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Chapter 48
Emiliana
It had been seven days. Seven days since it happened, since Giovanni had me against the wall, eliciting moans of pleasure to escape my mouth.
But it had also been a whole week of him ignoring me, icing me out completely like it meant nothing to him; like I meant nothing to him. I spent those several days reeling over what happened. Over that night and those emotions that were born from it.
Those seven days gave me distance and time to think. This wasn’t just lust, it was more. Unbottled, untrapped, hungry desire for someone that I couldn’t have. The connection between us felt right, yet I knew it wasn’t and I was too weak to see that. Once again I had let a man in and I only felt slight relief that it hadn’t gone any further.
I had
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