LOGINI woke up to a continued gentle knocking on the door, which caused Osirus’ arm to tighten around my waist the moment I opened my eyes.
“No!” he growled, just like he had been doing the entire night since he caught me trying to sneak out to spend the night with Jonas.
“You can’t keep me hostage, Ris!” I whispered angrily as I tried to remove his arm from around my waist.
“Wanna bet!”
“What is your problem?” I grumbled, giving up on trying to escape.
“I don’t like him, Tawnie! How many times do I have to tell you that? He is bad news, and you’re my best friend. I would really like it if you just rejected him and moved on. You can have a second chance mate. One that I won’t want to kill for even looking in your direction. Don’t you want that?” he asked, as if it made sense, which only served to make me narrow my eyes at him.
“Is this because I found my mate and you didn’t? Or is it because you were hoping that, after this search, I would become your chosen mate?!” I couldn’t help but snarl at him.
His face immediately hardened as he let me go and got up. “If that’s what you think, then go on! But when he hurts you, don’t come crying to me! I tried to warn you about him! If you are so blinded by the mate bond that you can’t feel his evilness, then that’s on you! I don’t give a fuck if you are my chosen mate or not!” he hissed. “You matter to me more than just the average subject! We have been friends for almost twenty years, and we have grown close in our search for our mates, but don’t even start to get it twisted—me wanting to protect you from him has nothing to do with wanting you to be my mate. When he screws you over—and yes, I said when, not if, because I know it’s coming—I’ll still be here. I’ll still be in your corner.”
“Thought you said not to come crying to you,” I spat.
“You’re right. I did, because I am pissed off right now, but I would never turn you away because I was angry. You know it. I know it.”
“And when this works out, and Jonas and I walk off into the sunset, holding hands, you won’t be invited to the mating ceremony!” I told him angrily, making him instantly stiffen.
“Then so be it, Tawnie! But I can promise you that you will never have a mating ceremony!” He stormed past me, throwing the door open so hard that he almost tore it off the hinges before stomping out of the cabin. “She’s all yours!”
Jonas watched him walk away before turning his attention to me. “Trouble in paradise?”
“No,” I mumbled. “We’re fine.”
“That’s not how it sounded from out here,” he told me softly, making me raise an eyebrow at him.
“Don’t listen to my conversations with him,” I said, trying to keep the anger out of my voice.
“Sorry. I can’t help but overhear. We are vampires, remember?”
“Oh! I’m sorry. I didn’t mean anything by it! Just try not to, okay?” I requested.
“Alright.”
My eyes dropped to the almost crushed flowers in his hand as I asked shyly, “Are those for me?”
“What? Oh, yes! When I went on my walk this morning, I saw them, and they instantly made me miss you,” he murmured as he held them out for me to take. “They reminded me of you.”
“They did? How?” I inquired as I took the roses from him.
“They were beautiful, just like you.”
“Aaaawwwww! Thank you!” I gushed.
I turned away from him in the hopes of finding something I could use for a vase, but when I couldn’t, I filled the sink with a few inches of water before gently placing the flowers in it until I could get my hands on an actual vase. When I walked back out, I cleared my throat, making Jonas leap away from my bed.
“Do you sleep with the prince?” he asked, seemingly nonchalantly, but his voice held a hardness that amused me.
“I did last night,” I laughed. “But don’t worry! He was only trying to keep me from sneaking out to sleep with you in your tent.”
“Oh. He really doesn’t like me, does he?”
“Eh. He’ll get over it. One day, he’ll find his mate, and he’ll understand why I feel the way I do about you. So, anyway, what do you want to do today?” I inquired excitedly.
“I don’t know. What is there to do? This is my first search in a long time,” he answered.
“Well, on day two, Osirus and I usually lead some activities for everyone, but he doesn’t really need my help. We can go explore the woods if you want!”
“No, if you usually help Osirus, you should do that. I’ll sit back and learn about you while you do it,” he replied.
“You don’t want to participate?” I uttered, completely shocked.
“I don’t see the point if I already know who my mate is. Those activities are meant to help you find your mate, right?” He tossed his response back at me.
“No! They’re meant to help you learn about and bond with your mate as much as they allow people to try to locate them,” I informed him, making him grimace before smiling brightly at me.
“Alright. I’ll participate. What’s the first activity?”
“Well, on day two, we usually do a small hunt. It’s a contest to see who can gather the most kills using their talents! Osirus and I usually judge, but if you’re going to participate, so will I!”
“Alright. Come on.”
I took the hand he offered me before walking out, proud to be at his side, which I could tell instantly made Osirus furious. I squeezed Jonas’s hand before moving to Osirus’ side as he called everyone to order.
“Our first game is to see how many kills you can obtain in half an hour, only using your Goddess-given abilities. We will hunt in teams of ten. The winner will get their choice of a date partner for tonight. The date will be at any restaurant in the area and paid for by my father. Now, who wants to be in the first group?” he asked.
I thrust my hand confidently into the air. “I want to go.”
He narrowed his eyes on me before clenching his jaw tightly. “Alright, you ten will be first,” he said, gesturing to me and nine others. “You make a kill and bring it back here. If you don’t bring it back here, it won’t count toward your kills. And there will be no stealing from each other or hurting each other in the forest. On your marks, get set, and GO!”
I shot off into the woods, using my vampire speed to immediately catch a rabbit, biting into its neck to kill it before taking it to lie in front of Osirus, earning myself a low growl, which I ignored. I kept zipping in and out of the woods, silently congratulating myself as I watched my pile steadily grow. Rabbits, mice, and woodpeckers, the fuckers, were my main focus. I loved squirrels and chipmunks too much to end their lives. When Osirus finally called our time to a stop, I stood beaming as he counted everyone’s piles before throwing my fist in the air when he announced that I had the most at 172 kills. After the chefs cleared our kills out of the way to use for meals later on, Osirus prepared the next team, sending them into the forest.
Over the next several hours, three more teams went into the forest to complete their turns before the last team was formed with Osirus joining them. When it first started, I was a little anxious, but when Osirus hadn’t brought me any kills, I relaxed. I knew he was going to try to win to keep me from going on a date with Jonas. I knew he was only trying to protect me, but from what, I wasn’t sure. Jonas seemed like a great guy. For Goddess’ sake, he brought me flowers! Surely that meant he cared, right? Bad men didn’t waste their time with flowers.
At minute 20, Osirus made his first appearance, smirking at me as he brought a fox to lie at my feet, making me swallow hard as he held my gaze for a moment before dashing off into the trees, only to come back seconds later with a lifeless snake gripped in his hands. He tossed it at my feet, dashed back into the trees, and sprinted back moments later. I cursed silently as his pile rapidly grew until it was almost as tall as I was, and was toppling over. I swallowed hard as we counted everyone’s kills, getting more nervous the closer we got to 172. My heart sank when he hit 172, realizing there was only one more kill left in his pile to be counted.
“I choose Tawnie!” he announced, making me glare at him silently as he wrapped his fingers around my wrist. “You’re mine tonight.”
I pulled my hand away from his to stomp to our cabin to sulk, turning away from him and pulling the blankets up over my head when he walked inside. He sat beside me on the bed with his hand on my hip, sighing deeply.
“I know you don’t see it right now, Tawnie, but I really am only trying to protect you. One day, I hope you will forgive me for what I may have to do to ensure your safety and well-being, but I won’t apologize for loving you enough to care about your mate’s true intentions.”
Three Days LaterI leaned back in my office chair, sighing deeply. I felt like I was going crazy. No matter where I went in my territory, I could smell Alek. At the bar we met at. In my office. Even in my penthouse. Literally everywhere I went, it was like I had just missed him. His scent was so strong, I felt like if I just went around the next corner, he would be there, and I would once again be in his arms. It had become a different kind of obsession. I was missing him so fucking bad, it wasn’t just an emotional ache. It was also physical. My chest constricted every time I thought about him. That is when it didn’t beat so fast that it threatened to beat out of my chest. I groaned as I closed my eyes to allow myself a deep inhale of his scent. It smelled so fucking delicious. I wanted to eat him up like he was a buffet of exotic treats.“Fuck!” I grumbled. “Why do I want you so much?”“Want who so much?” Storm asked as she walked into the office to throw herself down into a chair. “
“TAWNIE! TAWNIE! ARE YOU IN THERE!” Storm screamed as she banged on my door.I groaned as I rolled over in my bed before thrashing around. I was so going to fire that bitch! Why wouldn’t anyone let me sleep? I was up all night watching over Alek, and now Storm was waking me up.“TAWNIE! I SWEAR TO THE GODDESS IF YOU DON’T LET ME KNOW THAT YOU’RE ALIVE AND NOT LYING DEAD IN A POOL OF BLOOD ON THE FLOOR, I’M GOING TO BREAK THIS DOOR DOWN!” she screamed.I mumbled under my breath as I jumped up out of bed to stomp out to the front door, where I yanked it open and bared my teeth at her.“I’m alive! Are you happy now?” I hissed.She crossed her arms over her chest a
I sat cross-legged on the bed, waiting for Alek to wake up. I was so tired, but I needed to talk to him first. I reached out against my will for the millionth time to run my fingers through his black hair while he breathed steadily. His lips lifted slightly at my timid touch, mesmerizing me again. I cursed silently to myself. I shouldn’t feel this way about this man. He had already confessed to being sent here to kill me. What would stop him from doing just that while I slept? I glanced at the clock again. 7:30 AM. I needed to get him out of my penthouse so I could sleep safely. When he showed no intention of waking up at 9 AM, I started to slide off the bed. His hand shot out to grab my wrist.“Stay, Tawnie. Please.”I made my heart cease beating as joy filled me. I wanted to give in and curl up next to him, but I couldn’t. I tugged at
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AlekI stood in the shadows behind Andresky as Ivan Vikoshoff entered the room. He gave me a slight nod before averting his eyes. We may all be rogues, but they still showed respect to my alpha bloodline. He sat at the table in front of Andresky silently, waiting for the reason for the urgent call he had received. I almost rolled my eyes as Andresky started his spiel for the seventh time. If he just led with who the target was, these meetings would go so much faster.“I have a job. I need someone eliminated. The pay is 8 million.”Ivan sat up straighter, immediately interested. I rolled my eyes then. With every no he had gotten, he added another million to the pay.“Target?”Andresky didn&r
Tawnie-one week laterI sat quietly as I listened to Storm go over the week’s reports. I didn’t want to admit that I now knew that she was right. Alek hadn’t been back to my territory since the night he took me in the alley like I was nothing more than trash that resided feet from us. I hated how sad the thought made me, but it was what it was. I just needed to let him go and move on. He obviously wasn’t as into me as I was into him. I was going to have to force myself to stop looking for him everywhere I went, but oh fucking well. I had done it before. I could easily do it again. Alek wasn’t any different from any other man that I had fucked. I was going to make him nothing more than a memory, which was all he was worth being. Or so I told myself. Sometimes it was just easier to lie to myself than it was to try to deal with emotions that I buried decades ago.“Tawnie?” Storm called softly, bringing me back to the present.“Yes, Storm?” I replied as my eyes met hers.“Are you okay? Li







