simple wish for a peaceful, uneventful life. Lost in thought, my hands never slowed. After I finished watering the raised beds, I moved on to the pots and containers, repeating the process until the final leaf had been tended. At last, I returned to where I had started and set the watering can down. Before me, the garden stood lush and vibrant beneath the sun. My small, quiet world. A faint smile crept across my lips. Good. My babies were growing well. With that, I returned the watering can to the shed and headed back inside the house, intending to crawl back into bed. But just as I stepped into my room, a sharp chime rang out from the bedside table. My phone. Who could be calling at this hour? I thought with a flicker of irritation. Still, I walked over. Yet, the moment I saw the Caller ID—Mrs. Laurent—my outstretched hand froze, my expression turning dark and cold. Just two days ago, my father had barked that if I left, I should never think of stepping foot inside again. He was usually a man of his words. Therefore— My mother, ever compliant with his whims, wouldn’t call for no reason, especially considering the pitiable number of times we had spoken on the phone over the years. This abrupt call could only mean one thing. They had reached a dead-end regarding Noemie and Lucien’s engagement, and had finally chose to follow Camille’s suggestion: dump it on me. Despite my discussion with Camille in the car that night, I had actually made a secret compromise: I could continue tolerating being tied to them for a while longer, as long as they didn’t try to force me to marry Lucien in Noemie’s place. After all, I was their daughter too. No matter how biased they usually were as parents, surely they wouldn’t stoop so low as to sacrifice one child for the other… But— I blinked, then with an expressionless face, I picked up the phone and answered the call. Camille had been right. To them, I would always be expendable.LUCIENI tapped the armrest of my wheelchair, slow and deliberate, trying to keep the irritation building in my chest from surfacing.This was exactly why I avoided returning to the old house when I could. Too many people here fancied themselves clever.It hadn’t even been long since the accident, yet they were already beginning to show their hand. If her subtle expressions were anything to go by, even Helene—who was meeting them for the first time today—seemed to have seen through them.That said…My eyes narrowed slightly, suspicion flickering beneath the surface.Could people as foolish as they were truly be capable of orchestrating something like that?The moment the thought surfaced, I cut it off, as I had done countless times before.Speculation was useless. What I needed was evidence. Cold, irrefutable proof.Tuning out the voice droning beside me—and ignoring my mother’s expectant gaze—I let my eyes pass briefly over Ethan before settling on Isabel.“Where’s the old man?”“
HELENEI had already expected that I wouldn’t be meeting just Lucien’s mother and grandfather. Still, the moment I stepped into the living room—at least twice the size of the Laurents’—I couldn’t help but feel taken aback.The entire Blackthorne family was here.Sebastian Blackthorne, Lucien’s grandfather, had three children with his late wife.Vivienne Blackthorne, Lucien’s mother, was the eldest and had only one child: Lucien.Marcus Blackthorne, the second child and only son, had two sons and a daughter with his wife.Eleanor Blackthorne, Isabel’s mother, was the youngest, with a son and a daughter of her own.And now, every single one of them was present.Weren’t they all supposed to be busy?And hadn’t Isabel once said her parents were traveling the world?Yet here they were.My steps faltered slightly, and I instinctively glanced at Lucien beside me.Perhaps sensing it, he tilted his head a little.“Nervous?” he asked under his breath.Before I could answer, he added, “Don’t be.
HELENEThe Blackthorne Estate sprawled across the hillside, stretching over acres as far as the eye could see—an unapologetic display of wealth and power.The car carrying Lucien and me passed through the towering iron gates before coming to a smooth stop at the main entrance.A line of staff stood waiting.At the forefront was a middle-aged man with perfectly slicked-back hair and an air of practiced professionalism.I recognized him immediately.Alaric Winston—the estate’s head butler.And the reason I knew him so clearly—My gaze flickered briefly to the man seated beside me.—could be traced back to last night.After Isabel and Adrian left, I had remained in my assigned room, intending to stay out of Lucien’s sight for the rest of the day. With our earlier meeting as reference, it had become painfully clear that neither of us knew how to interact with each other beyond negotiations and carefully defined terms.I didn't want to risk another awkward encounter. But after missing bot
LUCIENLooking at the woman sitting across from me, who was doing her utmost to appear completely at ease, a trace of amusement surfaced in my eyes.During our previous meetings, she had been so composed and unflappable that the possibility that she might develop post-marriage nerves hadn’t crossed my mind.And yet here she was.Fidgeting with her fingers and carefully avoiding my gaze. I had been watching from the window when she arrived, noting how she lingered in the car far longer than necessary. If Isabel hadn't come along, or if I hadn't deliberately sent Adrian outside to receive them, I suspected there was a fair chance she might have turned around and left entirely.The contrast between the woman who had sat across from me days ago and proposed a contract marriage with the calm efficiency of someone closing a business deal, and the one currently doing her best not to look at me, was unexpectedly—I considered the word before settling on one.Endearing."Has the matter with
HELENEThree days later, I found myself behind the wheel, driving into Villa 001 at Monarch Park, my gaze fixed on the brightly lit building ahead.I pulled into the driveway but didn’t turn off the engine immediately.“Are you nervous?”At the question, I glanced at Isabel in the passenger seat.“What do you think?” I replied flatly.She laughed, clearly amused. “Relax. My cousin doesn’t bite. And besides, you’re legally married now. Even if anything happens—”“Alright, that’s enough,” I cut in before she could finish whatever nonsense she was about to say.That was on me, for expecting anything remotely comforting from her.I shifted my gaze back to the villa, looking out through the windshield.Today was the day I moved in with Lucien Blackthorne.The official first day of our contract marriage.And apparently, I had developed cold feet.In the three days since my father’s call, I had been almost entirely occupied with the procedures required to sever ties with the Laurent family.
HELENEAfter applying the final touches to the pictures I had taken in Country F, I reviewed them one last time. Only when I was satisfied did I send them off to the studio.At the same time, I let out a quiet breath of relief.Finally, my ears could get some rest.The constant nagging these past few days had nearly driven me to the edge.Stretching, I rose from behind the desktop and walked over to the bedroom window. Propping my forearm against the frame, I leaned my head against it, looking out at nothing in particular as my thoughts drifted. Of the one-day ultimatum I had given my father, more than half had already passed in silence.I doubted the delay was because he had suddenly grown a conscience.Could it be—My brows knit slightly as a thought surfaced.Had there been a new development on their end?Fortunately, I didn’t have to wonder for long.Right then, my phone rang.I turned, picked it up from the bed, and glanced at the screen.Father.I answered but said nothing, le
LUCIEN For the first time in my life, I felt as though I wasn’t intelligent enough. From everything Helene had said so far, it was obvious she found the idea of replacing Noemie and marrying me just as ridiculous as I did. She had even clearly foreseen the consequences it could bring—especially fo
HELENE“What exactly is going on between you and my cousin?” Isabel asked.The moment the question left her lips, a single thought crossed my mind.As expected.When I saw her standing outside my door earlier, I had already guessed why she came. And, as it turned out, I wasn’t wrong.Thinking about
HELENEI sent Grandma a message to let her know I’d received the package she’d sent, having spotted it by the front door earlier.Knowing how rarely she checked her phone, I didn’t expect a reply anytime soon.Fortunately, the produce was still fresh as I sorted everything into the refrigerator. Ot
ISABELFollowing the words I’d meant as comfort, I was caught off guard when Helene lowered her head and whispered an apology.Then came the tears. One after another, large drops slipping silently down her cheeks.“I—I didn’t mean to blame you,” I stammered, panic rising as I reached out to wipe t







