LOGINMIA
The private room felt smaller once the door closed behind us. Soft light came from the ceiling panels, and the mirrors on the far wall reflected every movement. I stood near the mat with my arms crossed, trying not to look at myself. Jake walked over to the first machine and rested one hand on the padded seat. “We’ll start simple today,” he said. “Nothing heavy. I just want you to learn the equipment so you feel comfortable next time.” I nodded. My voice still felt stuck somewhere in my throat. He gestured for me to sit. I lowered myself onto the seat, careful not to meet his eyes for too long. Jake crouched beside me and adjusted the pin on the weight stack. “Hands here,” he said, guiding my fingers to the handles. His palms were warm and steady against the back of my hands. “Keep your back straight. Pull the bar toward your chest, then let it go slow. Don’t rush.” I did as he said. The movement felt awkward at first. My arms shook a little even though the weight was light. “Good,” he murmured. “Again. Breathe out when you pull.” I focused on the rhythm. Pull. Release. Pull. Release. Jake stayed close, watching my form. Every time my shoulders rounded, he reached over and gently pressed them back into place. His touch never lingered longer than it needed to, but each time his fingers brushed my skin I felt a small jolt under my ribs. We moved to the next machine. Leg press. I sat down and placed my feet on the platform the way he showed me. Jake stood at my side and checked the angle of my knees. “Push through your heels,” he said. “Not your toes. Slow and controlled.” I pushed. The platform moved. My thighs burned almost immediately. “That’s enough for now,” he said after a few reps. “We’ll build up.” I was still catching my breath when the door opened without a knock. A woman stepped in. Tall, slim, wearing a matching black workout set that hugged every line of her body. Her hair was pulled into a perfect high ponytail. She looked like she belonged on a magazine cover. “Jake!” she said, smiling wide. Before he could answer, she walked straight up to him, wrapped her arms around his neck, and kissed his cheek. The kiss landed soft and familiar, right near the corner of his mouth. Her body pressed against his for a second longer than a normal thank-you hug. “I just wanted to say thanks again for last week,” she said, still close. “My form feels so much better.” Jake gave a small nod. “Glad it helped, Sophie.” I sat frozen on the leg press, hands still on my thighs. The whole thing lasted maybe ten seconds, but it felt longer. Sophie glanced at me once, gave a polite little smile, then looked back at Jake. “I’ll see you Thursday?” she asked. “Yeah. Same time.” She left, closing the door behind her with a soft click. Silence filled the room again. Jake turned back to me like nothing had happened. “Ready for the next one?” I stood up slowly. My face felt hot. I wiped my palms on my leggings even though they weren’t really sweaty. “Yeah,” I said. “Sure.” We moved to the cable machine. Jake demonstrated the movement first, then stepped aside so I could try. His hands came up to correct my elbows, steady and professional. I kept my eyes on the mirror in front of me, but all I could see was the way Sophie had kissed him. So easy. So natural. The rest of the session passed in a quiet blur. Jake explained each exercise in the same calm voice. I followed every instruction. My body worked, but my mind stayed stuck on that short moment by the door. When we finished, I sat on the edge of the bench and drank from my water bottle. Jake wiped down the machines we had used. The room felt too quiet. I spoke before I could stop myself. “You never bring anyone like her to the house.” Jake paused with the towel in his hand. He looked at me, eyebrows slightly drawn together. “What?” I kept my gaze on the floor. “Sophie. You never bring anyone like her to family dinners. Or… anywhere.” He was quiet for a second. Then he set the towel down and leaned against the wall, arms loosely crossed. “She’s just a member,” he said. “Same as you.” The words were simple. Casual. Like the answer should have been obvious. I looked up at him. He didn’t seem defensive or amused. Just matter-of-fact. “Same as me,” I repeated, almost under my breath. Jake nodded once. “Yeah. She trains here. That’s it.” I didn’t know why the answer unsettled me more than the kiss itself. Maybe because he said it so easily. Maybe because he put me in the same category without hesitation. Member. Client. Nothing more. I stood up and reached for my bag. “I should go. Ryan will be waiting.” Jake pushed off the wall. “You did good today, Mia. Better than you think.” I forced a small smile. “Thanks.” He walked me to the door and opened it. The main gym noise drifted in—music, weights clanking, distant voices. I stepped out into the brighter light and kept my eyes down so I wouldn’t have to look at anyone. Behind me, Jake’s voice followed, quiet but clear. “Same time Thursday?” I nodded without turning around. “Okay.” I walked through the gym and out into the parking lot. Ryan’s car was already there, engine running. I opened the passenger door and slid in. He didn’t ask anything. He just pulled out of the lot and headed home. I stared out the window the whole way, replaying Jake’s voice in my head. She’s just a member. Same as you. The words sat heavier than they should have.MIA Clara’s heels hit the tile before I could move. She pushed the glass door open with her shoulder, bag on one arm, phone still in her hand. The clinic was half-dark. Jake was still at the desk. I was still behind it. For a second nobody spoke. Clara looked at him. Then at me. Then at the empty waiting room. “You’re both still here,” she said. “Closing up,” I said too fast. “Charts. The system glitched on the last two.” Jake didn’t help. He just stood there with his hands off the counter now, like that fixed anything. Clara set her bag down on a chair. “I thought you left an hour ago.” “I did,” Jake said. “Came back.” “For what?” I answered before he could. “Insurance question. One of the afternoon patients. I texted him because I couldn’t reach the file.” It was thin. Clara’s eyes said she knew it was thin. She didn’t call it a lie. She only smiled the careful smile she used with difficult patients. “Well. You’re both upright. That’s something.” She glanced at the dark
MIA The clinic lights were already dimmed, only the hallway lamp glowing soft and low. I’d filed the last patient chart, locked the medicine cabinet exactly the way Clara had shown me, straightened the magazines on the coffee table until they were perfectly aligned. The waiting room was empty. The only sound left was the low hum of the staff fridge down the hall. My shift had ended an hour ago. My room was twenty steps away — a bed, a door that locked, silence. I could have gone there. Instead I sat at the front desk, clicking through empty screens, closing windows I’d already closed, because busy hands felt safer than lying awake in that quiet room. The bell above the door chimed. I looked up. My heart gave a sharp, painful lurch. Jake. He didn’t step all the way inside. Didn’t glance down the hall toward where I slept. He stopped right at the counter, hands in his jacket pockets, like he was just another patient who’d arrived after hours. His hair was damp at the edges,
MIA The front desk phone rang once and cut off before I could reach it, the sound sharp and too loud in the quiet space. I sat back, fingers hovering over the keyboard, and breathed slow through the tightness in my chest. I was still learning the system — appointment codes, insurance fields, which boxes were mandatory and which ones could wait. Clara had walked me through it twice, patient and steady, but my hands moved slower than the cursor, my brain stalling on every new screen. The small room down the hall was mine, though — clean, bright, no one breathing down my neck — and for a few hours that morning, I’d let myself believe this might actually work. That I could build something small and safe. Then the bell above the door chimed. A woman stepped up to the counter. I looked up. My blood turned cold. Lena. She stood there like she owned the place — dress soft and tailored, falling exactly right over her stomach, hair sleek and perfect, that same smile landing the second
JAKE I parked out front, cut the engine, and sat there a minute, hands resting loose on the wheel. Tuesday. I’d said I would come. Mia had told me to stay away, and I’d heard her — loud and clear, sharp and final — but hearing her wasn’t the same as letting this disappear entirely. It wasn’t the same as pretending I didn’t care whether she was safe or not. Clara opened the door before I knocked, bright and ready, like she’d been watching from the window. “You’re on time,” she said, stepping back to let me in. “I like that.” “I said I would be.” The spare room down the hall had been cleared out completely — furniture pushed to the walls, a fresh yoga mat laid out in the center, two sets of light weights stacked neat beside it, even a full-length mirror dragged in from somewhere else. Mia stood by the window, back mostly to the door, wearing clothes that weren’t hers — Clara’s shorts, a loose soft shirt that still didn’t quite fit right — holding herself small, arms tucked in, shou
MIA Clara met me at the side door just after dusk, key in one hand, manila folder in the other, like she’d been waiting right there for me. She didn’t smile too wide, didn’t ask where I’d come from or whose car I’d gotten out of — just stepped back and nodded toward the hallway. “Front desk is straight through there,” she said, keeping her voice low. “Your room’s back here — quiet, away from the patients. It’s small. Bathroom’s shared with the staff hall at the end. Don’t use the one by the exam rooms, okay? That’s for patients only.” “That’s fine.” I shifted the strap of my bag higher on my shoulder. “I don’t mind walking.” She didn’t ask about the bag. Didn’t ask why I’d left Jake’s place or how long I’d been sleeping on his couch. Didn’t mention the quiet goodbye or the way I’d looked away when we said see you Tuesday. She just unlocked a narrow door tucked behind a stack of supply boxes and stepped aside so I could go in first. The room was exactly what she’d said — smal
MIA Clara was still smiling when I nodded, bright and easy, completely unaware the air had just gone thin between us. “Tuesday works,” I said, keeping my voice level, like nothing had just broken. Jake didn’t argue. Didn’t push. Didn’t ask me to take it back. He sat with his hands resting heavy on his knees and let Clara scribble the time down in her little notebook like the room hadn’t just split clean in two. Ice melted slow in the glasses on the table, water beading down the sides. I lifted mine and drank, cold and tasteless, just so I’d have something to do with my hands, something to hide behind. “Late afternoon,” Clara said, pen hovering over the page. “Right after the clinic closes. I’ll text you both the address again, just in case — better safe than lost.” “I have it,” Jake said. Short. Final. “Good.” She turned to me then, warm and open. “And you can come straight from wherever you’re staying, Mia. No need to rush over or anything. We’ll just take it easy.” “Okay.” Th







