**Flashback**
*13 Years Ago* "Why did you leave me? " I whisper silently; tears fall down my face as I stare ahead in a daze. The broken picture frame lies on the floor, with pieces of glass reflecting light at sharp angles. It reminds me of my father, who is now gone. He was kind and always put others first. I remember his laughter and warm hugs. He could make any room feel bright with just a smile. Now, that warmth is replaced by a deep emptiness. My dad is no longer here, and I struggle with mixed feelings, including some anger for him leaving me. Tears flow down my cheeks, each drop heavy with memories and sadness. It feels like just yesterday that I asked my dad to take me to our favorite ice cream shop, the one with bright lights and the smell of fresh waffle cones. I can still picture the excitement I felt when choosing the biggest sundae, piled high with rich chocolate and vanilla ice cream, whipped cream, and colorful sprinkles. After our ice cream, we would curl up on the couch in our cozy living room, watching *Toy Story*. I loved sharing the story with my dad, eager to explain all the twists and characters, even though he sometimes had trouble keeping up. Now, I feel like a shadow of my old self. That lively ten-year-old girl, full of imagination and mischief—who sneaked out at night to grab cookies from the top of the fridge—is just a memory. I search for her in my heart, but it feels like she has vanished. Maybe she left when my dad did, creating a space I can't fill. Or maybe she went with him, taking the joy and light that once filled my life. The rustling of keys and the sound of the door opening snap me out of my thoughts. I quickly wipe away my tears and rush out of my room, heading down the stairs. I arrived just in time to see her open the door. "Mom, you're back!" I say cheerfully. I want to hug her, but I know she'll push me away, so we skip hugs and kisses—or any emotions, really; she is a strange woman. She glances at me in response to my greeting before walking further into the house. As I turn back to close the door, I nearly jump in fright when a man's face suddenly comes into view, so close to mine. "Well, hello there, little girl," he says, his voice dripping with a creepy, drawing tone. A shiver runs down my spine, reminding me of the unsettling experience I had when a clown grabbed my hand at the circus Dad and I attended last year. The memories of that day flash through my mind, overshadowed by a sense of discomfort. "Umm, hello," I reply, my voice shaking as I nervously glance back over my shoulder. I feel a wave of relief wash over me when I spot my mum, leaning casually against the kitchen door, her arms crossed and a look of concern crossing her face. "Leave the kid alone, Brent," she says, her tone sharp and dismissive, cutting through the tension in the air. I hesitate, torn between the instinct to seek comfort by hiding behind her legs and the fear of being scolded for acting like a baby. "Come on now, darling. I just wanted to introduce myself to your little doll," he chuckles, his laughter echoing around the room, sending another shiver through me. His smile is unnerving, and I can't shake the feeling that something isn't right. "She is as pretty as you, maybe even prettier," he says as his hand glides over my cheek. Mom looks like she is ready to yell at someone, but I don't know if it is at him or me. Hopefully, it's at him; I don't like him. "I am your daddy, little doll," he says, suddenly grabbing my ar,m, which makes me shriek in fright. "No, you're not, "I yell, trying to pull my hand away from him but failing; he is really strong. "Don't shout at your elder, you little brat, "Mom says, glaring at me and making me cry; she sighs before removing his hand from mine and holding my shoulder, the only sign of affection I have received in a while. "He is going to be your new dad , aren't you excited ,you were crying cause you miss your dad right ? Well I got you a new one " "Am I not the best mom ever "she says with a laugh before leaving me to hold the strange man, he holds her waist and kisses her which leaves me shocked, she never allowed dad to hug her talk less kiss. "We are going to be a happy family isn't that right darling" "But he is not Daddy; I have only one Daddy, and that is not him," I shout, pulling at my hair in frustration. "Look at me," she says, grabbing my face tightly. She squeezes my chin so hard that I can't help but cry. "I am doing what is best for you, precious," she says, stroking my hair lovingly. "Do you think Mummy will do something to you that is bad for you?" she asks. I shake my head. Mummies don't do things that are bad for their children, right? "Good. Now hug Mummy," she says, pulling me into a hug. I cry into her clothes, happy to finally get a hug from her. She soon pushes me away and walks into the kitchen, telling me I can do whatever I want until dinner is ready. I walk happily into the living room and jump onto the couch. I grab the remote and turn on the TV, searching through the channels before landing on one of my favorite cartoons. The smell of something burning, like smoke, makes me scrunch my nose in disgust. A strange guy is sitting too close to me on the couch. He leans in and takes a strand of my hair before sniffing it, making me go still. "We are going to be a really happy family," he says. "isn't that right little doll " "I am going to be your big daddy" "come on little doll , say daddy for me " he grips my chin pulling me closer to him but I remain silent. "say it or else I will get mad and you don't want me to get mad ,do you ?" he say his turning crazy for a moment before it goes back to normal. "now say it "“miss …hey miss”I slowly open my eyes but immediately shut them when my eyes make contact with really bright blinding lights .“Miss are you okay “ a voice asks me again ,the voice I immediately recognizes as that of a man is laced with concern,my nerves come alive once again and I suddenly feel the coolness of the hard concrete under my back ,my whole body that had been humming with numbness buzzed to life with pain .“o..o…uch”the words wheeze past my lips with maximum efforts ,I feel my lungs caving in with much difficulty ,the throbbing and the numbness taking over my senses Who am I What the hell is going on What is happening“oh mi ... .ss, miss are you okay” the man's voice sounds again bringing more of my senses alive ,the more the seconds go by the more things come back to me .My name is Alexandra Ross ,I am 23 years old ,I was just coming from a club where I left my best friend who was lying to my face ,but it's not her fault because she is losing her grip on realit
“Enmeshment”“That is what Mia has “he says calmly, his eyes bored into mine .“What is that “Ryan's expression was serious. "What I am about to explain to you. Is Something that might help you understand what's going on with Mia,so you can understand her reasons for do what she did “I nodded, intrigued. “So explain it to me “Ryan took a deep breath. “Enmeshment. It's a psychological concept that describes a situation where two or more people become overly involved in each other's lives. They lose their sense of identity and autonomy, and their boundaries become blurred."I frowned, trying to understand. "What do you mean?"Ryan's eyes locked onto mine. "In the case of you and Mia, it means that Mia has become so close that she is no longer sure where one of you ends and the other begins. You're like two threads that have become tangled together."I felt a pang of guilt, is that how she has been feeling all this while .Ryan's expression was gentle. "Enmeshment can be unhealthy,
Security guards rushed towards the scene, trying to break up the fight between Anastasia and I. Ryan quickly grabbed my hand and Mia's hand ,dragging us away from the commotion and Anastasia screaming about her broken nose and hair loss courtesy of me . "Come on, let's get out of here," he says ,his voice firm but calm. We follow him to a quiet alleyway behind the club, where we collapse against the wall, panting. Mia looked up at Ryan, a mischievous glint in her eye. "Thanks for saving us, Ryan. I owe you one “ Ryan smiles, his eyes crinkling at the corners. "No problem, Mia. But maybe next time, you can avoid getting into fights, huh?" Mia grinned. "No promises." “At least my plan was working great till David showed up “Mia says, kicking a can in anger . Ryan's eyes flicked to me, and I felt a surge of embarrassment. “What plan?" I repeat my question when Mia is still and nobody answers me , my voice sharp. "What plan,What do you mean?" “Umm,I…I…”Mia stammers out of control w
“Tell me now David , what the fuck are you doing with these bitches “she shrieks as she glares at me ,, her high pitched voice as annoying as ever . I return the glare hoping she gets the message that she doesn't scare me , she always tried to intimidate me before and I admit it sometimes worked but not anymore. “The only bitch I see here is you , Anastasia” I retorted to which Mia shouts oh snap dramatically making Anastasia scoff . “Wow I always knew you both were losers but please don't show it to the rest “she says with a dismissive hair flip . Mia and I look at each other before laughing , Anastasia looks confused as everyone else but we understand each other perfectly, nothing she says would affect us when we are both together. “Oh really thanks for the advice ,but I hope you start taking your own advice soon because it's obvious you have been broadcasting your stupidity since you were a child “mia comment which makes me laugh and I turn and notice both Ryan and David tryi
I hesitated, unsure of what to say. A part of me wanted to forget about David and move on, but another part of me wanted closure, wanted to know why he had hurt me so badly.Ryan's expression turned serious. "Lexi, I don't think that's a good idea. He's not good for you."I felt a surge of defensiveness. "You don't even know him," I say, which makes Ryan give me a weird look ,probably because of my weird outburst .Ryan took a step closer to me. "I don't need to know him to see the way he's affecting you. You deserve better than someone who's going to hurt you like that."I looked up at him, feeling a little bit between the lines of fuzzy and uncomfortable. Why was he being so protective of me?But before I could ask him, I saw David waiting for me by the corner of the club, his eyes fixed on me.I took a deep breath, feeling a sense of determination wash over me. "I need to go talk to him, just for some closure ," I said, my voice firm.Ryan's eyes narrowed. "Lexi, don't-"But I was
'Keep thinking I seeing water You playing tricks on me in the sun See your shadow in the courtyard Stay until the day is done .The dessert doesn't end The rain don't fall And I can't pretendI don't know what you are Cause I know what you are You are You are You are ' I sing silently as I make my way into the crowd trying to get to mia to dance or more like get away from the awkward situation with Ryan ,I know that I am pretty much exaggerating the who thing but I can't help but feel like I am being pushed into the ocean with a 50kg weight attached to my leg about the possibility of moving on from my ex .By the time I make it to Mia I realize that she is busy dancing with a guy that she looked really interested in even though I know she will probably get bored in the next five minutes ."I have decided to dance " I say tapping her shoulder, she turns to face me but looks clueless."What did you say?" she shouts, making me roll my eyes at the fact that has decided to go de