It hadn’t exactly been the life Carla had imagined since they’d moved to Iowa. She hadn’t expected it to be easy, but she hadn’t expected it to be this hard either. However, these past few weeks, things with Mia at least seemed to be better. She was actually engaging with other kids since her father had died. Even more than that, she’d somehow got in with the popular crowd.
One night, she was cooking dinner while Bob was sitting at the kitchen island with a beer. He was on his phone again. A habit that seemed to get worse as time went on.
Trying to make conversation, she stirred the pasta sauce and then turned round to him. “You know, I’m really pleased that Mia seems to be making more of an effort these days. And it’s great it’s with Savannah a lot of the time too.”
Bob continued to tap on his phone, leaving it a good few moments before he looked up. “Hmm. I suppose.”
Carla cocked he
Tilly had insisted doing the photoshoot the very next day. Mia suspected she was worried that she would back out if she didn’t pin her down soon. Mia had assumed that the photo shoot would just be her posing in her normal clothes. How wrong she had been.“I feel ridiculous,” she moaned. She tugged on the flowy white fabric that Tilly had insisted was a dress but felt more like a small bed sheet. Even Hamlet was looking up at her with a confused expression.“You look amazing. It’s totally perfect for this project. You’re like a wood elf spirit or something.”Tilly’s theme was ethereal. She’d decided that she wanted Mia as some kind of natural goddess. Mia just felt like a natural idiot.Mia sighed. “Whatever you say. Now what do you want me to do?”They’d come to a part of the creek Mia hadn’t yet explored. It was further down than where the popular crowd hung out, and for
Mia had never been to a house party before, so her only references were from movies. She had to admit, this wasn’t far off. Trish had managed to get some Halloween decorations up and had borrowed her brother’s sound system to play music off. There was even two barrels of beer in the kitchen. Mia was sipping on the warm brown liquid now, still wondering how anyone could like the taste.Thankfully though, she had managed to get Tilly an invite. She’d convinced Trish and Annie that Tilly would be able to take some ‘hot’ photos of them in their skimpy Halloween costumes. The girls had decided to wear catholic schoolgirl outfits that looked like they belonged in the bedroom rather than at a high school party. They’d tried to convince Mia to wear the same thing, but she had put her foot down at that. Instead she’d compromised with a black body suit and a pair of cat ears.“I still can’t believe you’ve managed to con
After that bombshell, Annie hadn’t even bothered to continue on with the game. Some of the others had stayed, but Mia had taken the distraction as an opportunity to escape outside. She needed some fresh air.She selected a seat on a bench and took some deep breaths. Why was this bothering her so much?“Hey, Mia? You okay?”She turned round to find Tilly standing there with a concerned expression.“Yeah I’m fine. I just needed some air.”Tilly sat down next to her and cleared her throat. “Erm. I might be totally wrong, but…do you have…well…do you have feelings for Ryan?”Tilly’s questions hit her like a freight train.“I…no…of course not.”Tilly paused and put down her empty cup on the patio. “It’s just. What happened in there seemed to upset you. Like it’s okay if you do. I know it’s not an ideal situatio
That night Savannah didn’t come home. Mia had no idea what was going on, but Bob didn’t come and ask any questions so she guessed that he must at least know where she was. Unless she’d lied to him.Unsurprisingly, she didn’t sleep well. Every time she tried to block out her thoughts, they came rushing back to haunt her. Did Ryan really like her? Or was it just something that Tyler had made up? But if that was the case, why hadn’t Ryan argued against it? Mia realised she’d hadn’t even given a thought to the article she was meant to be writing. Now Annie wasn’t on her side, she was sure being part of the group again wouldn’t be an option. But right now, that didn’t seem to matter.The next day, Savannah still didn’t come home. When Mia went downstairs for breakfast, both Bob and her mom had gone to the grocery store to do the weekly shop. It wasn’t until after she’d managed to force some toast
Mia had never been kissed before, so she had no point of reference. But she was sure it was about as magical as you could possibly get. There was nothing awkward about it. They seemed to fit together perfectly. It was like they’d kissed 1000 times before and knew exactly what the other one wanted. At first it was gentle and tender. But as his hand came to the back of the head, she felt like she would die if she didn’t press herself further into him. Then his tongue was reaching out to hers, dancing with it. She could barely breathe it was so intense. It made her forget everything that had happened, and everything that had been said.But then he was pulling away, she almost fell forwards because he seemed to rip from her so quickly.He stepped backwards and dragged his fingers through his hair. “I’m sorry…that…shouldn’t have happened.”Mia began to shake, partly from the adrenaline, but also from the hurt. So he r
That night when Mia came out of the bathroom after brushing her teeth, she noticed that Savannah’s door was ajar. She went to walk right past, but then she began to hear part of a conversation that she couldn’t help but listen to.Savannah was evidently on the phone and talking in an excited whisper.“I told you, this our chance.”Mia couldn’t hear the other side of the conversation, but something about Savannah’s tone reeled her in.“We’ll just say we’re round each other’s houses. We’ve done it a million times before, so what’s the problem?”Mia edged towards the door a little, hoping to hear clearer.“What about him? Why would I waste my time on a high-school boy when I could have a chance of getting a college one?”Mia furrowed her brow. College boys? Was the high-school boy Savannah was talking about Ryan? Had they broken up?“St
Mia decided it would be better to just get it out of the way as soon as she got home. She knew if she put it off, she may end up bottling out of it altogether.When she got outside her room, she took a deep breath before gently rapping her knuckles on the door.“Yes?” Came from inside.“It’s Mia. Can I come in?”There was a brief pause. “What on earth makes you think I’d let you in here?”“Please Savannah. It’s important.”There was movement, and then the door was being swung open. Mia had to stop herself from letting out a small scream. Savannah was standing there with a lurid green face mask.She must have caught on to Mia’s surprised expression, because she rolled her eyes. “I wouldn’t expect you to know a good skincare routine if it hit you round the face. And mine needs a little extra help at the moment!” She spat.Mia wondered briefl
“Come on Savannah. Can’t we just talk about this?”He’d managed to convince her to speak to him after football practice one night, although their conversation was being overseen by half the team and cheerleading squad. That was the problem with having such a high-profile relationship. Everyone was always watching.“What do we have left to talk about, Ryan? You have feelings for my freak of a step-sister. Why would I want to be with you after finding that out?”Ryan ran his fingers through his hair. If he was truthful with himself, he wasn’t even sure why he was fighting for Savannah. Yes, they made sense. But was there really any compatibility there? Especially when she was looking at him like this with that sour face. But he’d been happy before Mia had come along. Everything had made sense. He just wanted everything to go back to normal. His home life was so messed up, that he just wanted this part of his life to