“That must be him.” Mom’s eyes crinkled, but it wasn’t out of fondness. “We’re in here, Lew,” she called.“You’re home?” Dad glowered at me. “They let you out of practice early?” “No, practice already got done.”He grunted. “What kind of two-bit program is Ford running over there?”“Dad, come on. You know Rixon High has one of the best programs in state.”Mom cast me a warning look. “Why don’t you sit, Lew, and I’ll get you a drink?” She tried to guide him over to a stool, but he shirked her off.“I can get my own goddamn drink, Tina.”“Okay, I was only offering.” She went back to the cookies, transferring them to a plate. “Has he announced the roster yet?”“Not yet.”“Well, what the hell is he waiting for? You need to be on that starting lineup, Son.”“I know, Dad. And I will be.”“If you’d have gone to Millington like I’d wanted, we wouldn’t be having this conversation.Coach Garrick was more than willing to give you game time.”“Millington haven’t made the playoffs for almost a dec
Until Kaiden kissed me.“We do want you to embrace senior year, sweetheart. Dad was just concerned, that’s all.” “Because he’s a football player or because he’s Kaiden Thatcher?” My brow arched.“Lil, that’s not—” Dad blew out a long breath, scrubbing his jaw. “I was shocked is all, and I may have overreacted a little. His reputation is… well, let’s just say you’re too good for the likes ofKaiden Thatcher, sweetheart. Or any of the football team for that matter.”“I bet there isn’t a guy in school you would think is good enough for me.”“That’s not true—”“Oh, really?” I folded my arms over my chest. “Name one senior you would be okay with me dating.”“Okay, why don’t we all just take a breath,” Mom said, holding up her hands. “We trust you, Lily, but we also worry. After everything, it’s hard to let go.”“You think I don’t know that?”The atmosphere turned thick around us. It had been a while since my parents had staged one of their interventions, but it was a stark reminder of how
“He’s just worried.”“Yeah,” I slammed my locker a little too forcefully. “Well, I just wish he’d stop. Nothing even happened.”“Really?” Ashleigh gave me a pointed look. Peyton was across the hall, being pressed up against the locker by Sean.“Does she even like him?” I mused.“Does she ever?” Ashleigh shrugged. “You know you can tell me anything, right? Judgment free zone.”“I know.” I nodded. “I’d better go before she makes a scene.” I took off down the hall and knocked on the guidance counsellor’s door.“Come in,” she said, beckoning me inside.“Hey, Mrs. B.”“Take a seat, Lily.”“I know my dad probably asked you to check in on me, but it isn’t necessary—” “Sit,” she said, steepling her fingers.Reluctantly, I sat down.“How are things?”“Fine.”“Fine?” Her brow rose. “You know fine is often code for not fine.”“Well, I hate to disappoint, but everything is fine.”“Lily, I can’t help you if you don’t talk to me.”“There’s nothing to talk about,” I said, feeling my throat go dry.“
“Dude, I said shut the fuck up.”“Jeez, I’m only—” He grunted, cussing quietly under his breath, and I figured Kaiden had hit him or stamped on his foot. Either way, it shut him up.Without thinking, I glanced over my shoulder, my eyes colliding with Kaiden’s. But he didn’t acknowledge me. Just stared right through me. As if I was no one.Nothing.And I didn’t know what hurt more. That Kaiden hadn’t stood up for me when his friend had been saying all those things or that he was acting so cold now he knew the truth about who I was.But one thing was for sure…The boy I’d met at the party was long gone.KaidenI WATCHED Lily flee from the room the second Mr. Jenkins dismissed class.“She’s one crazy cookie.” I elbowed Bryan in the ribs, and he stuttered. “What the fuck, Thatch?I’m just saying, if you ask me, you had a lucky escape.”“Yeah, well, I didn’t ask you.” I stormed from the room with him hot on my heels. “Don’t tell me you actually like her?”“Doesn’t matter.” It didn’t.She w
THE MOOD at practice was tense. Everyone felt it. Coach spent the entire time scowling as he watched us run drills and work through plays. His scrutiny burned into me from across the field. The stifling anticipation ahead of Friday’s announcement.“Okay, bring it in,” he eventually yelled after a grueling ninety minutes. Sweat rolled down my back, my jersey damp and dirty. The Raiders defensive players had been brutal today, slamming into me as if we were playing the game of our lives. It didn’t take much to figure out what was going on. I’d seen Monroe smirking, high-fiving them, and cheering them on from the sidelines. He was gunning for me and he’d roped his team in to do his dirty work.Asshole.I ripped my helmet off and traipsed over to the huddle.“Nice work out there. Monroe, nice passing,” Coach said. “I’m not sure what’s gotten into you today, Thatcher, but I suggest you leave your shit at the door tomorrow.”My spine stiffened. Gav shot me a hard look. His eyes glittering w
“Just keep doing what you’re doing, man,” Gav said. “He’s trying to get a rise out of you. Don’t give it to him.”“Easy for you to say.”Aaron and Cole came jogging out of the building. “Hey, that was some intense shit back there. You good?” Aaron asked me, and I nodded.“Listen, I don’t know what you have planned, but we’re heading to my house if you want to come and hang?”I glanced at Bryan and Gav. They both shrugged, leaving the decision up to me.“No pressure, man,” Aaron added. “I have a pretty sweet setup though. My sister calls it the den, but it’s just an old shed my dad let me convert into a place to hang out.”“Sounds cool.”“I should probably warn you though, my dad is best friends with Coach Ford.” “Will Coach Ford be there?” I asked.“No.” Aaron chuckled. “It’s safe.”“Then let’s go.”I FOLLOWED Aaron to a big sprawling house on the edge of Rixon right by the Susquehanna River. A lot of the kids in Rixon East lived in similar houses. I always teased Bryan about his pare
“Boys… one boy in particular. You know what I mean.” The corner of her mouth tipped. “I think you should come.”“It’s probably not a good idea.”“Because…”Because Kaiden kissed me and then couldn’t get away from me fast enough when he found out about Dad.“See. You can’t think of a reason. Let’s go.”“Poppy, I’m not sure—”“What’s the worst that can happen? You’ve been to the Bennet’s house hundreds of times. It’s familiar territory. Sofia will tease the guys for ten minutes then get bored and we can hang out in her room. I already invited Ashleigh.”“What about Peyton?”“She’s working a double shift at Cindy’s.” “She works too hard,” I murmured.“Yeah, but you know how she feels about paying her own way.”Sometimes I wondered if it was more than that. If being with us was too much of a reminder of everything she didn’t have.“Yeah, I guess.”“So you’ll come?”“I don’t—” The blare of my cell cut me off. I snatched it up and pressed it to my ear. “Hello.” “Did Poppy tell you the plans
It was the sweetest kind of torture wanting something you couldn’t have.When it became too much watching them, I slipped away unnoticed and went inside the house. The kitchen was a huge open plan room divided into the kitchen area and a family area that had a gigantic sectional and television. I grabbed a can of soda from the refrigerator and sat down.“Sofia is that—oh, hello, Lily,” Mrs. Bennet said.“Hey, Mrs. B. I hope you don’t mind. Sofia invited us over.”“Of course not, sweetie. Where are—” Shrieks filled the air, pulling her gaze to the yard. “Why is Kaiden Thatcher in my pool?”“I guess Aaron invited him.”“I see.” Her brows furrowed. “Did you eat?”“Not yet.”“I think we have some frozen pizzas. I’ll get them out. I have a ton of work to do. Do you think you can watch them?” “Sure thing.”She paused and studied me. “Why aren’t you out there enjoying the water?” “It’s that time of the month,” I lied.“Okay,” she looked like she wanted to say more, but she didn’t, “let me gr