RINNA'S POV ." I will come over and see you after work , okay ? " , He continued and at that l took a deep breath then looked up at him with a forced up smile on my face . " Don't worry am okay , l will see you after work " , When l saw worry take over his face , l lastly spoke out before l placed my hands over his . " Then that's good " , he mumbled with a smile on his face . " Let's go ' , l returned the smile and at that we made our way from the house to the car . Axel held up my hand through the entire drive before he reluctantly dropped me off at my house. After a quick kiss as a goodbye , l lastly jumped out of his car and then he drove off .As soon as he was gone , l didn't knock on the door , l just sat down on the front steps that led to the house then placed my face in my hands . This feeling was becoming overwhelming . Ignoring the fact that Xenia was lying , l needed to tell her my lie and clear the air . She was lying to the two boys but she didn't feel any guilty .I
AXEL'S POV ." Am gonna keep in touch with Xenia , if any thing happens , l will inform you " , Darius said with a sigh at the end . " Thanks bro " , l reluctantly pulled the phone from my ear then ran my hand over my face . " Darn it " , I instantly groaned out when l imagined her features . " Her red and swollen eyes , glossy from tears that wanted to run down , her lips swollen and pink from biting and sucking them so much , her nose red and sniffly and her cheeks splotched red . " God dammit , After thinking about that , l growled while slamming my hand on the table . All l wanted was to go and see her right now but then I had to face the reality , l had to work . With her on my mind , l watched the hours pass in agony . I didn't get any messages from Darius so l assumed every thing was okay and did the work . As soon as it was time for leaving , l practically ran out of my office like a madman then made my way to my car . As soon as l was inside ,l clenched the steering wheel t
RINNA'S POV ." Am really hurt Rinna " , hearing her say that , I i'mmediately began to feel myself become physically weak . " I knew it that you would feel hurt .... This is why l decided to tell you about Axel and l ... I needed you to know because l don't want you to do the same mistake ... You were not like that Xenia .... don't hurt Darius and Jason " , By the time l finished up , l was already losing control of my breath , the situation was to much for me to handle that l felt my body become heavy ." Rinna ..... " , Noticing my situation , Xenia called me worried but then her words were now distant to my ears . I was breathing hard trying to find oxygen that wasn't in the room . " Rinna ... " , Xenia called me again . " We ... don't lie to each other ... to anyone ... We ... promised Xenia ... Lying can kill , l don't want to hurt you ... l don't want to lose you ... " , Words kept spilling out of my mouth and as l did , l lastly lost it and dropped down on the ground .Lastly
AXEL'S POV .Tears streamed down Rinna's face while trembling . With Xenia also crying besides me , l was honestly speechless . I had never seen Rinna like this and to be honest it was terrifying . I tried my level best to talk to her , with a thought that since we were in love she will reply back to me but sadly she seemed to be in her own world , a world where we weren't ." Xenia go and call mum " , Noticing that Rinna was seriously in her own world , l spoke to Xenia and crying, she ran out of the room quickly . While left alone in the room with her , l held up Rinna's hand letting her know that I was still here for her . Xenia was quick because within a few minutes mum was already in the room . With her face filled up with concern , she looked at Rinna and lastly at me . " Axel , honey help me and we get her on the bed " , she uttered out in a sad voice . Without wasting any time , mum and I carried her shaking body on the bed . " Rub her back " , After laying her down mum murmu
AXEL'S POV ." P ... Please don't go Axel " , just as l was passing via Xenia to get out of my room , she instantly wrapped up her hands around me while sobbing . Hearing her , the pain in my chest grew up , l knew it that my decision was going to upset mum and her but l had my mind already made up . I honestly couldn't bear up to stay with dad in the same house ." Xenia stay safe " , l spoke in a low voice and just as she was protesting , l removed her hands from my waist then made my way out of the house without turning to even look at my mum . As soon as I sat in my car , every thing that had happened in the day immediately began to flow down in my head .As unbelievable it was , l ran my fingers through my hair when l recalled the situation Rinna was in before she was taken by her dad . " Dammit " , After recalling everything , l groaned out in anger . I really wanted the answers to my questions . If l was going to always be on her side , l seriously needed to know what was wrong
RINNA'S POV .The drive to the psychiatrist was calm . Knowing it that l was waiting for the storm , Mickie didn't say anything stupid , he kept rubbing soothing circles on my back . After a good couple of minutes , dad. lastly pulled up the car in the hospital's drive way and with that we made our way inside and l sat on bright colored bench in the waiting room . After dad signing me in , Mickie lastly took a spot next to me ." Rinna ... " , Dad called me in a sad voice while standing up in front of me and I looked up at him . " I have some business to deal with , stay with your older brother " , He said before he pulled me in to a hug . Hearing him say that , l only sadly hugged him back . I was already broken but I wasn't surprised to hear him say that. His bitch might have called him and to make it worse , l also knew it that Mickie was also going to go but still l was fine with it . " Have a great time dad ", I whispered and after pulling away , he patted on Mickie's shoulder t
AXEL'S POV.As soon as l heard her say tnat , l ignored the pool of beer and smashed glass on my feet then leant against the counter . " Are you saying the truth ? , Is she okay ? " , I asked in disbelief . " She is going to come over and see me " , Xenia surprisingly squealed out in excitement . She squealed out loudly that even Darius looked at me and shook his head . But she was right to feel excited . As much as I blamed myself , l knew it that Xenia also did the same . She felt lonely at school without Rinna .." I'm glad Xenia " , my voice strained as l spoke . Though l wanted them to reconnect , l still felt sad . I truly needed Rinna and this hate relationship was killing me inwardly . Inwardly hurt , l turned my gaze and stared at the trail of beer that was rolling towards me . Darius noticing the situation l was in , he reached out and collected the broken up pieces from the floor ." Have you heard from her ? " , I heard Xenia ask but also her voice came out weak because s
RINNA'S POV ." Am back Rinna darling " , Xenia called before she clicked the door open and stood with a bottle of fruity wine and two glasses in the door way . " Fruity wine , wow ! " , I exclaimed with my eyebrows raised up . " Yeah it is " , She replied and after pouring it in the two glasses , she dropped down next to me ." I told Darius everything ". Just as we had taken a sip of the fruity wine , Xenia out of the blue murmured . " You told him everything ? , How did he take it ? " , I asked in disbelief ." Sad story ! " , Xenia replied sadly before she tucked her empty glass between her thighs . " What did he say ? " , I asked in a low voice ." He said that he appreciated my honesty then told me that he wanted to end things between us " , She said with her eyes lowered at the glass . " Am so stupid Rinna , in your absence , l ended up hurting Jason too " , She continued and at that my eyes snapped open . " You told Jason too ? " , I asked and she nodded her head ." I wish I f