DemetriusI’m having déjà vu as I rush through the streets with her in my passenger seat unconscious, except this time things are a little different. This is all my fault. If I hadn’t screwed up, she’d never be out there alone at this time of night. I was right. I had sent her over the edge, and I’m sure the little stunt I pulled earlier was the final push. Why else would she be involved in such risky behavior? Walking around alone in the middle of the night as if she had not been attacked just days prior? What was she thinking? I warned her. I told her to be more careful. Dammit. I’m blaming her when I just admitted this was my fault. “Fuck!” I yell slamming my hand against the steering wheel. An equal mix of anger and fear have begun to consume me. Her heart’s beating steadily. She’ll be okay. She’s already healed. That’s not the issue. It’s something else, something bad. So damn bad.I was on my way to her apartment willing to beg for her forgiveness with an overwhelming craving li
DemetriusMy husky response throws her off, but my words have never been truer. I can’t think of anything I’ve ever wanted more. Her eyes widen and suddenly she pulls me down to her meeting my lips in a rough kiss. I’m not expecting the movement, but I react smoothly. There are no other lips I want to feel against mine. I lift her up swiftly sitting her down on top of the bar as she moans into my mouth. Her legs open wide and I’m in between them like it’s my favorite spot pulling her against me tightly. I’m already rock hard, but I can’t just ravage her. I want to take this slow and enjoy every second like it’s my last, because it might just be. My one and only…Her fingers move to my hair pulling tightly as if she doesn’t want to let me go, something she shouldn’t be worried about. I won’t be going anywhere until I have her writhing from pleasure and screaming my name. But first, she has too many clothes on and I need them gone. I need to see her.I pull back to remove her hoodie an
My movements are beastly as I continue fucking her fast and hard with my eyes blazing red and a newfound hunger. She finally breaks away from my kiss and looks up to me. Her eyes widen, but to my surprise she’s not scared out of her mind like she should be. She tilts her head sideways examining me quizzically. “Your eyes.” Her hand goes up to my face again almost lovingly like she’s entranced, like she can see past the facade of a beast, like she’s falling hard just as I have. She should be concerned. She should back away, but she doesn’t. It’s almost as if she’s intrigued. Instead, she wraps her thighs around either side of my head surprising me again and opening her body up to me even more allowing me to go deeper, a challenge I will gladly accept. This woman… I think she is made for me. They way I’m feeling right now is indescribable. I never want to come down from this high that she provides. Seconds later our orgasms collide simultaneously exploding over the edge like an endles
XeniaI roll around in the silky sheets of the soft bed stretching as I finally stir awake. Memories of what happened come flashing back like a sweet dream and I can’t stop smiling as I think about them. Me and Demetrius, we had sex, mind-blowing, otherworldly, literally orgasmic sex. The way his tongue felt, seeing him in between my legs, and feeling him inside made my core throb and stomach tighten. A truly euphoric experience. I wanted to relive the moments over and over again. I wanted more. But now that we had taken things all the way, I worried about how he would act. Was it just a fluke or a moment of weakness, a one-time thing? The way he kissed me after, it felt different like he really wanted me, and he even said as much, but I just wasn’t sure. The night he tried to push me away had me a little on edge. Sometimes he was so hot and cold. But the time I had just spent with him was definitely hot, so fucking hot. My cheeks warmed and I bit my lip thinking about it. As much a
DemetriusEven though I assumed as much, the words still sting. I stand at her door after I walked out leaning my head against it contemplating if I should go back in and try to explain further, but then I hear what she said. She hates me. I shouldn’t be surprised. I’ve completely disrupted her life. She’s right, it was selfish of me to take a piece of her only to reveal all of this after. I just wanted the experience to be innocent without any of the overbearing negativity of the truth. I wanted it to be special, to mean something. And to me it did… it still does. I thought so for her as well, but that may be ruined now. Being with her had been better than I ever could have imagined, and I don’t regret it at all. I will accept the egomaniacal aspect of my actions. But knowing how she feels about me now, it bothers me, and I can feel the anger brewing inside again. This cursed life I’m forced to live once again has intruded upon any sort of complacency I felt. In that time that I was
Demetrius“What do you mean she has not eaten?” I narrow my eyes to the guard assigned to Xenia’s room. Three days have passed since I brought her here and I’m being told she has refused her food for a third day in a row. Does she mean to starve herself? How far would she go? I would force the food down her throat if I had to. As harsh as it sounded, I couldn’t allow her to hurt herself.“She still will not eat. She is very stubborn.” This much I knew to be true. I waved him off signaling him to leave us. As hard as it’s been, I have decided to give her some space in hopes she would settle down, but it seems my attempts to weigh her down have been wasted. She is indeed a feisty one. As expected, Father accepted Avalon’s request concerning Xenia. Although he was a little surprised to know we had a new human in our presence, he was pleased to learn about her specialty and agreed with me that the dual option of providing therapy or education sessions to Avalon while also being a “blood
Unknown VampireEverything on my desk goes flying off to the side and into the wall. I clear it that way, of course, but I want to do so much more. I want to maim and kill. I’m in a rage like no other, because something has been taken from me, and I want it back. My woman. My human. My property. MINE. The thoughts of a spoiled child run through my head, but I’m uncaring. Who dare interfere with my plans? Although, I have somewhat of an idea... I scold myself for not taking her then and there. Admittedly, I had been thrown off by her sudden presence at that time. I’ve had a watchful eye on her for days and planned to take her at the most opportune time, but never had I expected for her to come to me so willingly, a sign that she was meant for me. After my soldier’s failed attempt to take her days prior, I realized if you want something done, you must do it yourself. Useless fools.The moment my eyes fell on her, I knew she was a trophy that would need to be on my shelf, a dazzling add
XeniaI thought Aiden had me feeling low before, but being here, I have never felt so empty and depressed. I can’t stop replaying everything over and over again in my head. Just last week everything was fine. I was getting back on top of things, focusing on my degree, feeling better. My life wasn’t in complete shambles like it is now. I’m trying to come to terms with my situation, but it’s hard when it has been completely uprooted in such a way. I feel like I’m on the brink of insanity. I’m not sure what I was expecting from him, but I can’t seem to get past his treachery. I had started to develop feelings for this man, and it hurts to find out he is nowhere near the person who I thought he was. He’s not even a person…What was I thinking letting my guard down like that right after a breakup? I’m beating myself up for missing the signs, but I know it’s not really my fault. It’s like he knew everything I wanted in a man, bottled it all up and spread it over him. He was master of decep