Mag-log inI woke up to a continued gentle knocking on the door, which caused Osirus’ arm to tighten around my waist the moment I opened my eyes.
“No!” he growled, just like he had been doing the entire night since he caught me trying to sneak out to spend the night with Jonas.
“You can’t keep me hostage, Ris!” I whispered angrily as I tried to remove his arm from around my waist.
“Wanna bet!”
“What is your problem?” I grumbled, giving up on trying to escape.
“I don’t like him, Tawnie! How many times do I have to tell you that? He is bad news, and you’re my best friend. I would really like it if you just rejected him and moved on. You can have a second chance mate. One that I won’t want to kill for even looking in your direction. Don’t you want that?” he asked, as if it made sense, which only served to make me narrow my eyes at him.
“Is this because I found my mate and you didn’t? Or is it because you were hoping that, after this search, I would become your chosen mate?!” I couldn’t help but snarl at him.
His face immediately hardened as he let me go and got up. “If that’s what you think, then go on! But when he hurts you, don’t come crying to me! I tried to warn you about him! If you are so blinded by the mate bond that you can’t feel his evilness, then that’s on you! I don’t give a fuck if you are my chosen mate or not!” he hissed. “You matter to me more than just the average subject! We have been friends for almost twenty years, and we have grown close in our search for our mates, but don’t even start to get it twisted—me wanting to protect you from him has nothing to do with wanting you to be my mate. When he screws you over—and yes, I said when, not if, because I know it’s coming—I’ll still be here. I’ll still be in your corner.”
“Thought you said not to come crying to you,” I spat.
“You’re right. I did, because I am pissed off right now, but I would never turn you away because I was angry. You know it. I know it.”
“And when this works out, and Jonas and I walk off into the sunset, holding hands, you won’t be invited to the mating ceremony!” I told him angrily, making him instantly stiffen.
“Then so be it, Tawnie! But I can promise you that you will never have a mating ceremony!” He stormed past me, throwing the door open so hard that he almost tore it off the hinges before stomping out of the cabin. “She’s all yours!”
Jonas watched him walk away before turning his attention to me. “Trouble in paradise?”
“No,” I mumbled. “We’re fine.”
“That’s not how it sounded from out here,” he told me softly, making me raise an eyebrow at him.
“Don’t listen to my conversations with him,” I said, trying to keep the anger out of my voice.
“Sorry. I can’t help but overhear. We are vampires, remember?”
“Oh! I’m sorry. I didn’t mean anything by it! Just try not to, okay?” I requested.
“Alright.”
My eyes dropped to the almost crushed flowers in his hand as I asked shyly, “Are those for me?”
“What? Oh, yes! When I went on my walk this morning, I saw them, and they instantly made me miss you,” he murmured as he held them out for me to take. “They reminded me of you.”
“They did? How?” I inquired as I took the roses from him.
“They were beautiful, just like you.”
“Aaaawwwww! Thank you!” I gushed.
I turned away from him in the hopes of finding something I could use for a vase, but when I couldn’t, I filled the sink with a few inches of water before gently placing the flowers in it until I could get my hands on an actual vase. When I walked back out, I cleared my throat, making Jonas leap away from my bed.
“Do you sleep with the prince?” he asked, seemingly nonchalantly, but his voice held a hardness that amused me.
“I did last night,” I laughed. “But don’t worry! He was only trying to keep me from sneaking out to sleep with you in your tent.”
“Oh. He really doesn’t like me, does he?”
“Eh. He’ll get over it. One day, he’ll find his mate, and he’ll understand why I feel the way I do about you. So, anyway, what do you want to do today?” I inquired excitedly.
“I don’t know. What is there to do? This is my first search in a long time,” he answered.
“Well, on day two, Osirus and I usually lead some activities for everyone, but he doesn’t really need my help. We can go explore the woods if you want!”
“No, if you usually help Osirus, you should do that. I’ll sit back and learn about you while you do it,” he replied.
“You don’t want to participate?” I uttered, completely shocked.
“I don’t see the point if I already know who my mate is. Those activities are meant to help you find your mate, right?” He tossed his response back at me.
“No! They’re meant to help you learn about and bond with your mate as much as they allow people to try to locate them,” I informed him, making him grimace before smiling brightly at me.
“Alright. I’ll participate. What’s the first activity?”
“Well, on day two, we usually do a small hunt. It’s a contest to see who can gather the most kills using their talents! Osirus and I usually judge, but if you’re going to participate, so will I!”
“Alright. Come on.”
I took the hand he offered me before walking out, proud to be at his side, which I could tell instantly made Osirus furious. I squeezed Jonas’s hand before moving to Osirus’ side as he called everyone to order.
“Our first game is to see how many kills you can obtain in half an hour, only using your Goddess-given abilities. We will hunt in teams of ten. The winner will get their choice of a date partner for tonight. The date will be at any restaurant in the area and paid for by my father. Now, who wants to be in the first group?” he asked.
I thrust my hand confidently into the air. “I want to go.”
He narrowed his eyes on me before clenching his jaw tightly. “Alright, you ten will be first,” he said, gesturing to me and nine others. “You make a kill and bring it back here. If you don’t bring it back here, it won’t count toward your kills. And there will be no stealing from each other or hurting each other in the forest. On your marks, get set, and GO!”
I shot off into the woods, using my vampire speed to immediately catch a rabbit, biting into its neck to kill it before taking it to lie in front of Osirus, earning myself a low growl, which I ignored. I kept zipping in and out of the woods, silently congratulating myself as I watched my pile steadily grow. Rabbits, mice, and woodpeckers, the fuckers, were my main focus. I loved squirrels and chipmunks too much to end their lives. When Osirus finally called our time to a stop, I stood beaming as he counted everyone’s piles before throwing my fist in the air when he announced that I had the most at 172 kills. After the chefs cleared our kills out of the way to use for meals later on, Osirus prepared the next team, sending them into the forest.
Over the next several hours, three more teams went into the forest to complete their turns before the last team was formed with Osirus joining them. When it first started, I was a little anxious, but when Osirus hadn’t brought me any kills, I relaxed. I knew he was going to try to win to keep me from going on a date with Jonas. I knew he was only trying to protect me, but from what, I wasn’t sure. Jonas seemed like a great guy. For Goddess’ sake, he brought me flowers! Surely that meant he cared, right? Bad men didn’t waste their time with flowers.
At minute 20, Osirus made his first appearance, smirking at me as he brought a fox to lie at my feet, making me swallow hard as he held my gaze for a moment before dashing off into the trees, only to come back seconds later with a lifeless snake gripped in his hands. He tossed it at my feet, dashed back into the trees, and sprinted back moments later. I cursed silently as his pile rapidly grew until it was almost as tall as I was, and was toppling over. I swallowed hard as we counted everyone’s kills, getting more nervous the closer we got to 172. My heart sank when he hit 172, realizing there was only one more kill left in his pile to be counted.
“I choose Tawnie!” he announced, making me glare at him silently as he wrapped his fingers around my wrist. “You’re mine tonight.”
I pulled my hand away from his to stomp to our cabin to sulk, turning away from him and pulling the blankets up over my head when he walked inside. He sat beside me on the bed with his hand on my hip, sighing deeply.
“I know you don’t see it right now, Tawnie, but I really am only trying to protect you. One day, I hope you will forgive me for what I may have to do to ensure your safety and well-being, but I won’t apologize for loving you enough to care about your mate’s true intentions.”
AlekI looked down at Tawnie from my place beside the Goddess. I knew that she would be angry, broken, and filled with guilt, but I hadn’t expected this level of fury. When she walked back into the casino, all of her employees, shifter and human, fled from her. She exuded such an intense, dominant, murderous aura that even Storm was casting her small, worried glances while my brother, who had been waiting by the door for the women to arrive, trailed behind the two of them. Even in the afterlife, I could feel how truly predatory her actions and aura were. If I were there with them and wasn’t Tawnie’s mate, I would have been shitting my pants too. The thing about vampires, as every shifter knew, was that they were unpredictable. Vampires would tell you that they loved you, truly meaning it while they simultaneously ripped your throat out.I watched sadly as she walked up to the third floor, where Andre and his people had been told to stay during their stay. She took a deep breath, inhal
GalenAfter Alek cut our link, I immediately started pacing back and forth while Storm watched me curiously from the bed.“Was that Alek?” she finally asked, making me stiffen.“Yeah,” I grumbled as I resumed pacing.I heard the bedsprings creak as she climbed off the bed to slowly approach me. “What did he say?”I shook my head. “Nothing.”She slammed both of her hands into my back, sending me flying forward. “Look here, asshole! You have two seconds to tell me what he said, or I will go find Tawnie and make her tell me what’s going on!”I rolled over to glare up at her. “I swore not to intervene!”She stiffened as her eyes darkened with anger. “Not to intervene? WHAT IN THE HELL IS GOING ON?!” When all I did was stare at her defiantly, she threw her hands up in frustration. “Fine! Tawnie, it is!”She grabbed a bathrobe off the hook beside the door before rushing out of the apartment with me hot on her heels.“Storm, wait! Please! You shouldn’t do this! It’s going to ruin everything!
AlekI woke up to a faint, barely there, strange scent lingering in the air in our room. As I discreetly scanned the room, I lay still with my muscles coiling in anticipation of an attack. Finding no threat, I sat up and took a deep breath, trying to find the source of the new scent. That was what made me so good at my job. My sense of smell was better than anyone else's, and it had saved my life at least a hundred times.When the scent trail led me to my beautiful sleeping mate, I stared at her in shock. I knew she hadn't left the bed while I was asleep, so I was confused for a moment about how her scent could have shifted. I started at the top of her hair, slowly making my way lower as I tried to determine where exactly the scent was coming from. When I reached her belly button, I was hit with the scent full-on. I lay my head on her stomach, smiling to myself as I gently stroked it.Now I knew why the Goddess had put it on my heart to retire. She was giving me everything that a rogu
I raced out of the bar, using my vampire speed, to exit the casino in seconds while Ingrid and Hammond followed behind me, not bothering to give Alecto even another second of attention. Not that their presence mattered to me in the slightest. The only thing on my mind was getting to Alek. If I got to him in time, I might be able to use my venom to bring him back.As soon as I stepped out of the casino’s doors, I leapt into the sky, shifting into mist. I vaguely heard Ingrid curse below me before shifting, but I didn’t care as I launched myself at water molecules in the air. Traveling this way was very hard on my body and weakened me tremendously, which was why I didn’t do it often, but I needed to get to Alek as soon as I could. It was the only way I could possibly save him. About 15 miles outside of my city, I picked up on Storm’s scent and changed direction to head further out into the desert, leaving Ingrid and Hammond to trail after my scent.When I finally saw Galen and Storm in
After a long moment of not being able to breathe, think, or move, I let Ingrid help me back to my feet while I took deep, calming breaths before I wrapped my centuries-old self-taught self-control tightly around myself. It was going to be the one thing that kept me from breaking. Breaking was something that I couldn’t afford to do right at the moment. I had to find out who was involved in Alek’s death. After I dealt with every single last one of them, I could wallow in my pain and decide on the best way to handle my grief, no matter what option that was. When I took a step towards the table, Ingrid placed her hand on my shoulder, keeping me in place.“Tawnie, you should go home,” she advised me softly, squeezing my shoulder.“I insist that we finish this meeting,” I said almost harshly.“Tawnie-”I shrugged her hand off to walk over to my chair that had toppled over when I leaped up. I picked it up and sat down, folding my hands on the table in front of me. I waved my hand towards her
Early the next morning, Alek rolled over to kiss my naked shoulder. It was going to be another exhausting day of meetings, especially considering that neither of us had slept at all during the night. I groggily smiled at him as I thought about the way that we had spent the night making love. As soon as we had spoken about having a child, we had started practicing for when it was safe to actively make one, not that it would be any different. We never used protection or tried to prevent pregnancy. If I were honest, the thrill of feeling him inside of me with nothing on was almost more than I could bear,“I could get used to you being the first thing I see when I wake up every morning,” I murmured as I gently placed my fingers on his cheek.He chuckled before kissing my fingertips. “Just like I could get used to you being the last thing I see before I close mine.”“How long will it be before you are officially retired?” I asked.He tugged me onto his chest, wrapping his arm around my sho







