Because I could say a lot, but I couldn't deny that Colton's help didn't just make my mother's spine not try so hard to have to carry me around the corners of the house, but that I also didn't let myself totally fall into that darkness that took over my chest just for his company. Colton was good at everything. And that annoyed me too. He could sing like a true poet. I could make jokes that left me breathless. And he could brighten my eyes every time he took off his shirt or dressed in an apron to cook for me. But I felt that even if I was naked in front of him, he still wouldn't look at me with desire.Not because he thinks we should start a relationship before having any sex. But because he saw me in my worst state. He carried me on his lap when I couldn't feel anything but pain in my spine or legs when trying to walk. He wiped my drool when I couldn't breathe through my nose and had to sleep with my mouth open. He put me under the shower "still in clothes" to take cold showers when
Colton, on the other hand, made me realize how uncomfortable he felt when imagining me with other people. Especially after everything we went through together. Of all the overcoming of our greatest fears. He didn't admit that he wanted more than my friendship. And I had so little courage to assume that I had a great curiosity to know how deeply he could know me in bed. But the respect he had for me also attracted me in a more intense way. I knew that if you ever let me get carried away and let him between my legs, it wouldn't be just once. Colton was not the kind of man who let himself escape. I was sure of that. He was too reserved, and that was one of the best in sex.So my plan was to make them fall in love with each other and that I could get on with my life, without either of them. Because I wouldn't know how to choose. And also because I already had too many problems to deal with troubled relationships. I wanted tranquility in my life. And neither of them seemed like the kind of
I didn't talk about anything last night with Colton.I didn't have the courage.I didn't even find words that could make sense to that fear.He knew that I was being constantly harassed since my brother turned out to be a terrorist. Colton realized long before me that the whole world would be unable to forget the atrocities that the Maxwell family caused in the name of money. That's why he had been by my side from the beginning; because he feared that I might let myself be affected by that mass negativity. He was right, because it really affected me.Imagining that some of those people who wished me so much hate could have entered my house without me realizing it, made me even more affected. But worse than hatred or fear, it was knowing that the Brotherhood itself "criminal faction that my father and brother gave rise to" was looking for me and, on top of that, entering my house without me realizing it, left things at a much worse level of fear.As far as I knew, my father was impriso
I knew I was jealous. I knew it wasn't right for me to be bothered by that. But nothing stopped me from simply leaving my dishes for another time and going to take a shower. Nothing made me think twice while I chose a dress of blue and white flowers and dressed up all over to make an innocent visit to my best friend's house. I had a perfect excuse to visit her without implying that I was only there to see with my own eyes how many the relationship of my two unfinished loves walked. I stroked my hair in curls at the ends and filled my face with some basic makeup while going out.The party took place at Suzane's house, so I had an excuse to go there. I even bought a gift for my goddaughter, her daughter Eylem, as a perfect pretext to suddenly appear in the celebration of her family for the meeting with Mikaela's perfect boyfriend. I didn't know how they had been so dumb to believe that Mikaela had even been related for years at a distance with someone, and that that someone would be ric
"Your family from Vegas and... you know, Mika "I encouraged in a low voice, already noticing the brightness of the sun shining through the sliding door at the end of the living room, where the green lawn was already shining to receive us.”"I thought you were talking," said Suzane in a tone of reflection."No, we haven't spoken since the Thanksgiving party.”"How strange... Lawrence says she's always lovingly talking to someone in the corners.”I avoided performing a mouth thing, because I knew Suzane was keeping an eye on my reaction. I loved Suzane, but she was so curious and nosy, that sometimes she gave me a slight anger. But I was all that in an even higher percentage. So I couldn't complain. I smiled, my turn. It didn't bother me that Mikaela could be going out with other people. I doubted that she would be able to maintain that facade of relationship with Colton without having an escape valve for later, but still, I was slightly upset that she did not consider that I could be h
“Oh, damn it. You could have told me you were coming. I wouldn't have cleaned my legs in time, so you could see exactly what we were doing "I gave a cruel smile, but Colton made an expression of shock so alarming that I thought he would go out yelling at everyone at the party that Mikaela and I would have had sex in the bathroom. "I'm kidding, Colton. What kind of bitch do you think I am?”"I don't think you're a bitch, you're single," he said in a very emphatic tone. I made an ugly face. "You have the right to be with whoever you want. I'm just saying that you should be a little more careful when messing with Mika's feelings. She doesn't know how to deal very well with your advances... He's smiling like a fool and running away from me, even when everyone should think we've been together for years.”I noticed his tone, but something told me that his annoyance was not just because Mikaela was running away. It was for the reasons why she ran away. Because he was also bothered by the ide
It was ridiculous to hear what she was saying, the types of plagues she was playing against her daughters. Suzane was the most dedicated, most loving, strongest person I had ever known in my entire life. She always dedicated herself to doing the best for everyone, even when she never received anything in return. She had even forged a fake marriage to try to convince her family that she had not failed in her personal life, when I always said that she never needed to prove anything, although it helped make her and Hunter get together. She had given that party, had them picked up, decorated the whole house to receive them, and even so, it was not enough.I didn't know if I felt angry with Mikaela or just pity. I've never had to deal with a less than loving mother. Not even my father "who proved to be a lunatic terrorist" was as cruel and terrible with the people of his blood as that woman. She seemed to have a sadistic pleasure in psychologically torturing her daughters. It was unaccepta
I wanted to wake up just to laugh. That woman really had to be a shrew if she was so blind that she didn't see that Mikaela was the most beautiful in the whole family. The girl literally had the face of an angel, but the mother could only demoralize her in front of the others. I just prayed that most of the guests had left, or that at least they were not there in the room in which they met, because it would be too shameful for Mikaela to deal with the mocking giggles of her relatives. I honestly don't know how Suzane didn't send that woman to hell. She deserved to be cursed, but no one did that."Mrs. Stewart," Colton began in a polite tone. I figured he might be smiling. " Mika is right. We don't need to rush anything, when we're already in love enough. Let's get married when the time comes. And we realized that today was not the best time for something like that. Even if Penelope didn't feel bad, we've all been stressed lately, and this wouldn't be the best scenario for the beginnin