LOGIN~Selene’s POV~
I don't sleep.
I lie on my side of the bed — our bed — and stare at the ceiling while Caden's side remains cold and untouched. I heard him leave again at midnight, the front door closing with a finality that vibrated through the walls.
I don't ask myself where he went.
I already know.
By the time the grey light of morning creeps under the curtains, I have cried precisely once — a single, ugly sob that I pressed into the pillow and suffocated before it could grow into something I couldn't contain.
I am not going to fall apart. I have a life depending on me now.
I sit up and reach for the clinic report on the nightstand, turning it over in my hands.
Dr. Noel had called me back this morning before I'd even had a chance to breathe. An earlier message, timestamped at six forty-two a.m., asking me to come in as soon as I could.
Don't panic, her message had read. Just come see me.
Those three words from a doctor are never reassuring.
I dress quickly. Something plain — dark trousers, a soft cream blouse. I don't look in the mirror for long. I know what I'll find: the swollen softness beneath my eyes, the too-pale hollow of my cheeks, the expression of a woman holding herself together with both hands.
I leave before Mrs. Gale arrives. I can't face questions this morning.
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Dr. Noel's office is warm and quiet, smelling faintly of lavender and antiseptic. She's waiting for me when I arrive, the door already open.
"Sit down, Selene."
I sink into the chair across from her desk. The same chair I sat in yesterday when everything was still good. When I was still someone's wife and the world still made sense.
She opens a folder. Studies the contents with that careful, unhurried manner that tells me she's choosing her words.
"I ran additional bloodwork last night after you left," she begins. "And I want to go over a few things."
"Is something wrong with the baby?"
"The pregnancy itself is stable." She pauses. "But I need you to know — you are carrying twins, Selene."
The room tilts slightly.
Twins.
I press my palm flat against my stomach beneath the desk, as if I can feel them already. Two heartbeats. Two small, astonishing lives.
A sound escapes me — half laugh, half something broken.
"Hey." Priya's voice is gentle. "I know this is a lot."
"It's not — I'm not upset, I'm just—" I stop. Breathe. "Twins."
"Two strong heartbeats. But—" She leans forward slightly, her expression shifting. "Selene, your levels concern me. Your iron is critically low. Your cortisol is elevated, which tells me your body is under significant stress. Combined with the twin pregnancy, the risk of complications in the first trimester is substantial."
I stare at her.
"What kind of complications?"
"Miscarriage risk is elevated. I need you on complete rest for at least two weeks. No stress. No confrontations. No emotional upheaval if it can be avoided."
I almost laugh.
No emotional upheaval.
My husband handed me divorce papers last night. My half-sister — if I can even call her that — has apparently returned from wherever she's been hiding to reclaim the man I have spent three years loving with everything I have.
"Does rejection — a formal mate rejection — affect the children?" I ask quietly.
Priya looks at me sharply. Her pen stills against the paper.
"No," she says carefully. "The children would be unharmed. But you—" She sets the pen down. "The mother absorbs the full force of a bond severance, Selene. Particularly at your current health levels. I would not recommend it."
I nod slowly.
"And if I were rejected while pregnant and already weakened — what are the long-term effects?"
She's quiet for a moment.
"You may not carry again."
The words fall like stones into still water.
I look down at my hands in my lap.
I may not carry again.
These two. These two small, impossible miracles are perhaps the only ones I will ever have.
I stand up before she can say anything else, thanking her quietly, promising to rest, promising to eat. She gives me supplements and a look that carries more worry than any prescription.
I step out of the clinic and into the cold morning air.
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I should go home. I know I should.
Instead, I find myself walking — slowly, aimlessly, through the quiet back streets of Cresthaven, past the bakery that opens early and the flower stalls that haven't yet fully arranged their blooms.
My phone buzzes.
Caden's name on the screen.
I stare at it for a long moment.
Then I let it ring out.
A second later, a message appears.
We need to finalise the paperwork today. Come to the manor by noon.
I read it twice.
Three years of a life together, reduced to a noon appointment.
I think of the velvet box, still in my coat pocket. My fingers brush over it now.
I should tell him. A part of me still believes that if I showed him — if I placed the ultrasound image in his hands and watched his face — something in him would remember. Something would crack through that wall he's built so efficiently overnight.
But then I hear Vivienne's name again in my head, spoken in his flat, decided voice.
And I think of the look in his eyes. That flash of something before the stone closed over it.
He made his choice.
I press the velvet box deeper into my pocket.
He doesn't deserve to know. Not yet.
Maybe not ever.
My phone buzzes again. This time it's a number I don't recognise.
I answer cautiously.
"Selene." The voice is smooth. Familiar in a way that turns my stomach cold. "It's Vivienne. I think we're overdue for a conversation, don't you?"
My blood goes ice-cold.
How did she get this number?
~Selene’s POV~My mother is waiting at the bottom of the stone steps.She doesn't ask questions. She doesn't say anything at all when I come through the Pack Hall doors and down the wide stone staircase, one hand trailing the rail because my legs are still deciding whether they will cooperate. She simply steps forward and puts her arm through mine, and we walk together to the car.I don't look back at the building.---The drive out of Cresthaven takes eleven minutes.I know because I watch the clock on the dashboard the way I have trained myself to watch things when the alternative is feeling them. Seven forty-three when we pull away from Pack Hall. Seven forty-nine when we pass the turn for Larkspur Lane, already curtains drawn, already empty. Seven fifty-four when the last of the town's buildings drops away and the road narrows into the long stretch of pine-edged tarmac that leads south.She drives with both hands on the wheel and her eyes forward.The pain from the severance has s
~Caden’s POV~Dawn comes in through the east-facing windows of his office in thin, pale strips.He has not moved.The chair is the same chair he sat in when Rhys left. The folder is still open on the desk in front of him, the single page inside it facing upward, the words legible from where he sits without needing to lean forward. He has read it enough times that he no longer needs to read it at all.Twin gestation. Fourteen weeks. High-risk classification. Maternal health stable. Fetal heartbeats strong.The candle he keeps on the corner of his desk for late nights has burned itself down to nothing. He doesn't remember watching it go.He thinks about the rejection ceremony instead. The third floor. Nine in the morning. The formal cadence of words he'd rehearsed until they sat in his mouth like something inert and manageable, and then the moment he'd spoken them, the moment the bond had actually broken, and the sound she almost made.Almost.He had caught her arm. He remembers the wei
~Caden’s POV~Four months.Four months since she walked out of this building and I have done nothing but work, manage, control, and refuse to think about the precise way she looked when the bond broke — the colour that left her face, the sound she didn't quite manage to suppress.I spin my phone slowly on my desk.It's eleven at night and the Pack Hall is empty except for me and the security rotation downstairs.Rhys, my Beta, has been on my case for weeks. He stopped pretending to be subtle about it approximately three weeks ago and graduated to blunt, bordering on insubordinate."She's gone," he'd told me last Tuesday, standing in this very doorway with his arms crossed and that particular look he reserves for when he thinks I'm being an idiot. "And whatever you think happened, you should have at least heard her side of it."I'd told him to drop it.He didn't. He never does.I pull up the browser on my phone. Type Selene's name. Delete it. Put the phone face-down on the desk.The pr
~Selene’s POV~The rejection is scheduled for nine o'clock.I know because Caden's message at six in the morning is clinical and precise, as if he is confirming a conference call.Pack Hall, third floor, nine a.m. Come alone.My mother reads the message over my shoulder and says nothing. She presses a warm cup of tea into my hands instead, and that silence is more comforting than any words she could offer.I dress carefully.Not for him. I need to be clear about that. Not for the man who handed me divorce papers over the dinner table I had spent hours making beautiful. Not for the Alpha who let Vivienne Cole deliver his messages like he couldn't be bothered.I dress for myself.Deep burgundy dress, fitted at the waist, falling just below the knee. My dark chestnut hair —which Caden always called the colour of autumn, on his rare, unguarded evenings — I leave down. Soft and deliberate. My eyes are clear despite the night I've just survived.I look like a Luna.Because regardless of wha
~Selene’s POV~I hang up.I don't think about it — my thumb simply moves and the call ends and I stand on the pavement outside the flower stall with my heart hammering so loud I can hear it in my temples.Three seconds later, she calls again.I watch the screen. Let it ring. Let it ring. Let it ring.Then silence.A text arrives.Don't be childish, Selene. I only want to talk. Woman to woman. Meet me at the Ivory Lounge. One hour.I stare at the message until the letters blur.Every rational part of me says no. Every instinct I have, honed by three years of navigating pack politics and the sharp-edged social world that came with being Caden's Luna, says that walking into a room with Vivienne Cole is walking into a trap.But then there's the other part of me. The part that is furious.The part that wants to look her in the eye.---The Ivory Lounge is tucked at the edge of Cresthaven's upscale quarter — white linen, low lighting, the kind of place where people come to be seen or to be
~Selene’s POV~I don't sleep.I lie on my side of the bed — our bed — and stare at the ceiling while Caden's side remains cold and untouched. I heard him leave again at midnight, the front door closing with a finality that vibrated through the walls.I don't ask myself where he went.I already know.By the time the grey light of morning creeps under the curtains, I have cried precisely once — a single, ugly sob that I pressed into the pillow and suffocated before it could grow into something I couldn't contain.I am not going to fall apart. I have a life depending on me now.I sit up and reach for the clinic report on the nightstand, turning it over in my hands.Dr. Noel had called me back this morning before I'd even had a chance to breathe. An earlier message, timestamped at six forty-two a.m., asking me to come in as soon as I could.Don't panic, her message had read. Just come see me.Those three words from a doctor are never reassuring.I dress quickly. Something plain — dark tro







