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The entire day flew by into nothingness. I barely remembered what I’d eaten, what the lecturers said, or who sat next to me. It was all just noise. When I walked out through the university gates, I wasn’t surprised to see Jace parked across the street like some undercover stalker. I rolled my eyes so hard it hurt. “You have to be kidding me.” Wearing his signature black suit. “Good afternoon Miss Mann.” “I don’t need a chauffeur. Or a babysitter,” I snapped. He opened the passenger door anyway. “Get in, please.” I got in. Not because he asked. Because there was no point fighting anymore. I hated the formalities so much. The next day passed the same way. Flat and Numb and even more Pointless. Except this time, Valerie had enrolled. Apparently my father’s arrangements had magically fast-tracked her into a politics major. We were apart most of the day, she sat through legal debates and international diplomacy, while I slipped into a sterile lecture room with easels and charcoal dust. We shared one class though. Art history. And that’s where I realized Brian had been sitting two rows behind me the entire time yesterday. I hadn’t even noticed. I was too busy spiraling in my own mind to care. By lunch break, Valerie had dragged me outside, insisting we eat under the olive trees near the campus café. That’s when Brian appeared again. Approaching casually. “Well,” he said, glancing at me. “We meet again.” Valerie raised an eyebrow. “You two know each other?” “An unfortunate accident,” Brian replied smoothly. I gave her a bored look. “He crashed into me and spilled coffee everywhere.” Brian offered a faint smile. “That’s why I’m here. Thought I’d make it up to you.” He held out a sleek black card. Thick paper, silver embossed. Private Invite — After-Spring Mixer | Hillcrest Courtyard | 8PM. “There’s an after-spring mixer tonight. Campus tradition,” he added. “Bonfire, food, bad decisions. I figured you might want to come.” “I thought you said you were new here?” I asked and he gave a shy smile. “Not exactly. So you coming?” I was already shaking my head. “Hard pass—” Valerie snatched the card mid-air. “We’ll be there.” I turned toward her. “Excuse me?” She ignored me completely, flipping the card over like it had a secret message on the back. “The Hillcrest Courtyard. I’ve heard about this. Isn’t that where the bonfire pit is surrounded by all those old statues?” “Yeah,” Brian nodded. “You’ve done your research.” She winked. “I always do.” Brian looked at me again. “See you around then, brown eyes.” My jaw dropped as he walked away. “What the heck was that, Valerie? How do you even know that place? You just got here.” She looped her arm through mine, unbothered. “What can I say? I did my research.” “I can’t go, Val. I still need to process everything that’s happening.” She gave my arm a little squeeze. “That’s exactly why I agreed to it. You need this. You’ve been through so much, Kam. Too much. Just go. Get your head out of all that noise.” I didn’t answer. My gaze was already drifting past the trees, past the buildings, to where I knew Jace was probably parked. My father wouldn’t agree to that. And suddenly I felt the urge to agree just because of exactly that. Later that afternoon, I settled into the leather seats as Jace drove us home. One hand on the wheel. The other near the gearstick. A Perfect posture and stoic face as always. A part of me wondered what he even did during the day. Did he just sit there, watch cameras, track my movement? Text my father about everything I said, ate, wore? I stared out the window as we pulled into traffic. But suddenly, a loud honk cut through my thoughts. A car zoomed across the opposite lane, far too close. “Shit! Shit!” Jace muttered, jerking the wheel. His arm shot forward as he shifted gear quickly. The car jolted. “What the hell was that?” I barked, grabbing the side of the door. “Jesus! Did my father also order you to kill me?” His jaw clenched. “I’m sorry. I didn’t see that car.” When we reached the apartment, I unbuckled quickly, ready to step out. His voice stopped me. “I’ll be stepping out to take care of something urgent in the quarter.” I stepped out, slamming the door behind me. “Knock yourself out. And don’t even bother trying to pick me up ever again.” Later that evening, back at the house my father had “secured” for me, I sat on my bed, staring at the invite card. I wondered how fast the report would reach my father when Jace found out I was gone.. know. My fingers tightened around the edge of the card. What would it matter if I went? My father wanted me guarded. Sheltered. Obedient. What if I wasn’t? What if I didn’t care what he wanted? I wasn’t some porcelain daughter to be tucked away while men in suits made quiet decisions about my life. And needed something that reminded me I was still alive. I grabbed my phone. Kamara: What time are you leaving for this thing? Valerie: 7:30. Wear something that says don’t talk to me unless you’re rich or dying. I cracked a smile. Two hours later, Valerie and I stood inside a frat house that reeked of vodka, weed. I wore a simple pink dress that hung just a little below my knee and Valerie looked like a runway model. The music pulsed through the floor, some remix of an early 2000s hit with a bassline that could knock out your ribs. Lights flashed and every other person seemed to be holding a red cup like it was a birthright. Valerie leaned closer suddenly, her eyes locked on someone across the room. “Oh my God,” she breathed. “That’s Veronica Matt.” “Who?” I asked, but she was already slipping into the crowd, moving like a heat-seeking missile. “Have fun, Kam,” she tossed over her shoulder. “Enjoy yourself. I’ll find you in a bit!” I stood there for a beat, my hands shoved in the pockets of my leather skirt. I hated parties. Hated the noise. Hated the sticky heat of too many bodies in too little space. But Valerie was right. I needed this. I needed something to pull me out of my own head. I reached the drink table. A guy in a varsity jacket grinned and handed me a cup. “Orange juice,” he said. “Safe, I swear.” “Thanks,” I said with a small smile, taking a sip. I scanned the crowd, looking for Brian half-hoping I would find him. The citrus cooled my mouth, grounding me for just a second. I had never been to a college party before, father would never allow me. Thirty minutes later, I was on my fifth cup of orange juice—if it was even orange juice. Still no Valerie. Still no Brian. My shoulders ached from standing too long, and my legs were already screaming at me for wearing heels. I was tired. Emotionally exhausted. The lights had started to blur together, and the bass wasn’t just shaking the floor anymore—it was thumping behind my eyes. I suddenly felt dizzy. Rising in waves from my stomach to the back of my throat. My skin felt hot and clammy all at once. The room tilted for a split second, and I blinked hard. What the hell? A group of people laughed behind me, but the sound came from underwater. My hand reached for the table, trying to steady myself. Then I felt someone behind me. It dropped to my waist like it belonged there, fingers curling slightly as if they had every right to grip me. I tried to turn. But I couldn’t. My body was burning from the inside out, Whoever was behind me leaned in close. I could feel breath on my neck, the heat of someone standing far too close, whispering words I couldn’t catch. But something was wrong. Terribly wrong.KAMARASurprisingly, the morning sun was already high in the sky when my eyes finally fluttered open. I blinked at the digital clock on my nightstand. Almost 10:00 AM. I had completely slept in a luxury I hadn't allowed myself in what felt like centuries.Yawning, I pulled on a comfortable sweater and stepped out into the hallway, only to find Kaela walking out of her room at the exact same time, rubbing her eyes with a sleepy groan."What did you put in that food last night, Kaela?" I teased, leaning against the banister as we made our way toward the grand staircase. "I feel like I’ve been asleep for a decade."Before Kaela could even manage a groggy response, we reached the top of the stairs and stopped dead in our tracks.The entire living room below had been transformed. Streamers in deep gold and soft silver draped gracefully from the high ceilings, and a massive banner reading HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY KAMARA & KAELA! stretched across the main wall. Before we could even process the si
KamaraA Year LaterTime has a strange way of reshaping our lives when we aren't looking. For an entire year, I had completely buried myself in my studies, trading the dangerous chaos of my family’s world for the quiet, predictable rhythm of university lecture halls. The past year had changed everything.My phone buzzed in my hand, the screen lighting up with a name I had spent the last twelve months trying to lock away.Brian. He had reached out a dozen times over the past few months, begging for a chance to explain, to mend the wreckage he’d contributed to. And while he seemed to be doing well for himself now that his father was locked securely behind bars, forgiveness wasn't something I could just hand over. I didn't trust him. I didn't know if I ever would.With a definitive swipe, I declined the call, pushing the thought aside as the car came to a stop in front of the estate. I hadn’t been back properly in almost a year. But now I was finally here.And tomorrow…I was turning
KamaraI couldn't register the information at once.I looked at Dr. Laurence, but her face was beginning to blur into a smear of clinical white and sterile grey. “That can’t be true, right?” I looked at Elijah, desperate for him to tell me this was just another mind game, another lie to keep me off balance. “Right?”Elijah didn't look at me. He was staring at the floor, his hands shoved so deep into his pockets his knuckles were likely white. The doctor hesitated, then she slowly shook her head.“At the moment, I know it’s a lot to process. But it’s too early to say 'permanent,'" she clarified. "With intensive physical therapy and time, the nerves may recover. But for the foreseeable future, he’s going to be in a wheelchair.”May. Not would.I leaned against the wall, my heart fracturing. All I could feel was a violent, erratic thumping in my chest. He saved me, and this was the cost. "Does he know?"“I haven’t said it directly yet. But judging from his reactions…” She sighed softly,
KAMARA“I still think this whole thing is unnecessary.”A soft laugh left my lips as I adjusted the shopping bag sitting beside me in the backseat.“You’ve said that three times already,” I muttered into the phone.“And I’ll say it again,” Father replied smoothly. “We can have dinner without turning it into a royal ceremony.”“It’s not a ceremony,” I argued, smiling despite myself. “It’s literally just dinner.”“With enough food to feed an army.”“That’s because Kaela barely eats.”“And?”“And you eat…well…”A low chuckle rumbled through the speaker. It was strange.Weeks ago, speaking to my father felt impossible. Now we could somehow sit on a call arguing about dinner plans and food portions like normal people.Normal.I never thought we would get here.“You’re smiling,” he suddenly said.I blinked. “What?”“You always go quiet when you smile.”Something softened painfully in my chest.Maybe he was learning me too.I looked out the car window, watching the streets blur past. “Maybe
KamaraFor the next few days, Jace hadn’t woken up.The doctors kept saying he was recovering, though very slowly. There were too many internal injuries, too much damage his body had sustained, and every step of his treatment had to be handled carefully.It hurt hearing it every single time, but at least he was alive. That was the only thing keeping me together.Life outside the hospital had somehow continued moving, even after everything that happened.Matthias had finally been arrested.The authorities found enough evidence in the files we recovered to bury him for good, and whatever they discovered inside his house only made things worse for him. For once, justice was actually happening.And Elijah…I had seen him a few times over the past week whenever he came around to help with bills or check in on things. He looked different now. Lighter somehow. Like he was finally trying to rebuild himself after everything.I liked that for him.Honestly, I liked that for all of us. Maybe thi
Kamarawas it. My life up until this moment.They said minutes before you die, the best moments of your life flash before your eyes. But right now, all I could see was fear. The cold barrel of the pistol was a focal point of terror against my skin. I could smell the gunpowder and the sweat on Ricko’s palm as he hauled me up. My feet barely touched the floor."Mom, please..." My voice was thin and shaky."I'm scared. I don't want to die. Mom, do something!""Keep your mouth shut, girl!" Ricko snarled, his grip on my throat tightening until I felt the pressure in my eyes. He looked at my mother with an ugly grin. "You see her, Vivian? This is your handiwork. Every tear she sheds, every bruise on that boy on the floor, it’s all because of you. You ruined their lives before they even started living it."My mother was shaking so hard the gun in her hand was a blur. "No... I tried to protect them. I did it for my family… all I do is for my family.”"Look where that landed you!" He barked.
Kamara’s POVIt was well past three in the afternoon and still no sign of him.Was he deliberately avoiding me… or was I reading into things the way I always did?I shoved the thought aside, focusing instead on the cup of ice cream in my hands, the once solid, now a sad, melted swirl I kept stirrin
Kamara pov.At first it started off like a blurry haze, but the moment his hands snaked their way around my waist in that solid, unyielding grip, I knew I’d crossed a line.One I wasn’t sure I wanted to stop.The first press of his mouth against mine was firm, like he’d already made a decision and
JaceShe fell asleep like that.Curled into me, breathing uneven at first, then slowly evening out as exhaustion finally won. Her grip on my jacket loosened, but she didn’t pull away.I stayed still, watching her small form.Her lashes were damp, cheeks streaked with dried tears. One hand rested ag
JACE I stayed where I was long after Brian disappeared.The night swallowed him whole, like he’d never been there to begin with. The parking lot fell quiet again, but my pulse didn’t slow. If anything, it spiked harder.Brian Matthias.So that was it.All the sneaking attitude. The sudden confide







