LENA. “Are you okay?” Allyson’s voice sounded behind me, and when I turned around, she was walking over. I had called her over because this was the end. I was going to leave and never come back here. It was over. I fucked it all up. I chose the kids over him, and I had to live with that choice. There hadn’t been anything suspicious about Royce, and I didn’t find anything about Leilani; everyone explained that he didn’t have a mate. Perhaps Monica was wrong about him. I really couldn’t care about that anymore right now. “Are you leaving?” Allyson walked over, standing next to me while her eyes were busy scanning my luggage. “You said you were going to be here for a while.” Her eyes were wide, and then they dropped with something like disappointment.“I am sorry, but it had to happen. I really planned to stay longer, but things got out of hand and….” I paused, taking a breath. I didn’t expect to find the answers I so desperately wanted. Her words sank back into my head, and I could h
ALEXANDER.Royce kept staring at me like I had grown two heads. I had told him I wanted to divorce Jennie, and all he did was glare at me. “What are you staring at, man?” I asked, unable to make out what he was thinking of in his head. “How the hell are you asking for a freaking divorce from your mate who has two kids with you?” He walked over to the microwave and grabbed a plate of popcorn, which was not even surprising. Royce was a foodie, and he ate whenever he got the chance. I couldn’t tell him about Lena, and I couldn’t tell him because he was looking for her. Perhaps that was the reason I bought the penthouse without telling anyone. It was my first ever property, and it still was. Apparently, we used to be normal pack members before the accident. Royce merely bought us our current house because I was in a coma and my family was having a hard time surviving. They told me the story, yet none of it felt right. Something was missing, and I had been trying to find answers. Losin
LENA.Just when I was about to look for the bathroom, I heard the door push back and someone walked in. My heart thuded loudly in my chest thinking that it could be him. I had thought that I wouldn’t be so anxious but here I am, my palm had started to shake and I could feel myself hyperventilating already. That why it took some moment for me to get myself to turn around and see him. “Wow, its really you!” A female voice hit my ears instead. I froze because I knew the voice. I knew who owned it. I had heard the voice before and I knew it was her. Jennie! I turned around and there she was staring at me like I weighed nothing. Her eyes were sinking into my body like she wanted to know every thing about me just by standing and staring at me. I let the silence sink in. I allowed myself to grasp this moment as well. To think properly so as not to misuse this oppurtunity.“Why did you come here, Lena?” Her voice was clipped. She didn’t sound like Jennie that I knew. It wasn’t her. The woa
LENA. I walked over to the receptionist to know more. There was a lady with blonde hair standing behind the front bar. She smiled at me and asked what I needed. “Who brought me here?” I asked, hoping I did not sound crazy. Although the words sounded like I was some kind of whore who was brought over by some man she did not know. “Oh, you can't remember?” Her smile flattered and I really wanted to tell her I wasn't a whore, my brain was just foggy because I had so much to drink last night. Which to be honest turned out to be a mistake. “Yes, I had alcohol… you should understand how it makes one feel.” “I don't drink.” She answered without raising her head from her the monitor in front of her. Her tone was so clipped it made me feel like I had committed a crime.I tapped the table impatiently, already feeling so uncomfortable around her. Her eyes didn't move from the monitor. “Oh, you were checked in by Xandy.” She raised her head and there was something about the way she stared
ALEXANDER. I wanted to protect her. Every part of me wanted to protect her. At first I was upset that she decided to sell her body to men but right now after the sex, I did not care. One of her boobs wasn't there, she was a cancer patient which shocked me. I did not act like anything was wrong, I did not want her to feel bad. Her body was beautiful regardless and I wanted to protect it - protect her. This person was familiar, like a rib of mine. I knew if I lost her or let her go, it would be a pain for me. I watched her wrap her hands around me. She laid her head on my chest, and fell asleep. Like she had no worries in this world. She snored softly too. The part of my body where she touched reverberated with tingles. Tingles that did not let me sleep. Not because I was sad or unhappy or restless but because it was so good, I was scared sleeping would make me lose out on something so satisfactory. So I watched her sleep while planning so much in my head. What about Jenna? Wh
LENA. My imagination got even better, having Alexander kiss me. Moan into my lips. It was the first time he had ever accepted me. I liked it regardless. Even thought it was merely an imagination, I wanted it. I liked it. I didn't want it to end. He ran his fingers into my hair, his finger touching my scalp and I moaned because it felt like it was touching the core of my energy. The center of it all. Like we were paired with one another. I did not want it to stop. Please don't make it end now. I wanted to feel every part of him. To wake up and still remember this moment, the feeling of being this close to him. I loved it. Tears slipped down the corner of my eyes and I knew it was because I did not want to let him go. Because I was scared this moment could end anytime soon and he would slip from my hand. He wouldn't be mine anymore. “Please don't leave,” I said. I really did not want him to go. I wanted this moment to last forever. His lips on mine, kissing me like my life dep