Despite my pain, I scowl, “You’re supposed to be resting. Go back.”But the wolf pads over, nudging me with his nose and licking at my tears. I push him away, “Just go. Leave me alone.”But Lucas seems to have no intentions of leaving. He stands by my side, towering over me and I look the other way, the wounds far too raw for me to deal with him.However, when nothing he does gets my attention, he plops down on the ground, resting his head on my lap.I push it off, “No.” He puts it back on and when I bring my hand closer to push him away, he licks them shamelessly, making me scowl.His head alone is too heavy for me to get up and the more I try, the more adamant he is on not letting me leave.“Do what you want,” I mutter, bitterly. “In fact, why don't you hurl a few more accusations at me? Maybe tell me I deserved everything that happened to me? That -“The wolf in my lap transforms into an angry looking man who pushes me back onto the ground, holding me down, “I
“Go back?” My injured feelings forgotten, I turn around to give Lucas an astounded look. “Have you lost your mind?! I'm not letting you go back there! Hunter tried to kill you and the moment I stepped back into the den, they’ll lock me up!”“You think I’m going to let then do anything to you?” Lucas pushes my hair over my shoulder, exposing my neck and his mouth lowers to the vulnerable skin.I shiver as an unexplained emotion passes through me at the contact, “W-What do you mean?”“First of all,” He murmurs, his breath hot against my skin. “I’m going to take the weeks of vacation days I have piled up.”My eyes flutter shut as all I can think and feel is Lucas and his mouth hovering over my neck. His tongue darts out to give a small lick and I press my lips together, not trusting my voice.“You and I will walk in there, as a mated couple. We’ll stay together. Newly mated couples aren’t expected to part from each other anyway so if Hunter tries to separate us, the pac
“Mate?”This time Ted looks at me, visibly shaken before looking back at Lucas, “You took Sarah as your mate? Don’t you know she can’t shift?”His words are deliberately cruel but they hurt none the less as if the fact that my wolf is trapped within my body makes me less of a human.“I know,” Lucas says, steadily and I can feel a thread of cold anger in him as he adds. “It doesn’t matter to me. Sarah is smart, resourceful and kind. Why wouldn’t I want someone like that to be the mother of my pups?”Ted flinches at his words and casts a guilty look towards me which I just ignore. Rejection and disdain from my own pack mates, who once loved me, is something I have to now live with. When I was brought back the first time, I had avoided everyone unless I absolutely couldn’t avoid it and hence, I had only interacted with a handful of the pack.My gaze wanders over to two of the soldiers and I recognise them as being the ones who had grabbed me when Hunter had banished me. The
I freeze at Lucas’s words as does everyone else but it is Valerie and Hunter’s reactions which are the most noteworthy.Valerie's face turns white as a sheet and I’ve known Hunter long enough to recognize the guilty look in his eyes.It is Lucas’s hold on me which keeps my mouth shut.After everything that had happened and Hunter’s terrifying threats, not once had I thought that the reason he didn't want Lucas to have me was because he didn't want to give me to anyone. Hunter is silent for far too long, enough for everyone to realise that Lucas might be right, including Valerie. It is only when Valerie spits out, her voice almost venomous, “Don’t be ridiculous! Why would Hunter be interested in someone as deformed as Sarah? Tell them, Hunter!”I don’t think she’s realised that for a moment there she just allowed everybody to see her true face, even if it is a glimpse.When Hunter doesn’t say anything, she turns around and glares at him, “Tell him he’s wrong!”It
It doesn’t take long to fill in my father on everything that has happened ever since he brought me back to the pack. However, I expected him to be angry on hearing what Hunter’s plans were for me.However, he shows no signs of anger.“I’m not surprised,” He says, coldly. He looks at me and his voice is regretful, “There is something I have never told you, Sarah. We didn’t want to tell you because it didn’t matter to us. When your mother was pregnant, we decided to go roaming. At the time, we didn't know she was expecting. It is only during your travels and we found out and I thought I was too late to go back to the back so we decided to find a place and stay there till our child arrived. I built a hut for us and we stayed there. One of those nights, a few months after we started living there, your mother was caught int he crosshairs of an attack. Some shifters were pursuing a pregnant shifter and they mistook your mother for her. I managed to save Laila but we lost the child.
Lucas stops in his tracks and watches them and I hear a warning rumble leave his throat. The soldiers stop at a distance. One of them is Ted.“Uh, listen, man, a bunch of us were wondering if you want to help train the new recruits,” Ted scratches the back of his head.“I’m busy,” Lucas says, abruptly, and I kick him in the shin, making him growl at me.“He’ll do it,” I get to my feet, exhausted. “As long as you're not kicking my ass, I’ll happily sign you up for anything at this point.”A few of the soldiers grin at my comment and one of them throws in, “He wiped the floor with your ass.”“Like you can do any better,” I retort, without thinking.The soldier, Mathew shrugs, “I can take Lucas. Want to bet on it?”This is the camaraderie that I was missing ever since I was kicked out. My chest throbs almost painfully is difficult to maintain my smile, "Sure. Why don't you kick his ass first, Lucas?” “If you say so,” Lucas shrugs, unbothered.There are a few ch
The common room is where all the wolves hang out. It is the only room I feel safe when Lucas isn't around. So far, Lucas has made it a point never to leave me by myself which is why both Valerie and Hunter have not been able to approach me.But it seems they have just been watching and waiting, biding their time to get me alone.I barely glance at Hunter, my tone dismissive, “So talk.”“In private,” He says his tone, gritty.I give him an incredulous look, “What could you possibly have to say to me in private?"I deliberately keep my voice loud and I can see some of the sentinels look over from where they’re standing.Hunter’s brow snaps together, “Just come with me.”“I don’t think so,” I say, my voice calm. “I don't feel comfortable having a conversation with another male without my mate present.”“This has nothing to do with Lucas,” Hunter hisses. “Come here before I drag you out.”I study his face. There is no doubt that Hunter is a very handsome man
The deadly silence that fills the room at Hunter’s words is the most satisfying sound I’ve ever heard. Valerie looks shocked as does everyone else.“Hunter!” Valerie hisses, her face contorting with anger. He looks down at her and I don’t now what silent communication passes through them but he seems to become a little aware of where he’s standing.His tone is stiff, “I mean. The mating ceremony hasn’t happened yet.”“She has my mark,” Lucas snarls. “You put your hands on my mate. Are we supposed to protect our women from the Alpha now? Sarah is mine. She belongs to me. Not you. On one hand, you're going around calling her deformed and that you don’t want her but then nobody else can have her as well? Is that what you’re trying to say?”The pack mates look at each other, a little restless.“Lucas, you’re misunderstanding,” Valerie tries to touch his arm and he snatches it away, his face disgusted. “Don’t touch me,” He snaps at her and Valerie flinches.Hun