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My calm in the chaos
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Pretend Surrogate Fvck me until I’m out of breath
(READ AT YOUR OWN RISK)"Angel!"His weary voice was all I could hear. My eyes widened as I lifted my head. I can only see the side off his face that is being lighted by the room outside the closet.My sobbed grew louder as he touched my face so softly. His expression is hard and with gritted teeth, he cursed a lot of words that some of it was not understandable.He immediately hugged me and I hugged him back. He slapped me on his chest and kissed the top of my head. I sobbed more as I heard his heartbeat. His silent heartbeat is enough for me against the loud thunder."Hush now, I'm here." he uttered which made my heart ache more.I gripped his shirt because of mixed emotions. A hint of joy embedded in me as I can’t believe that he’s here. He’s here, he came for me."Come," he simply uttered.And in a snap, he carried me in bridal style. I hugged his neck so I wouldn’t fall, tears haven’t stopped still and I couldn’t open my eyes because I’m afraid to see his face again.He laid me d
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(READ AT OUR OWN RISK)He kissed my lips like an animal sniffing its captive.His kiss was both dominating and craving. The lungs that had been forced to be killed ignited. Instead of restraining myself, like a fire, all my worries and thoughts turned into ashes.It made my mind go blank.I felt aroused, It’s like I’m longing for him more. Forgetting what purpose we were doing, I reciprocated her kisses. His stubble is hurting my thin fair skin.It’s like he’s kissing as if there’s no tomorrow. In the anticipation of wanting for more, my hands roamed into the parts of his body. I grabbed his hair and moaned when he bit my lower lip.He then stopped and looked at me. His lips are now red and his eyes are drunk from our kisses. Without any words, while looking at me, his lips traveled down to my jaw down to my neck.“Hugh,” I moaned.He nibbled my neck but instead of feeling the pain I felt the fire grew more. It’s not a bonfire anymore, it’s a huge ball of fire gushing into my system as
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Now I understand it. Now I understand my most hated phenomena. I hate thunder, but this is the moment that I’ve realized that that’s what I’m feeling inside. Sometimes nature needs breathing. It needs to let out the boiling emotion inside. Because It needs to scream sometimes.I look at his face. His thick brows, his pointed nose, his growing stubble - I touched it with my palm. I caressed his face lightly, tracing the ends of his brows down to his nose and to his lips. His lips parted slightly as I did that.His eyes were closed and we were both naked wrapped around a blanket. His arm is my pillow and his other arm is wrapped around my unclothe waist.I smiled lightly and sadly. A tear escaped my eye and I immediately wiped it.‘I have only ever loved you, Hugh.’ I uttered in my mind, hoping for him to hear it.I brushed my fingers on his hair, it felt so soft. And now that I realize it, I like watching him asleep. He looks so peaceful, he looks so majestic, like some character in a
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I became selfish, to make the long story short.I was able to sympathize with other people just to escape the responsibility I had accepted before. I knew it was wrong to solve one problem by another, but in those times I had no idea.Seeing his eyes, his hopeful eyes it slowly broke me into pieces. What I hold on to I can hardly stand. I don’t know how he tracked me down to Molly’s apartment that same day.But one thing’s for sure, I was so happy seeing him there. I’m so happy when he hugged me so tight like he’s afraid of losing me. I remember his words, he wants me to go with him so bad.He wanted me to live with him and he called it our home. He’s my home. And whoever people who I’ll be with, I’ll always feel alone. I’ll always be the dust that has never found it’s way home because nobody owns it, nobody wants it. And it’s just a mere dust who’s useless and doesn’t deserve a place in this world.“Echo,” I uttered his name when the door opened.It’s midnight. I immediately smelled
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