As I stood before my full-length mirror, adjusting the elegant ballet-inspired dress, Moro, my best friend and roommate, sat on my bed, scrolling through her phone.
"I don't know, Moro. When I first met him, there was something off. But when I saw him again, it was like he was a completely different person. Maybe I was just having an off day or something."
Moro looked up and grinned, her eyes shining with enthusiasm. "Girl, it's about time you jumped back into the dating pool. Besides, think of it this way. If one guy as hot as him is into you, just imagine your other choices! You could be dating royalty next!"
I chuckled, brushing a stray curl behind my ear. "Wow, you have such a refreshing approach to love," I said, sarcasm tinting my voice.
"Hey, you're too young to tie yourself down," Moro advised earnestly. "Don't end up like my parents, okay? Allow yourself to experience life from different angles. Live a little!"
I rolled my eyes, but a smile crept onto my face. "Thank you, life coach Moro. I'll bear that in mind."
The drive to Riverbend was filled with an odd mix of excitement and trepidation. As I parked and headed to Luke's apartment, I was startled to see Clay's door swing open.
When Clay's door swung open, I was met with an unexpected sight that made my heart racing and my thoughts scatter. He stood there, shirtless, with low-slung jeans, hugging his hips in a way that was almost sinful.
His upper body was a sculpted marvel, the rippling muscles of his chest and arms almost intimidating in their definition. Intricate tribal tattoos adorned various parts of his flesh, curling around both arms, across his expansive chest, even snaking around his ribs on his flank.
My eyes were drawn to a particularly striking design—a tribal wolf that seemed to prowl around his bicep and the curve of his elbow. Glistening beads of sweat clung to his skin, evidence of an intense workout, making the tattoos seem to come alive.
The air between us became charged, as if humming with a silent, magnetic frequency. When my eyes met his, the connection was so immediate, so intense, it felt like a jolt of electricity had leaped directly from his gaze into my core.
This wasn't just the inexplicable pull I'd felt before. It was raw, visceral, and unabashedly sexual. For that split second, everything around us seemed to fade away, leaving just the two of us and this newfound tension that was impossible to ignore.
It was as if his eyes had whispered secrets to the very depths of my soul, mysteries I wasn't sure I was ready to know. For a brief moment, he stopped, his eyes piercing through to the core of my being. With a smile that tugged at my heart, he used the towel in his hand to wipe away the sweat from his forehead.
"Oh, sorry. I've got dinner on the way. I thought I heard something out here and figured—" His eyes traveled from my face down to my outfit, clearly surprised to see me in something other than my usual NightBite t-shirt and jeans.
Before either of us could say another word, Luke's door opened. He emerged in a dark, tailored suit cut to accentuate every line and curve of his physique. The fabric could barely contain his muscular build.
"We're off to the ballet," I informed Clay, my eyes darting from him to Luke, whose expression remained unreadable. "Enjoy your dinner when it arrives."
Luke offered his arm and quickly led me to the elevator and the car waiting for us below.
The limousine ride to the opera house felt like I'd entered another world. A surreal bubble where the outside reality momentarily paused. My eyes drifted toward Luke, seated across from me in a crisp tuxedo accentuating his already imposing figure.
The air between us was thick with a tension I couldn't understand. I found myself inexplicably drawn to him, like I was standing on the edge of a cliff, and he was gravity itself, urging me to leap. I felt this carnal urge to pounce on him, to press my lips against his and let go. I blinked and shook my head slightly, trying to dispel these foreign thoughts.
"So, Lexi," Luke finally broke the silence. "Why were you in the building that night we ran into each other?"
I looked up, taken aback by his question. "Oh, I was delivering food to your neighbor."
"Ahh, Clay. Yeah, he's a good friend. Really nice guy," Luke said, his eyes meeting mine. Something in his tone made me suspect he wasn't being entirely genuine, but I decided not to probe.
The opera house was breathtaking, and the ballet was even more so. Dancers fluttered across the stage, every movement a brushstroke in a larger, moving painting. Yet I sensed that Luke, too, was wrestling with his focus. It was as if the beautiful spectacle before us could simply not compete with the magnetic pull neither of us could fully understand.
After the performance, we stood by my worn-out car in the Riverbend visitor's parking lot after the limo dropped us back off. The air was tinged with the lingering notes of the night's enchantment.
"Thank you for an amazing evening, Luke," I managed to say, though the words felt inadequate to capture the emotional swirl of the night.
"Would you like to come up for a drink?" he offered, his eyes searching mine.
"I'm not the kind of girl who does that on the first date," I replied, shaking my head gently.
A slight pout tugged at the corner of his mouth. "How about a goodnight kiss, then?"
It was a request I should've resisted but didn't want to. I leaned in, our lips meeting for the briefest of moments. The kiss was a paradox. Electric and disconcerting, comforting and alien, all simultaneously.
As I pulled away, I felt both a sense of completion and a disquieting awareness that something was not quite right.
But what that "something" was, I couldn't yet define.
Our front yard was a scene of pure, unadulterated joy, with Reni and Lachlan, our beautiful 5-year-old twins, and their cousin Finn chasing each other around, their laughter and shouts filling the air with the vibrant energy of childhood. I found solace on the porch swing, enjoying the afternoon sun, while Moro, now a permanent fixture on our land as my advisor and friend, sat beside me. Moro's life had taken a beautiful turn; she was dating Devlin, sharing a life with him in more ways than one.Both Moro and I were weeks away from giving birth, our bellies round and full of life. Devlin emerged from the woods and greeted Moro with a kiss that spoke volumes of their shared affection. He glanced my way, assuring me that Luke and Clay would join us shortly.True to his word, Clay and Luke approached, already wearing shorts. Our attempts to maintain a semblance of modesty in front of the kids were somewhat amusing yet necessary. The dry boxes they kept on the edge of the woods for such o
In the quiet of our home, the absence of the familiar bustle and noise felt almost surreal. As Clay gently lifted Lachlan from his car seat, his voice broke the silence. "I'm just going to give him a bottle," he said softly.I nodded, a smile touching my lips. "It's all frozen, man." I thought about Lexi and how diligently she'd been pumping since leaving the hospital. She'd been a force of nature, feeding the twins or pumping tirelessly. We'd even bought a new freezer just to store all the milk she'd accumulated. Her determination was something I admired deeply.We tiptoed to the bedroom, careful not to disturb the tranquility. Lexi lay there, sleeping soundly, clutching our pillows close. The sight tugged at my heartstrings. "She was so tired," I whispered.Gently, I lay down behind her, feeling the warmth of her body against mine, while Clay positioned himself in front with Lachlan cradled in his arms. Lexi's eyes fluttered open, and a smile lit up her face as she saw our baby boy.
Sitting in the NICU, our baby boy's warmth against my bare chest provided a strange sense of solace amid the beeps and hums of the machines. I glanced at Luke, our little girl nestled in his arms, her frailty marked by the wires and tubes assisting her breath. Despite her struggle, there was a certain resilience in her tiny frame. On the other hand, the boy made his presence known through his cries, only pacified in moments of sleep or cradled in our arms. The NICU staff, recognizing our unique situation, had granted us unrestricted access, a small mercy in this rough time. Lexi had stayed behind this visit, exhaustion finally claiming her. The look in her eyes when she thought one of the babies would not get as much attention because she wasn't there made her hyper-vigilant. The three of us couldn't go together, so we switched off, her the constant as one stayed home. Luke finally put his foot down, saying he was getting fragile herself. She only conceded to rest after I promise
In the sudden chaos of the night, with Lexi's water breaking unexpectedly, my world tilted on its axis. She sat up abruptly in bed, urgency in her voice, "Oh shit, Luke, Clay, wake up, wake up now!" We both jerked awake, disoriented. "What's wrong?" I mumbled, rubbing my eyes, trying to process her words. "I'm sitting in fluid. I think my water broke..." Rushing to the hospital felt like a blur. Doctors swarmed around Lexi, their movements precise, their decisions swift. They decided on a c-section, taking out both babies at just over 32 weeks. Panic clawed at my throat, the reality of the situation pressing down on me like a physical weight. In the sterile confines of the hospital prep room, Clay, whom the hospital staff believed was my brother, helped me don the medical gown required for the surgery room. I paused, leaning my forehead against the cool window, a wave of emotion overwhelming me. Tears streamed down my face as I admitted, "I don't think I can do it, Clay. I don't thi
Six months had flown by, and I was sitting on the floor with my pregnancy pillow wrapped around me. It was a quiet morning, just the soft light of dawn filtering through the curtains. I shifted and stretched in every possible way, trying to coax the baby - or babies, to be precise - to ease their foot or elbow from my ribcage.Under my breath, I pleaded with them, my voice a mix of discomfort and affection. The movements inside me were relentless, a constant reminder of the life growing within.Luke, stirred by my soft murmurs, slowly crawled down from the bed to join me on the floor. He stretched, a lazy yawn escaping him, then leaned over to kiss my round belly. "Stop torturing your mama," he whispered into my belly button, his voice soft and playful, sending ripples of laughter through me.He gently massaged my belly, tracing the visible lines of tiny feet and elbows gliding across my skin. The babies seemed to respond to his touch, their movements becoming more pronounced.I could
At that moment, with Lexi beneath me, everything felt amplified and intensified beyond my usual senses. My body responded with a fierce urgency, a primal need to ravage her. Every kiss, every bite of her lip, every roll of my hips was a testament to a desire that was more than just physical. It was as if an ancient, primal force had awoken within me, urging me to solidify our connection. I had to remind myself constantly – she was human. My strength, enhanced by the mate bond, could quickly become overwhelming. The last thing I wanted was to hurt her, to let this raw, untamed part of me cross a line. Lexi, lost in the intensity of the moment, seemed to be riding the same wave of passion. Her moans, her surrender to the sensations, spurred me on, yet the cloud of doubt loomed heavier with each passing second. Carefully, so as not to startle her, I eased myself up, maintaining our kiss until the very last moment. My grip on Clay's arm reminded me of the balance I needed to maintain.
As I stood there, watching Luke and Lexi, a profound sense of certainty washed over me. It was more than just witnessing two people in love; it was the palpable sensation of Fate weaving its intricate tapestry. There was no denying it – they were meant to bring a new life into this world. It felt like every star in the sky, every whisper of the wind, was conspiring to guide them toward this destiny.For me, the realization that I wasn't the first to embark on this journey of fatherhood brought a surprising sense of relief. I pondered why this was, delving into the depths of my thoughts. Was it the enormity of the responsibility that daunted me? Or perhaps the fear of confronting my own potential as a father.Yet, as I observed them, another far more profound reason dawned on me. It was the desire to see Luke transcend his past, to break free from the chains of his troubled upbringing. I wanted this for him – to prove that he was not a mere product of his genetics, but a man shaped by
The shift in the room was noticeable as Clay finished updating the drawing of our tattoos. It symbolized our unity, of everything we had become together. Of everything we had to go through to be together. He flopped down beside us, pulling me onto his lap with a gentle tug. His kiss was a silent promise, a reaffirmation of our bond.The thought of having a baby seemed both daunting and incredibly right. I couldn't explain the pull I felt, a deep, instinctive urge that seemed to transcend my human understanding. A part of me worried about the potential complications of one of them being the biological father before the other, but I kept those thoughts to myself for now.Lost in Clay's kiss, I reached out instinctively and grasped Luke's hand. The moment our hands touched, the sexual tension that had once existed between Luke and Clay surged back with an intensity that took us all by surprise.Luke recoiled, almost as if he'd been shocked. "Holy shit," he exclaimed, jumping back.Clay g
Something deep and primal within me stirred as Lexi's lips met mine. It wasn't just the rush of hormones or the inexplicable workings of magic – it was something more profound, more intimate. This was the enchanting kind of magic that comes with love, a deep connection, and the unspoken desire to nurture that connection further.Having kids was a concept I had never seriously entertained. Kids who grow up in rough homes like I did often fear the possibility of passing on those horrible experiences to their own offspring. I was no exception to that, but as Lexi kissed me, every fiber of my being seemed to awaken to a new reality. It was time – time to think about an heir.This realization hit me with such force that I felt compelled to voice it aloud.To my astonishment, neither Clay nor Lexi reacted with the same shock I felt. They seemed almost calm, accepting of the idea.I also felt this powerful urge to tend to Lexi's mark. A part of it was because of the tingling sensation overt