Mag-log inThe bulb lights above me blurred my vision as my body convulsed. Nurses screamed, different hands held onto my arms tight, but I only heard the voice echoing: “Your life or the child’s? Choose Leah.”
I wept, rubbing hands on my swollen belly. “I can’t choose. I can’t… he’s all I have.”
The doctor’s voice was sharp. “Without the f*e, we can’t undergo this surgery. You and your child will die if you wait.”
The doors to the ward shut open. A tall muscular handsome wolf came in, his presence was with power yet calm. His voice slide through the situation.
“I’ll pay. Whatever the cost is. I’ll pay”
Heads turned in surprise. The doctor looked at him confused. “Sir?”
“I said I’ll cover the bill. Perform the surgery. Now!!”
My weak and teary eyes widened as i recognized him. “Y-you? Dan? Why… why are you here?”
Dan came closer, his kind grey eyes meeting mine. “You don’t have to know why. Just hold strong.”
Dan brought out a credit card from his wallet. “Take your charge, and begin the surgery now! Every second you waste risks two lives.”
The nurses glanced at each other, then wheeled me straight to the operating room.
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Hours later, i opened my eyes to the faint sound of crying. My heart raced. “My baby?”
The nurse smiled. “You have a son. Healthy and strong.”
Tears flowed down my cheeks. “A son…”
You’re stronger than you think,” a calm voice said.
I looked towards the direction where I heard the calm voice. Dan stood there, arms folded, as he looked straight at me. The one who had paid the price for my life and my child.
“Dan,” I said in a low tune. “Why would you do this for me?”
He came closer, his intentions unreadable but his voice gentle. “Because no one should suffer alone. And because…” he looked at my son, then back to me. “Because I care.”
“You… care? About me?” I said in confusion.
“Yes, Leah. Every day you fought. Every time you gave up your meal so your baby could grow. You think I never saw that?” His voice dropped, raw and certain.
“I did this genuinely, I don’t want repayment. What I want… is you. You, and that child.”
My chest tightened painfully. “No… don’t say that. You don’t mean it.”
“I do,” he said, firmly. “Let me guide you and give you a peaceful shelter. Let me be there for both of you.”
I shake my head in disappointment, heading my son closer. “You don’t understand. I’ve been abandoned once. Torn apart. I won’t… I can’t give anyone that chance to control me again. I won’t live as someone’s second choice.”
“You’d never be second, and neither will you be controlled.” he said quickly.
My voice cracked. “Then why does it hurt to even hear those words? I won’t rely on you. I’ll pay you back. Four months….. give me just four months, and I’ll repay everything you spent.”
He frowned. “That wasn’t what I asked for.”
“It’s what I choose,” i said, looking right into his eyes as I tremble.
For a long silent. Finally, he took out his breath, face straightened. “You’re stubborn.”
“Then at least sign an agreement,” he said at last, pulling a random sheet from the table. “Not because I want the money. But because I need to know you’re serious about this… and not running away the first chance you get.”
My eyes softened despite being myself. “You really would’ve let me stay, wouldn’t you? Even without repayment.”
He didn’t answer, just held out the paper.
I swallowed hard, laid my baby in his crib next to my bed, and scribbled my name with signature. “Four months,” i whimpered.
Dan’s glare on me was unreadable. “Four months,” he said. But in his eyes burned a silent promise: I’ll make you mine before then.
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Days went by. Dan the Beta, second to the Alpha of the northern packs visited my home often. He’d bring meals and fruits, then leave before i could thank him.
One evening, i spoke out, “Why do you keep coming? Haven’t you done enough?”
His lips curved faintly. “You think saving your life is ‘enough’? You think I could watch you waste away again?”
I felt nervous and said. “Don’t… don’t look at me like that. I don’t want pity.”
“It’s not pity,” he said. “It’s respect.”
His eyes softened. “For a mother who chose life, even when it broke her.” Then he left.
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Weeks turned into months. I worked eagerly, taking every other odd jobs i could find. Scrubbing floors, washing plates, sewing clothes. But my wages still barely covers a meal.
At night, i whispered to my son, “I’ll pay him back, little one. I won’t owe him forever.”
But deep down, i knew the deadline was near.
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The four months ended in a gray dawn. Dan visited my workplace and stood in the doorway, silent.
I offered him a sit as I went to grab my purse.
I straightened, holding few pieces of coins. “This is all I have.”
He weighed it in his palm, then tossed it onto the table. The coins scattered and he said.
“Pitifully few. This isn’t even half.” His expression hardened.
My chest tightened. “I tried. I worked every day. Please, give me more time.”
He shook his head. “The contract was clear.”
My voice cracked. “Then what? You’ll take me to court to face the consequences of the breach of contract? Let them take my son?”
His eyes narrowed. “No. I’d never let anyone touch him.”
“Then what do you want from me?” I cried.
Silence stretched. Then his voice dropped.
“Be mine, Leah. Give me a chance. I will raise your son as my own.”
I breathe caught. “Be… yours?”
“I’ll wipe the debt clean,” he said. “No court, no punishment. You’ll have safety, a home, protection. And your child will never know about his father who cast you aside because I’ll care for him with love”
Tears clouding my eyes. “Why would you want someone like me? Torn, used, abandoned.”
“Because you’re not broken,” he said firmly.
“I see you, Leah. And I see a future with you.”
I shook my head. “No… this isn’t fair. You’re giving me no choice.”
I carried my son to my chest, tears flooding down my eyes. “You’re asking me to forget everything. To erase the bond, the rejection, the pain. To pretend he never existed.”
Dan’s voice softened. “Not to pretend. To heal. Start over again. But this time with me.”
My knees buckled as i sat down. “I… I don’t know if I can.”
He knelt before me, his eyes right into mine. “Then ask yourself this, what’s more important? Holding to a bond that broke you… or giving your son the father he deserves?”
My son whimpered in my arms. My heart bleeds. I closed my eyes, torn between past and future.
And as the silence continued, Dan’s voice dropped the words that froze my thoughts:
“Choose, Leah. Will you be accept me and give your child a lovely family… or will you hold onto the past and face the law alone?”
“The new crown princess is……” the announcer paused for a second “Theresa of the Eastern Quarter.”The villagers and elders started applauding her as she walked over“Bow your head, Crown Princess.”The voice was firm.Cold.Commanding.Theresa gave a faint smile and quietly lowered her head But only physically.Inside, her wolf purred.I bow now… so i can make them bow later.A hand lifted her chin.“Look at me.”She did.It was James standing before her.The Alpha.The Future king.The man she once begged to see is now in front of her Now he was looking at her like… duty.Nothing more.“From this moment,” he said, his voice steady “You are bound to the throne. You will carry its honor. Its burdens. Its legacy.”Theresa nod in agreement.“And you?” she asked. “Will you carry me?”A brief silence. James stared directly into her eyes. She has no fear Then“I will protect you as my Luna.” He said Not love.Not want.Not choose.Protect.Her smile deepened.“How generous of you, Alp
I didn’t know when it happened, when affection turned into something deeper. It is not dramatic nor does it announce itself I felt uneasy but one thing I know for sure is that my heart beats whenever I am with him.It grew slowly and quietly, between mornings and nights, between laughters and shared silences.Dan sat across me at the small table, feeding Aiden my son a mashed fruits, making weird and funny faces until Aiden squeals. I watched happily, armed folded, my heart filled in a way that scared me.“You are spoiling him,” I said softly.Dan grins in joy. “That’s my job”I stood up and walked towards him, brushing my fingers against his shoulders as I lean down to kiss my baby’s cheek. Aiden smells like peace, happiness and home.Home.This word settles strangely in my heart.Later that night, when the city made low, steady continuous sound outside the windows and my son deep asleep between us, Dan turned to me.“You’ve been smiling more lately,” he says.I breathed softly.
He placed his hands on mine, I adjusted gently in discomfort, separating my hands from his and tightening around the handle of the seat. He sat in opposite direction facing me, eyes steady and unpleasant for me.“You don’t have to look at me that way,” i muttered, breaking the silence first.His lips moved at the corner. “What way?”“As if I am damaged like you’ll break me if you speak out loud.”“Maybe you are,” he said in a low tune. “You’ve been broken before.”My chest raced at the truth buried in his tone. “And you think you can heal me?”“It’s not about healing you, Leah. I just want to stand where no one else did when you shattered.”My breath skipped a beat. Why did he always say things that seize my past defenses?. I thought to myself.I forced myself to laugh bitterly. “That’s rich. A Beta who plays hero for an Omega no one wanted.”“You think I see you as less?” He came closer, his voice smooth. “I see you as everything I’ve been searching for.”I stared suddenly to the flo
The bulb lights above me blurred my vision as my body convulsed. Nurses screamed, different hands held onto my arms tight, but I only heard the voice echoing: “Your life or the child’s? Choose Leah.”I wept, rubbing hands on my swollen belly. “I can’t choose. I can’t… he’s all I have.”The doctor’s voice was sharp. “Without the fee, we can’t undergo this surgery. You and your child will die if you wait.”The doors to the ward shut open. A tall muscular handsome wolf came in, his presence was with power yet calm. His voice slide through the situation.“I’ll pay. Whatever the cost is. I’ll pay”Heads turned in surprise. The doctor looked at him confused. “Sir?”“I said I’ll cover the bill. Perform the surgery. Now!!”My weak and teary eyes widened as i recognized him. “Y-you? Dan? Why… why are you here?”Dan came closer, his kind grey eyes meeting mine. “You don’t have to know why. Just hold strong.”Dan brought out a credit card from his wallet. “Take your charge, and begin the surgery
“This can’t be.” A heavy taught weighed me down as I straightened on the floor, looking at the broken glass bottles on the floor. “I can’t tell him. He’ll never want this child.” I whispered to myself as my hands trembled.I gave in a heavy thought. “He won’t believe me. He’ll think it’s just a way to get back to him.”My wolf blend. But it’s his child.My lips trembled. “No… it’s also mine. My baby. And I’ll protect it, even if it costs me everything.”I stood up suddenly, walking back and forth in my room. “I’ll flee. Tonight. I’ll not take a thing but only what I can transport. He’ll never hear of this.”I heard a knock at the door. “Leah, are you in there?” It was Maren, my neighbor.I swallowed hard. “Yes, I’m in here.” As I walked towards the door and let her in.“You look pale. Are you feeling ill again?”“I’m fine,” i lied. “Just… tired.”“Hmm. You’ve been ‘tired’ for weeks, you need to give yourself a rest. Don’t let the Alpha discover you’re loosen. He shows to mercy to Om
The cloud was heavy, I can hear the sound of my heartbeat in pains for him not to say the words I see through his eyes. “Don’t,” I said in a tiny voice, my voice shaking. “Please, James… don’t do this to me.”He stared at me, His gaze hardens, a wicked rime settling over Whats was once warm.“From this day, you are no mate of mine.” James Cantu, Alpha of the Bloodmoon Pack, said as his hands tightens not to hurt but to silence.The words were intense, cold, and pierced through the great lobby like claws across stone.“Is this real? I’m I dreaming?” My lips tremble slightly, my breath caught in my throat as i stammered. “You… you.. reject me?”“Yes, this bond ends now.” He responded, his voice was steady and his eyes were focused, no blinking nor darting but his angry words were spat through clenched teeth as he stared directing towards the opposite angle. “I don’t want you. You’re a looser. Too young. A weak Omega has no place beside me.”My hands quiver, but i forced them into fis







