LOGINIVY
No. There’s no way in hell I’m doing this. “Ivy, please,” Sierra pouts, flashing me her really cute puppy dog eyes she knows I can’t say no to. Only this time, I have no other choice than to refuse. “My dad already made it clear I’ll be coming. My mom thinks I need to go with him, to integrate into his world or whatever the hell she said. I can’t do it without you.” I raise a brow at her. “I’m guessing that’s why you called me here, to be a buffer between you and him.” She doesn’t respond, but her cute and mischievous smile tells me all I need to know. “For God’s sake, Sierra.” “What? It’s not like I’m asking you to jump off a cliff for me. I just…I don’t want to speak to him, okay? I’ll rather talk to you.” She cups my cheeks to make me smile, but I’m slowly dying inside. With everything that’s happened between Knox and I, spending more time around him is…is basically asking me to jump off a cliff. “You know why I came here. You know I’m here to hide. What’s the point if everyone sees me and knows who I am?” “No one would know, Ivy. Pristine is…it’s different from the rest of the world. Most of the people here are old billionaires, just like my dad. I don’t know the lore of this place, but I doubt anyone here uses the internet.” I bite my lip. I want to tell her it’s not true, that someone has seen, someone knows, and it’s her dad. A lot has happened under her nose, and she really doesn’t want me anywhere close to him. Yet, I don’t. What good would that do her or me? I roll my eyes and heave a sigh. “Fine. I’m only doing this because I love you so much.” Her eyes beam with excitement. “Yay!” She throws both hands in the air and kisses my cheek. “You’re the best, Ivy. You know that, right?” I force a smile. She wouldn’t say that if she knew half of what I’ve done in the last twenty four hours. Sierra offers me a red backless dress for the gala. I was barely able to pack a bag when I left home, and my only bag consists mostly of jeans, T-shirts, and sweaters. I stare at my image in the mirror. The red sequin dress hugs every of my curves as it flows down, spreads out into a slit at the bottom of my right hip, and continues down to my ankles. My blonde hair is held up in the sleek ponytail Sierra helps style. My lips are blood red, matching my dress. The white heels add an extra three inches to my height. “You look absolutely gorgeous,” she says to me. I look up at her image in the mirror to see her standing behind me, pleased by her work. All I can think about is Knox. Would he drop to his knees once he sees me in this? “Let’s go down,” she grabs my hand. “He’s started the car.” It’s hard to hurry downstairs in heels, but I’m able to follow Sierra’s pace without falling face flat on the stairs. The door automatically locks behind us as we step out. Pristine is just like home in one way; it doesn’t snow during Christmas. There’s just a dryness in the hot air that compels one to always moisturize, and wear lipgloss. But it’s beautiful nonetheless. Knox is at the backseat of the car when we get there. I’m about to open the front door to sit beside the driver when Sierra appears beside me. “You can stay at the back with him. I like the front seat.” My breath hitches at the back of my throat. I drag my gaze towards Knox in the backseat. His silver hair is pressed down to the back of his neck. I wonder how much gel went into making it so shiny. His navy blue tuxedo clings to his shoulder blades. It’s easy to see it was tailor made for him. If he’s hurt by Sierra’s actions, he doesn’t show it. He wants to do right by her, and he needs to avoid me for that. But all she keeps doing is pushing me to him. I gulp hard on the lump in my throat. “Sierra, I’m not sure that’s a good idea. I mean…” “Why?” She plasters a bright smile on her face as she pulls the front seat open. “I promise he doesn’t bite.” That’s the problem. I want him to. A tired sigh slips from my lips. I leave the door handle to her and move to the back. I pull the door open, and Knox barely looks at me. God. He smells like heaven. I climb into the backseat behind him. Sierra demands the driver play music once the car starts. I know it’s because she doesn’t want to speak to Knox. It’s almost so strange. I’ve never seen this side of her before. As much as I try not to, my gaze keeps shifting towards Knox. It drops to his left hand which continuously taps his knee. I wonder what it’ll feel like to be able to reach for him, to lock my fingers with his and promise him it’ll be okay, that I know Sierra and I know that whatever he’s done, he can fix it if he just says sorry. My best friend has a heart of gold. It’s one of the many things that drew me to her. “Are you alright, Ivy?” Sierra’s voice snaps me out of my reverie. I look up to find her staring at me from the rear view mirror. “Yes, sure.” Knox doesn’t utter a single word until we arrive at the venue. Sierra grabs my right arm and locks hers around it. “Sierra,” Knox calls out. She grunts in annoyance before she turns to look at him. “What?” “Can you come over here, with me?” He stretches his right hand to her. “I have some people I’ll love you to meet.” “Great,” she mutters underneath her breath, but it’s loud enough for me to hear. “Time to play dutiful daughter.” She releases me from her chokehold and walks towards him. I watch as they both head inside, and I follow them closely behind. They go off to greet people, leaving me behind and giving me enough time to look around. Sierra was right about one thing; Pristine is definitely a city for the rich folk. I have no idea what this gala is for, but the caliber of people in this room—from their dresses, to jewelry, to the scent of their cologne—screams luxury and class. For a moment, I allow myself to be carried away, to imagine a world where I’m finally a renowned artist like my mother dreamed she’ll be. I imagine a celebration, a party of this kind after any successful exhibition. I’ll never lack. I’ll never have to bend over backwards for anyone ever again. But how can that happen? If I’m not expelled from school due to this scandal, I won’t be able to pay for my fees. How do I…? “Well, well, well. Look what the fucking cat dragged in.” That voice, the sneer and the venom in it are more than enough to drain my blood, to turn my feet to ice right where I stand. I don’t turn around. I can’t turn around. Not when my heart is racing so fast I can barely afford to breathe. He walks over and stands in front of me. In my four inch heels, he’s not much taller than me anymore, but he doesn’t need to be to send the worst kind of shivers down my spine. Harold fucking Grant. He leers at me with a distasteful frown on his face. “What the fuck are you doing in my party, you fucking whore?” My eyes widen. I part my lips to speak, to say anything, but no words form in my mind. This is his party. This is his… I can’t breathe. I look around, trying to search for Sierra. I need to get out of here, now. I try to walk away, but he grabs me by my wrist. “Where the fuck do you think you’re going, little slut?” I stare back at him. I don’t want to call attention to myself. This is awful. Why is this happening to me? “I…I don’t want trouble.” “Oh, I know what you want, alright? You’re here to beg me, are you not? To say you’re sorry and you want me back. I’ll tell you what. You can wait behind, after this party, and I’ll let you into my bed. I won’t be marrying you anymore, of course. But we could come to some form of arrangement, and…” “Fuck you.” He raises a brow as a scowl forms on his face. “What did you just say to me?” Tears are burning in my eyes. I bet my mascara is already on its way to my cheeks. “I said, fuck…” I don’t finish my sentence, not when I see him raise his hand to meet my face. I close my eyes, tighten my cheek muscles, and brace myself for the slap about to come. It never does. When I open my eyes, I see why. Knox Mortimer Reid is holding Harold Grant’s right hand in the air.EPILOGUE Five years later I am nervous. Extremely so. But even in a million years, I wouldn’t have it any other way. “This piece. It’s amazing! I can’t believe something this magical was created from that type of inspiration!” I smile, rubbing my palms together to ease the nerves. The client in front of me looks intrigued. The same expression on the dozens of people swarming the gallery. “Thank you. I’m glad I was able to convey my emotions perfectly.” More words of praises gush out from the client, other random guests stopping by to chip in compliments. I receive them with warm smiles, in complete awe of how much I’ve grown over the years. Not only was my works on display in one of the most prestigious art galleries in the world, I was the headliner. A successful one at that. “Ivy! Ivy!” I turn around to meet my manager rushing towards me. Her movements manage to make me laugh, the smile returning to her face as she catches up to me. “Ivy, brace yourself,” she begins, clutc
A FEW DAYS LATER IVY “One more year till graduation.” Those words are now my mantra. The mantra I refused to stop uttering ever since I woke up, got dressed and made my way to college. Now, I’m at college and the words are still at the tip of my tongue. One year till I finish college is still enough time. Enough time for me to focus, get my grades up and live a normal life. The possibilities are endless. And as long as I can get through my first day with dozens of eyes threatening to bore holes into my skin, I can survive anything. I quicken my steps, flipping my hoodie to cover my face. I can still feel eyes following me though, every single person on campus refusing to move past my scandal. I survive the stares and make my way to my first class. With my hoodie still on, I pull out the few art supplies I managed to get during the weekend and we begin practicing. The next few minutes goes smoothly and I’m once again reminded of how much I love painting. Things are peaceful
KNOX “No, I’m not moving back to Pristine.” I furrow my brows, Catherine’s words taking both me and Sierra by surprise. Sierra glances at me and her frown immediately deepens. She still refuses to utter a word to me and instead, turns to face her mother. “Why?” I ask her through the screen. The entire purpose of the video call is to get to move back here and hopefully, it’ll get Sierra to finally stop giving me an attitude. “It’s better to—“ “No,” Catherine cuts me off before i can finish. “I’m fine here where i am. Coming all the way to Pristine is unnecessary. You’re already doing more than enough for me by worrying about me and taking care of my medical bills. I don’t need to come over there and be any more of a burden to you.” “Catherine—“ “That’s fine, mum,” Sierra cuts her off this time. “You don’t have to come here. I’ve chosen not to stay here anymore so I’ll just come to you instead.” Her words take me by surprise and I immediately turn to give her a sharp glance. She
IVY Home sweet home. My eyes linger on the words, a faint smile tugging at my lips. The first time I read them was at the airport—and back then, they felt ironic. Painfully so. But now, I’m determined to make them real.After all, I finally have a place of my own.I jingle the keys in my hand, the soft sound echoing through the wide, empty space that now belongs to me. Despite the house not completely belonging to me, it still feels nice to call it mine. I was left with no choice but to get it on rent despite my initial plan to buy the place. Buying a place like this would’ve cost more than I can ever afford and even getting it wasn’t easy. Endless calls, paperwork, negotiations—it almost felt like the universe was testing how badly I wanted a fresh start.Turns out, I wanted it badly enough. The smile on my face widens as I take in the bare walls and quiet corners of the room. I can already see it— a soft couch by the corner, maybe a canvas next to it so I can paint in my spare
KNOX For the first time in a long while, Sierra’s words do not have her desired effect on me. Not even at the slightest. Her words, her disappointment— no emotion she feels gets to me. Not as long as Ivy remains missing. Not until Ivy returns to me. “Dad!” I watch the realization dawn upon her as her eyes widen. She looks at me, clearly expecting an explanation but I have none. Not at that moment. “Not now, princess,” my tone is controlled and I turn to face Thomas almost immediately. “I don’t have time for this. Not right now.” “What do you mean not now?!” Sierra raises her voice and immediately storms towards me. She stands between Thomas and I, her arms folded as she continues to demand explanations. “Even after everything? Seriously, dad?! After everything we spoke about? You still went behind me to give her a car? What else did you already give to her? Tell me. Do I mean that little to you?” “Answer me!” her impatience is obvious from her tone. “What the hell is going on?
KNOX “What do you mean you don’t know where the fuck she is?!” I am fuming. Anger floods my veins like fire, burning through every rational thought in my head. Fear and worry follow close behind, gnawing at the edges of my mind, but they are nothing compared to the rage rising in my chest.Ivy is missing. Ivy is nowhere to be found?! The moment the word leaves Thomas’ mouth, fury takes over. The words are enough to make my vision sharpen, my hands curling into fists before I even realize it, my jaw tightening so hard it aches. A thousand worst case scenarios flash through my mind. “She’s ill!” Every word comes outside louder than the last. “So how the fuck could you lose her?! How could your men have left her alone in the house? Where the fuck did you expect her to go when she could barely sit straight?! How the fuck could they let her out of their sights?!” “They were on a break,” Thomas stands in front of my desk. His head is lowered but I need him to meet my gaze. “My men w
IVY I feel like an asshole laying beside Sierra while she sleeps. While she was in need of her father, I was busy being fucked by him. How could we have been so…? I’m not even certain what word to use. I get up from bed and move to the window where I’m standing for hours, until the m
IVY I wake up at 4 AM with my hand already between my legs. The sheets are tangled around my ankles. My t-shirt is rucked up to my chest. I'm soaked, and not just damp, but dripping. My thighs slick with arousal that built while I slept. It’s a good thing Sierra is a really deep sleeper.
IVY Shit. Shit. Shit. Dear universe, can’t I have something good, something really good, for once?!!! Why, in God’s green earth, is a police officer knocking on the window while I'm sitting on Knox's lap with his cock softening inside me, and his cum dripping down my thighs? How do I e
KNOX That went well, didn’t it? I watch Ivy disappear into the house before getting out of the car. It’s really late. Sierra might be out doing heaven knows what, and Victoria should be bidding her guests farewell at the party. I have a few hours to myself. What should I do? Work. Y







