Thane's pov
I gulped down another shot of whiskey, feeling it burn down my throat. I've been seething since Andera left in her Rolls Royce, swaying those lush hips as she walked past me. I still can't believe Andera is the daughter of The one and only Campbell. Did my father know? Was that why he forced me to marry her after I....?
Goddammit!
Everything about her has changed. She's confident and sassy and ..... beautiful, with her auburn hair flowing in waves, framing her heart-shaped face and her captivating hazel eyes, polls of green and brown.
" She chose me. " I muttered to myself
" Sir? " Paul, who had been with me ever since they left, asked.
" Paul, I think she chose to partner with me to spite me, rub off her wealth and affluence in my face. " I groaned as I set the glass down on my desk.
" Well, sir, perhaps she chose to collaborate with Renihardt's infrastructure given how outstanding we are. I mean, when it comes to large-scale infrastructure and managing complex construction projects, we are the best." Paul's voice was layered with pride.
I stand from my leather chair, walking towards a corner of my office; Paul does have a point. But right now, I can't focus on anything except Andera. The anger in her words, the vehemence in her eyes.
I never wanted her out on the streets. Since the time of our divorce, I believed she was living with Pa Eugene's relatives. What if her father hadn't found her? My heart clenched tightly in my chest. She has every right to be furious with me; I should have searched for her; I should have made sure she was doing okay.
" Dammit, Thane! " I mutter.
I loosened my tie from my neck, suddenly feeling suffocated.
I need to make this collaboration with her company work so that my conscience can be at peace. But that would mean getting rid of every side distraction.
" But I do have some concerns, sir, if I may? ".
Paul's brows furrow and I can already tell what is bothering him; it's bothering me, too.
" What is it, Paul? "
" Sir, I know this partnership with Auraspire Energies will push us forward and benefit the company in the long run, but don't you think it's risky to go into this deal with.. her, I mean, she's your ex-wife and you're soon to be married. " Paul said carefully.
I snorted and laughed dryly. He looked at me with confusion. His worries were different from mine
I laughed again, and the image of Andera came to my mind. My body suddenly heats up. I can still see her hair flowing freely in my mind's eyes. I can see her eyes, eyes that used to look at me like I was the most marvelous thing in the world.
" Thank you for not believing me, thank you for breaking my heart, thank you, Thane, for never once in your life, loving me. I owe who I am today to it.".
Her words echoed in my ears. There's no denying the transformation, her confidence, her charisma, even her body, like since when did she have tits? Andera, I remembered, was two steps away from being flat-chested, and those hips.....fuck! Who knew she had it in her? But what blew my mind away was her newfound boldness. The old Andrea would never question me. She was always willing to follow my orders. She was like the flowers she kept in our room, soft and easy, That Andera is gone, and all that's left is a sassy, confident, and strong woman and I can't help the sense of loss that overwhelms me at that
A woman such as that should still be......
"Sir? Sir? Sir! ". Paul barks
" What is it? " I hollower back
" I've been calling your attention for a minute, but you were lost in thoughts of your own. Thoughts, I assume, have something to do with your ex-wife. " He grins, and I shoot him a stop-talking look.
Paul has been my assistant since I became the CEO, which was about eight years ago, not to mention that we are both cousin's, which affords him the leniency to talk to me causally.
" I wasn't thinking about Andrea. " I lie
" I think you were, sir; as I said, be careful, you're getting married soon, and speaking of your wife-to-be, she's been calling you nonstop. "
He points to where my phone is vibrating on my desk.
Not now, I don't need Melissa's drama today.
" I'll get going now. "
He picks up his files and walks out of my office, leaving me alone with my phone ringing nonstop.
The minute I answer the call, I have to pull the phone away from my ear because of Melissa's shouting.
" I said I wanted lasagna, you good for nothing cook, what in the world in this atrocity!...... "
She's yelling at the help again; no matter how many times I tell her to be nice to them, she always loses her temper.
" .....oh, Thane has answered. Hello babe. " Her voice softened
" What is it this time, Melissa? " I ask tiredly.
" Baby, I think we should get another cook. Could you believe this one made me wait thirty minutes for my lunch, and she couldn't even get it right? " She whines
"Is that why you called me? I'm working my ass off here, while you're at home, doing nothing but still bothering me about what the cook didn't make to your taste?! Melissa, if you want something done right, do it yourself. "
I end the call before she can start another World War Two with me. Ever since we started our wedding preparation, Melissa has been on edge.
This is getting too much for me; I don't need it right now. In fact, after today, my priority is to find out the sole purpose why Andrea chose to partner with my company. Something tells me there's another reason, a more personal reason. I need to eliminate any form of distractions from my mind, so, I pick up my phone to make a call.
I'm about to make a big, impulsive decision.
" Hello, Good day sir. " She answers
" Good day, I want my wedding plans canceled. " I reply the woman
" Sir, if it's about what happened last time, I made sure to make the preparations more grand and....."
" It's not about your plans." I cut her short
" I've decided to postpone my wedding. "
ASHELY’S P.O.V.Tobias, I've concluded, wanted something from me.I tried not to harden my jaw as the kettle whistled, jerking me out of my thoughts. About five minutes ago, he knocked on my door asking if I was busy or needed help. I said no, of course, but then he volunteered to look at the faulty faucet I had mentioned in passing.“Sugar?” I asked, not looking away from the kettle.I wish July or any of the girls were around today, because how do I handle all the awkwardness? How do I politely tell Tobias that I wasn't in the right state of mind to entertain guests?I could feel him standing by the doorway, checking out my apartment with that grin of his. “Yes, please,” He answered from behind me.I took the kettle off the burner and poured hot water into a mug of tea. After two swirls with a spoon, I turned to him.Tobias was indeed leaning against the doorway, his arms crossed and a gleam in his eyes as he watched me walk towards him. I tried not to cringe or let my expression of
ASHELY’S P.O.V.A few days passed and things were as normal as they could be.July was living with me now— Temporarily living with me as she likes to put it. I know she's here because of my and my baby's welfare. The girls have taken my home as theirs too, and together, with all their chaos and laughter, it feels less alone.For some moments, I even forgot about him. The hatred in his eyes, the pain I had caused him, I forgot that I was causing him more pain by keeping the knowledge of his unborn daughter away, and I forgot the reasons why I chose to in the first place.But those moments were few, rare. And whenever reality slammed into my face like a merciless whip, wherever I thought of Genevieve's threats of what he might do to Kellan, my unborn daughter, of ways I could stop her, it was....A shudder ripped through me, and I winced as my daughter kicked me—hard. Like she knew I was falling into those depressing thoughts. A smile began blooming on my lips and I rubbed my stomach f
KELLAN'S P.O.VEverything reminded me of what I had done.Every mile, signpost, and second spent driving through the road as I returned to her. “Please, Ashley,” I whispered, bending to take a turn. “I am sorry.”And that was the truth, I had said and done things in anger that I shouldn't have, now I'm wallowing in regret. I tore my eyes from the road and spared a glance at my wrist watch. Even though I was driving at top speed, time seemed to slow down.“Please, Ashley.” My heart caved whenever I said her name.Dad said I should listen to her out. But as I drove down to July's, I didn't imagine what she'd say, I didn't imagine what her reaction would be to see me, if she'd be angry or not, heck I didn't even want her to explain I just needed her back home. We could sort everything out later. My grip on the steering wheel tightened, and I blinked a few times to clear the hazy mist that was now clouding my eyes. What was it with this constant back and forth for months? Isn't it clea
KELLAN'S P.O.VDallas's quiet was different from Austin's quiet.At least there, it buzzed with work and people and meetings, the noise could make the murmurs in my head less loud, but tonight, sitting on the porch with my old man, under the full light with the sound of crickets and the tinkle of our glasses, the silence was deafening.I cut a glance at the man next to me who was on his third bottle of beer. His dark hair was streaked with grey and his eyes were always hollow. My father had been an alcoholic since I was a kid. After my mom's death, he managed to curb his excessive intake, but every now and then, he still loses his self to alcohol.Even though I sent them lavish gifts and plenty of money, I rarely visited my family, and by family, I meant my father and grandmother. They were the only family I had. Both my parents were only children so I have no uncles, aunts, or cousinsFather slammed his bottle of beer down on the small stool between us. “I don't believe it” he voice
ASHLEY'S P.O.VSquare one.You could say I was back to square one. No, actually, square one was better. Square one was me watching cheesy romance with the girls, eating everything Jackie offered me.Square one was me wishing Kellan would give me his time and attention and hadn't lost sight of our marriage and love.Square one was where the girls tried to fix me up with a blind date that Kellan hijacked just to see me.So no, I wasn't in square one. I was lower in a deep, bottomless pit. Whatever this place is, I can tell you it's not rosy. I've cried so much I ran out of tears and energy too, if it weren't for the girls who had turned my apartment into a camping base, I didn't know what I would have done.Two days.It's been two whole days since Kellan reached into my chest, pulled out my heart, and smashed it. Since then, I've considered calling him more times than I can count.Every time I type a text addressed to Kellan, explaining the conditions surrounding the baby and why I cou
ASHLEY'S P.O.VI sat in a pool of shredded white satin. The pieces of the dress lay haphazardly on the floor, just like the pieces of my shattered heart. There was nothing inside that place anymore, no beat, no life. Nothing.“Fool” I cursed. Him, myself, both of us. My eyes were hot, my temperature was burning up, and my tongue tasted acidic. “Stupid fool.” My haunted curses echoed through the darkness of the Briarwood. Yes, like Genevieve had so many times implied, I was a fool.My numb fingers fumbled for the pieces of white on the floor. I reached for them again and began shredding with every ounce of strength left in my body.I was such a fool, for keeping this useless wedding dress, for clinging to a part of my love for Kellan. It hurt to even say his name in my mind. God, this was too much for me. I never knew love could hurt so much. I didn't think there'd be a day when Kellan would hate meHe loves meCorrection: He loved me.Snot filled my nose, and prickly, sharp tears