Goof When Silvy told me she wanted to talk I was thrilled. I know most of the time when a woman wants to talk it isn’t a good thing, but in this case I know it is. Or I hope so. I believe this talk that she wants to have is Silvy finally opening up to me. She is finally going to let me passed her walls. Well, her final wall. I have moved into her house and sleeping in her bed every night. We are planning for our baby together. So I know I broke down several walls. There is just more to go and I believe it will be the toughest to break. This one is around her heart and it is holding in some serious hurt. I couldn’t wait to hear what she had to say. I just had to get through this horribly long weekend. Why were we waiting until the weekend was over. We were on Xavier watch so Tony and Gena could have a mini honeymoon. I’m not complaining. I had agreed to it when Silvy brought it up. Not that she my permission to have her new brother over for the weekend. But since I have moved in w
Silvy Telling Michael the truth wasn’t as hard as I thought it would be. He never gave me a look of judgement or pity. He just listened to everything I had to say. Well most of it. The rest is coming and I think that may be the hard part. When he did get mad it wasn’t at me it was at the shitty guys I was with. “ Babe, I have known you have walls up. I knew that the first time I met you. That didn’t make a difference to me. The closer we got the more I had hoped you would feel comfortable enough to share it with me. I feel privileged that you did. Thank you for that. I get the feeling you have more to say so I will keep quiet.” Goof said. I laughed “ You are right. Thank you for listening to the first part. And for being prepared to listen to the rest.” I said. “ I’ll listen to anything you want to tell me.” he said. I wanted to stop and just curl up on his lap the rest of the night. Hell for the rest of my life if he would let me. With all the things he has done for me and now th
Goof When Silvy said I had broken down her walls and wanted to give us being in a relationship a real try I was thrilled. No, I’m lying. I’m ecstatic. I’m ready to jump up and down shouting that Silvy was mine. I didn’t do any of that. Instead i gave Silvy one or two or five of the sweet kisses she loves so much. I don’t care how I kiss her. I just want to kiss her. It is one of my favorite things to do to her. Definitely the top five. And of all the places I like to kiss on Silvy, her lips are in the top two. What was just sweet kisses turned into a slow drawn out make out session. I haven’t made out since I was in my early teens. We kissed and groped each other. We talked and Silvy giggled then we would make out again. Silvy told me during one of our talks Silvy told me that I was only allowed to kiss her from now on. The look on her face when I told her she is the one woman I have kissed in years besides the kisses on the cheek I give the ol’e ladies. She did not believe me a
Silvy Goof has been acting a little odd since we got up this morning. But I’m not sure in what way. Almost like he is excited and nervous. It is weird to watch. We had breakfast together since it was Saturday and I had the day off. We talked about what we wanted to do today. I wanted to rest at home and Goof said we should go out for lunch. As much as I didn’t want to get off the couch I agreed. I said I wanted to give us a try as far as a relationship was concerned. So as tired as I am I’m going to go. If I told Goof I was tired he would agree to stay home. He would do anything I asked. He always did. But part of being in a relationship was making compromises and it is my turn to make a few. Besides it is just lunch out. It isn’t like he asked me to go to for a long walk, dancing, or major shopping. And he always doing taking me to some of the best food places. I know a few have been suggested by ol’e ladies or some of the brothers but the rest are all Goof’s ideas. I’m always hun
Goof I knew Silvy thought I was acting odd all day. I was. I suck at hiding things from her. Even good things. But she figured it real quick and forgave me. I think feeding her helped. After Xavier left to go with Erin to play with the other kids Pocket came over to us. “ I know this is your baby shower but I was wondering if you would you mind if I gave Xavier a gift?” she asked Silvy. “ Pocket, what are you up to?” Pocket explained that when she first met Xavier he said he wanted to join the hockey team at her rink but Gena couldn’t afford it. So Pocket got everything ready to get Xavier a scholarship so he could join the team. Silvy smiled “ They are going to love it. Yes, do it.” Silvy called Gena, Tony and Xavier over to her. Once they were with us “ Guys Sabine has something for you.” “ But it is your shower.” Tony said. “ I know but Sabine asked permission and I gave it.” Silvy said. Then Pocket proceed to explain what she heard and what she did. “ All you have to do is sho
Silvy I didn’t remember falling asleep, so I know I didn’t put myself to bed. Since I was in my room I knew it was Goof that had put me here. It was always Goof. How he can still pick my big ass up amazes me but I figured out a few months ago to stop arguing with him about carrying me. I lose every time. He told me once he likes holding me that's why he carries me. See why I lost the argument. I roll over to see Goof’s side of the bed to see it empty. I place my hand on it and feel it is cold. The question is did he take a nap with me, something he does once and a while or did I sleep alone. I turn back over and grab my phone from the night stand to see what time it is. Only two hours have passed since we left Speed’s house so I’m going to guess he never came to bed. If I take a short nap he will leave me to sleep alone. I thought back to the surprise shower Goof had a hand in. It is good to know he can’t keep a secret worth a shit. Not that he would ever lie to me. Renegades live
Goof After we had dinner, we ended up ordering pizza, and we sat on the couch and watched a tv show. Swamp people. Silvy’s pick. I remember the first time she turned it on. It was when I started staying at the house more often. Getting close to moving in. We were relaxing like we are doing now and she turned on the History channel. I didn’t say anything. I figured I would just play games on my phone while she watched her show. I peeked up from my phone a time or two and before I knew it I was wrapped up in the show with her. I have even found older episodes to watch so I can catch up. It is pretty cool for a history channel show. Some of the people on it have a similar accent as Lug Nut. He is from the area where the show is filmed. Or somewhere close to it. And the more I watch the more I can see Merigold, Speed, and Lug doing something like on the show. Alligator hunting, living off the land, and helping out neighbors. Yea, those three would definitely do that. Silvy has her b
Silvy It is my last week of work before I go on maternity leave. And tonight is my last evening shift. I get out of here before ten tonight and I am thrilled. I’m so tired of these nights in the ER. I swear that is when all the crazies come out. My boss told me when I come back from leave I get to go back to working in the ICU. I am beyond happy about that. I was not built for working in the ER. I have serious respect for the nurses that do but they can have it. The number of drug seekers seemed to have increased and it is really bothering me. I have two weeks until my due date and can’t move very fast. If things get violent there is no way I could get out of the way quickly. And we went from having one or two seekers a week to three and four. That is just my shift. There is no telling how many of the seekers the other shifts are getting. With the help of the club and Bradford, there are a few more safety measures in place. For hostile repeat offenders, we discretely take a photo