LOGINMIA
The private room felt smaller once the door closed behind us. Soft light came from the ceiling panels, and the mirrors on the far wall reflected every movement. I stood near the mat with my arms crossed, trying not to look at myself. Jake walked over to the first machine and rested one hand on the padded seat. “We’ll start simple today,” he said. “Nothing heavy. I just want you to learn the equipment so you feel comfortable next time.” I nodded. My voice still felt stuck somewhere in my throat. He gestured for me to sit. I lowered myself onto the seat, careful not to meet his eyes for too long. Jake crouched beside me and adjusted the pin on the weight stack. “Hands here,” he said, guiding my fingers to the handles. His palms were warm and steady against the back of my hands. “Keep your back straight. Pull the bar toward your chest, then let it go slow. Don’t rush.” I did as he said. The movement felt awkward at first. My arms shook a little even though the weight was light. “Good,” he murmured. “Again. Breathe out when you pull.” I focused on the rhythm. Pull. Release. Pull. Release. Jake stayed close, watching my form. Every time my shoulders rounded, he reached over and gently pressed them back into place. His touch never lingered longer than it needed to, but each time his fingers brushed my skin I felt a small jolt under my ribs. We moved to the next machine. Leg press. I sat down and placed my feet on the platform the way he showed me. Jake stood at my side and checked the angle of my knees. “Push through your heels,” he said. “Not your toes. Slow and controlled.” I pushed. The platform moved. My thighs burned almost immediately. “That’s enough for now,” he said after a few reps. “We’ll build up.” I was still catching my breath when the door opened without a knock. A woman stepped in. Tall, slim, wearing a matching black workout set that hugged every line of her body. Her hair was pulled into a perfect high ponytail. She looked like she belonged on a magazine cover. “Jake!” she said, smiling wide. Before he could answer, she walked straight up to him, wrapped her arms around his neck, and kissed his cheek. The kiss landed soft and familiar, right near the corner of his mouth. Her body pressed against his for a second longer than a normal thank-you hug. “I just wanted to say thanks again for last week,” she said, still close. “My form feels so much better.” Jake gave a small nod. “Glad it helped, Sophie.” I sat frozen on the leg press, hands still on my thighs. The whole thing lasted maybe ten seconds, but it felt longer. Sophie glanced at me once, gave a polite little smile, then looked back at Jake. “I’ll see you Thursday?” she asked. “Yeah. Same time.” She left, closing the door behind her with a soft click. Silence filled the room again. Jake turned back to me like nothing had happened. “Ready for the next one?” I stood up slowly. My face felt hot. I wiped my palms on my leggings even though they weren’t really sweaty. “Yeah,” I said. “Sure.” We moved to the cable machine. Jake demonstrated the movement first, then stepped aside so I could try. His hands came up to correct my elbows, steady and professional. I kept my eyes on the mirror in front of me, but all I could see was the way Sophie had kissed him. So easy. So natural. The rest of the session passed in a quiet blur. Jake explained each exercise in the same calm voice. I followed every instruction. My body worked, but my mind stayed stuck on that short moment by the door. When we finished, I sat on the edge of the bench and drank from my water bottle. Jake wiped down the machines we had used. The room felt too quiet. I spoke before I could stop myself. “You never bring anyone like her to the house.” Jake paused with the towel in his hand. He looked at me, eyebrows slightly drawn together. “What?” I kept my gaze on the floor. “Sophie. You never bring anyone like her to family dinners. Or… anywhere.” He was quiet for a second. Then he set the towel down and leaned against the wall, arms loosely crossed. “She’s just a member,” he said. “Same as you.” The words were simple. Casual. Like the answer should have been obvious. I looked up at him. He didn’t seem defensive or amused. Just matter-of-fact. “Same as me,” I repeated, almost under my breath. Jake nodded once. “Yeah. She trains here. That’s it.” I didn’t know why the answer unsettled me more than the kiss itself. Maybe because he said it so easily. Maybe because he put me in the same category without hesitation. Member. Client. Nothing more. I stood up and reached for my bag. “I should go. Ryan will be waiting.” Jake pushed off the wall. “You did good today, Mia. Better than you think.” I forced a small smile. “Thanks.” He walked me to the door and opened it. The main gym noise drifted in—music, weights clanking, distant voices. I stepped out into the brighter light and kept my eyes down so I wouldn’t have to look at anyone. Behind me, Jake’s voice followed, quiet but clear. “Same time Thursday?” I nodded without turning around. “Okay.” I walked through the gym and out into the parking lot. Ryan’s car was already there, engine running. I opened the passenger door and slid in. He didn’t ask anything. He just pulled out of the lot and headed home. I stared out the window the whole way, replaying Jake’s voice in my head. She’s just a member. Same as you. The words sat heavier than they should have.MIARyan told me about the dinner only two hours before we had to leave.“It’s important,” he said while buttoning his shirt. “My boss will be there. A few clients too. Just wear something nice and don’t make it weird.”I looked at the black dress hanging in the closet. It was the only thing that still fit without pulling too tight across my stomach. “I don’t feel well tonight.”He glanced at me in the mirror. “You’ll be fine. Just smile and stay quiet if you don’t know what to say.”That was how I ended up in the passenger seat, hands clenched in my lap, while Ryan drove toward the restaurant. The place was upscale—soft lights, white tablecloths, quiet music. When we walked in, several people already stood near the bar.Then I saw her.Lena wore a red dress that hugged every curve and stopped mid-thigh. Her hair fell in loose waves, makeup perfect. She looked like she belonged under these lights. Ryan’s face changed the moment he noticed her. He walked straight over, arms open.“Lena
MIAI couldn’t stop hearing it.That soft, breathy moan kept playing in my head long after I left the gym. Even while I cooked dinner, even while Ryan talked about some meeting, the sound sat right behind my ears. By the time we got into bed I felt restless and warm in a way I hadn’t felt in months.Ryan was already scrolling on his phone. I shifted closer, rested my hand on his chest, and slid it slowly downward.He didn’t look up. “What are you doing?”“I just… I missed you,” I said quietly.He finally glanced at me, then at my body under the thin tank top. His mouth twisted.“Not tonight, Mia. I’m tired. And honestly, looking at that stomach doesn’t exactly put me in the mood.”The words landed like a slap. I pulled my hand back.He rolled onto his side, facing away from me. “Go to sleep.”I stared at the ceiling for a long time, the moan still echoing, mixed now with his cruel voice. Sleep came late and shallow.The next afternoon Ryan dropped me at the gym the same way he always
MIAI got to the gym twenty minutes early on purpose. Ryan had dropped me off again with another short comment about “not wasting Jake’s time,” then driven away. The parking lot was still half empty. I sat in the passenger seat of my own thoughts for a full minute before forcing myself out of the car.Inside, the main floor already had a few regulars. Three women near the squat racks glanced over when the door closed behind me. One of them—tall, dark ponytail, perfect posture—let her eyes travel from my face down to my soft stomach and back up again. She didn’t smile. Neither did the other two. They just turned back to their weights like I wasn’t worth the effort of a second look.My face burned. I kept my head down and walked straight toward the hallway that led to the private room. Jake had given me the code last session so I could wait inside if I arrived first. I punched it in, slipped through the door, and shut it quietly behind me.The room smelled the same—clean mats and faint
MIAThe kitchen still smelled like roasted chicken and garlic when we sat down. Ryan had insisted on a “proper family dinner” the moment Jake texted that he was free. I set the last dish on the table and took the chair across from my husband. Jake sat to my right, close enough that I could catch the faint scent of his soap every time he moved.Ryan poured himself a glass of water and looked at me over the rim.“So,” he said, “how was the gym?”I kept my eyes on my plate. “Harder than I expected.”He let out a short laugh. “Harder? You’ve only been twice. What exactly is hard about walking on a treadmill?”“It’s not just walking,” I said. “There’s form and weights and—”“And excuses.” Ryan cut a piece of chicken with more force than necessary. “I knew you’d start complaining the second it got uncomfortable.”Jake stayed quiet. He took a slow sip of water and watched the exchange like it was nothing new.I tried again. “I’m not complaining. I’m just saying it’s more than I thought.”Rya
MIA The private room felt smaller once the door closed behind us. Soft light came from the ceiling panels, and the mirrors on the far wall reflected every movement. I stood near the mat with my arms crossed, trying not to look at myself. Jake walked over to the first machine and rested one hand on the padded seat. “We’ll start simple today,” he said. “Nothing heavy. I just want you to learn the equipment so you feel comfortable next time.” I nodded. My voice still felt stuck somewhere in my throat. He gestured for me to sit. I lowered myself onto the seat, careful not to meet his eyes for too long. Jake crouched beside me and adjusted the pin on the weight stack. “Hands here,” he said, guiding my fingers to the handles. His palms were warm and steady against the back of my hands. “Keep your back straight. Pull the bar toward your chest, then let it go slow. Don’t rush.” I did as he said. The movement felt awkward at first. My arms shook a little even though the weight was light
MIAThe alarm went off at six-thirty, but I was already awake. I had been staring at the ceiling for almost an hour, listening to the soft snoring beside me and trying to convince myself that today would be fine. It wasn’t.Ryan rolled over and stretched, then sat up like he had been waiting for this moment.“Get up,” he said. “Jake’s expecting you at eight.”I pulled the blanket higher. “I don’t want to go.”He laughed under his breath, the same short sound he always made when he thought I was being dramatic. “We already talked about this. You’re going.”“I don’t feel comfortable around him,” I said quietly. “He’s your brother. I’ve never even been alone with him for more than five minutes.”Ryan stood up and walked to the closet. He pulled out a pair of my old black leggings and a loose T-shirt, then tossed them onto the bed.“Relax,” he said. “He’s not going to be tempted by that body.”The words landed harder than I expected. I stared at the clothes, my throat tight. He said it so







