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My eyes fluttered open, the rays of sunlight falling on my face. It made it hard to fall back asleep. It felt like someone had put sandbags on my eyelids. It was so hard getting them to open but eventually I did.
It took some time before my eyes finally adjusted to the light. With a groan, I pushed myself up into a sitting position and looked around. I was on the floor outside the main house. I looked back at the tall building that had served as my home and prison for twenty-two years. The torture and torments I had endured in that house wasn’t something I liked thinking about.
All of a sudden, memories of the previous night began to flood my mind. I clutched my chest, feeling like my heart was going to give out. It was still hard to believe that all of it had happened. I had been painfully rejected. The worst part was that he had embarrassed and humiliated me before the whole part.
I took in a shaky breath and got up to my feet with a few groans. There was no point in hating myself over what happened. I didn’t regret a single word of what I had said last night. I meant every single one of it.
I would no longer take the horrible treatments of the pack members. What happened was very clear. Tristan had made his choice very clearly and decided who he wanted to choose over me. The battle line had been drawn and I would not be succumbing.
“Mark my words Tristan Black. I will make you pay for everything you made me endure.” I swore to myself.
I made my way to the back of the house where I knew the window to my room would be. I looked around and my eyes landed on the tree. I looked down at what I was wearing. I was still in yesterday’s gown. It would be impossible to climb with it.
I began to rip at the seams until I knew I would be able to freely climb up. It was a shame I had to ruin the only beautiful gown I had but I knew it was necessary. Taking in a deep breath, I began climbing the tree.
It took some time before I finally made it to the branch that extended all the way to my window. I looked around, making sure no one was watching me. It was still pretty early in the morning so most of the pack members would still be asleep by now.
I crawled into the room through the open window and landed less than gracefully. I wasted no time in taking off the gown and quickly grabbed a shirt and some trousers before putting them on. I grabbed my bag and packed up most of my essentials into it. Once I was done, I put on my hoodie and flipped the hood over my head.
As I stood by the window, I took one final glance at my room. Blowing out a breath, I got out of the window and climbed down the tree with my bag still in hand. I landed on the ground with a small thud. I quickly looked around, making sure no one saw me.
“We’re good. We’re good.” I tried to reassure myself as I bolted for the forests.
It wasn’t all that far from the main house and soon enough, I had made it there. I looked back, the houses already in a far distance. My heart thrummed in my chest as the thought of what I was doing echoed in my head.
It was for the best. I deserved this. I needed to do it for myself. I let out a breath before turning and heading deeper into the forest. All my senses where on alert as I walked through the forest. I didn’t have a phone that I could use so it only made my journey the more difficult.
My main aim was to find someone that could help me beat Tristan Black. When I thought about getting revenge, there was only one person that came to mind. The one person that I knew Tristan hated with every single cell in his body.
Alpha of rival Dark Moon Pack, Lucian Sinclair. He was well known as a monster among wolves, with a ruthless reputation and a knack for defeating his enemies in the most brutal way possible. Was I sure if I could even find him? How was I sure he would even agree to help me?
I pushed away all the insecure thoughts and focused on my goal. I had to have faith that I could find him. I had a map that would direct me where I was headed. I took multiple stops and breaks, occasionally foraging the forest for some food.
I would then get up and continue my journey. This continued for almost five days. By the fifth day I was already tired of everything. It was as if my mission wasn’t yielding any success at all. I could feel myself on the verge of giving up. What was the point in doing anything?
By now, West Creak must have realized my absence. I tried not to think about it as I forced myself to trudge on. It was already late afternoon and I had barely even eaten anything all day. I decided to rest against a tree when I felt my feet were about to give out. This was all so hard.
It was hard holding on to my resolve with each passing day. I could feel myself slipping further and further. Would this even work? What if I even succeeded in finding Lucian? Who’s to say he would even help me?
I was still deep in though when a howl made me freeze. After some seconds two more howls followed the first one.
My body tensed as I already knew what it could mean. There was only one possible meaning to those howls.
Rogues.
“I love you.”I wasn’t sure I could ever sit and count the amount of times I’d been told that. Not just by Lucian, who had been far clingier than I expected in a while. And certainly not just by the little gremlin who ought to be rousing from his slumber.A coy smile found its way to my lips. “I know.”Lucian blinked, eyes glazed with sleep and a certain softness that left my heart thudding faster by the second.“It wouldn’t kill you to be humble.” He grumbled, burying his face into the crook of my neck. “Just tell me you love me back.”I scoffed. “And if I don’t?”A mischievous glint passed behind his eyes and I instantly knew I was screwed. He closed in for the kill, and in less than a second, I was fighting for air while he tortuously trailed kisses down my neck.“I love you, too.” I giggled, half in ecstasy and as a plea. “I love you, Lucian. More than words can do justice to.”He paused, cerulean eyes meeting mine briefly. For a moment, I expected him to go back to his onslaught
LUCIAN3 weeks later“Next.”It was funny actually. The things grief could do to you. It left you numb and aching raw and unimaginably. There’d always be that staunch hole left in your chest, one that wouldn’t be closed by anything.Nothing could heal it. Nothing could lessen that pain. Not when it was a pain caused by your very own hands.The next two men trudged forward, their ankles bound by chains, eyes heavy and holding a certain fatigue that couldn’t be put into words.After the war, we’d gathered up the rest of our forces and conducted a very much needed recuperation. A lot had been lost during this war, and now that I was sober enough, I could feel the weight of the death count like an immovable weight resting on my chest.We seized a sizable portion of West Creak’s Territory, the rest split between other packs of the alliances. Lesser packs tried to change allegiances and scramble for whatever little power or leverage they could.Tristan’s mate and beta had been nowhere to be
LUCIANThere were only two times I could remember feeling a sensation of pure, unbridled fear. One, was when I’d seen my mother lay on her sickbed. Unmoving, and not so much as breathing.This, would be the second time.“Violet?” I tried again, my heart thundering against my chest so loudly that it would leap out of my chest.I shook her lightly, trying to get her to move, flinch, do something that would allude to the tiniest bit of hope I had nestled in my chest. The hope that she was still okay.“Violet?”My eyes widened, another stab of fear hitting me square in the chest. There was something about the cold that hung in the air. No.This couldn’t be. I’d come all this way to find her, finally even got her and now…no. I couldn’t just let this happen. This couldn’t be it. No way in hell.”“Violet!” I shook her again.It was no use to doing so. She was out cold, more so than I was sure I was willing to even accept. The many bruises and injuries that littered her body should have been
LUCIANThey say when you’re in a life or death situation, every other thing around you dulls to a complete still. Everything narrowed into a single point. The scent of him, the pulse of the bond pounding brightly and without restraint, and the fury coiling through me like a living thing.The world collapsed inward until there was nothing but this moment, this target, this threat that needed to be eliminated.Tristan's face was the last thing I saw before everything else faded into pure instinct, his expression shifting from smug confidence to dawning realization that he'd miscalculated badly.I lunged, teeth bared, claws extended while every ounce of my Alpha force compressed into the strike. Years of training, decades of experience, centuries of wolf instinct, all of it channelled into this single moment.He reacted. Of course he did. His reflexes weren't completely inadequate, but not fast enough. Not fast enough for me.Not fast enough to counter the desperation of a mate protecti
LUCIAN“Violet!” I yelled.But my uncle was faster, grabbing her and then pushing her over to fucking Tristan. She squirmed, fear flickering in her eyes, staunch and clear as day. The bond flared like wildfire.It erupted through my chest without warning, searing hot and impossibly bright, almost blinding in its intensity.“We had a deal, yes?” Rodriguez smiled. “I’ll leave him to you then. Make sure you finish the job.”Tristan grinned manically. ‘Oh, I plan to.”Violet was so close to me now, but she wasn't free. Not yet. The connection between us pulsed with her terror, her pain, her desperate hope, and beneath it all, that fragile thread of trust that somehow hadn't broken despite everything I'd done to fracture it.Tristan held her in the center of the room, his stance relaxed and almost casual. But the tension in the air said otherwise. It was thick enough to choke on, pressing down on everyone present like a physical weight.Every one of his people present froze, waiting for hi
LUCIAN“Violet!”I screamed, clinging onto the hope that she’d respond if she was close by. I yelled out her name, sprinting through doors and halls like a mad man.Nothing.And then, something shifted. I felt her before I saw her. The bond snapped taut all at once—no longer distant, no longer fading. Just there, blazing through my chest with such force it stole the breath from my lungs.It was like being struck by lightning, every nerve ending suddenly alive and screaming bloody murder. Pain followed immediately, sharp and radiating from somewhere deep in my core. But I welcomed it. Pain meant she was alive. Pain meant I still had a chance.She was close."She's here!" I snarled, breaking into a sprint.The corridor narrowed as I tore through it. The walls pressed in on either side, torches flickering wildly from the draft of my passage. Shouts echoed behind me. I could have sworn I could hear Zayn calling out my name but it was all mostly a blur. My world narrowed to the pull in my
LUCIAN“You’re slipping bro,”It was getting harder and harder to hold back the urge to chuck something at Zayn. The beta didn’t seem to be that much affected by the glares I’d send him.He’d only chuckle and fix me with that amused look that always lingered behind his eyes.“Do you want to die?” I
VIOLETI didn’t think I’d ever been prouder of myself than I was at that table. Sure, the week had been pretty shit.Add that to what happened at Masos and I had every reason to be bummed. But the fact that I’d somehow still stood my ground confidently and made contributions to the council meeting.
VIOLETAnon.I didn’t think that name could leave a bitter feel in my tongue as it did now. After everything, they’d been more or less mute.Thinking about it only increased my irritation. Lucian had set out for his office in the morning so I was mostly left to my own devices.I couldn’t bother Ree
LUCIANViolet blinked at me, a dumbfounded look on her face. “Huh?”“I said, I’m sorry.” I said, irritation bleeding into my tone.The pointed glare in her eyes made me let out a breath. Now was not the time to start getting irritated all over again. I’d made up my mind to apologize to her before t







