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#7: Whole Lot Of Time
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2026-04-30 01:43:52Three days is apparently how long my parents need to decide that the world is safe enough for me to eat breakfast in it again.
I spent Saturday mostly in bed, which I allowed because my body requested it in terms I couldn’t argue with, and Sunday I spent on the window seat in my room with a sketchbook I barely touched and a cup of tea that went cold three times. My mother came in and out with things, food, extra blankets, the kind of gentle hovering she does when she’s worried
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