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Chapter 10

Author: Stellan
The following winter, Howard went to Switzerland.

He took very little with him.

An old brochure and a leaf from a Shakespeare First Folio in a protective sleeve.

It was the leaf I had circled in the auction catalog on my birthday.

After the funeral, Howard himself removed it from the climate-controlled frame in Isabella's room. She stood in the doorway with her fingers tucked inside her sleeve. She opened her mouth but didn't dare stop him.

His hands shook badly as he slid the leaf into the sleeve.

He pressed the seal shut with his head bowed. His voice was so hoarse I could barely make out the words. "This was supposed to be Anna's."

I don't need it now.

The cable car ticket agent asked him, "How many?"

Howard held the brochure against his chest and paused for two seconds.

"Two."

The agent looked at him but didn't ask why. He tore off two tickets.

The car climbed slowly up the mountain.

There was nothing but snow outside the glass. Howard sat by the window and put the brochure on the empty seat beside him.

More than ten years earlier, he had held that same brochure against the glass of my isolation room, pointed to this very mountain, and told me, "When you're better, I'm taking you there."

I never got better.

And he never took me there.

The wind at the top blew hard.

He opened the brochure. All twelve of my notes were still there.

He took out a pen and held it over the space after the final line for a long time. He didn't cross anything out or mark any of them paid. Then he put the pen back in his pocket.

"Anna."

The wind made his eyes red.

"Your brother brought you here."

He reached for the medal on his wrist.

The cold had made the soldered joint in the chain brittle. With a faint snap, the chain broke.

The medal dropped into the deep snow.

Howard's expression changed. He dropped to his knees and began digging. He wasn't wearing gloves, and all ten fingers quickly reddened from the cold. As the hole deepened, the skin around his nails began to bleed, but he kept his head down and searched through the snow inch by inch.

"Don't get lost.

"I can't lose anything else."

Somebody nearby came over to help.

A few minutes later, Howard's fingers found the small medal in the snow. He closed his fist around it, leaving blood from his palm on the gold.

He sat down in the snow with his head bowed, his shoulders slowly sagging.

The chain had been repaired, but the mended spot was still its weakest point.

Afterward, he placed the medal beside the brochure and never had the chain repaired again.

Howard bought two tickets for the cable car ride down as well.

He sat on one side.

The seat beside him stayed empty for the entire ride.

The old brochure lay still on the empty seat. The wind flipped it open to the mountain page, revealing the promise he had written as a boy.

[When you get out, I'm taking you here.]

Twelve years too late, he finally kept that promise.

But from the top of the mountain to the bottom, there was no one beside him anymore to grin and remind him, "Howard, that's another one you owe me."
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