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Chapter 21: Where Hunger Doesn't Hurt the Worst (Continued)

Author: Emel Emerald
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Day Three

Silence fell over her like a second skin, drawn tight and stretched wide across her breast, and tauter with every cringing second. Second by miserable second, time retreated, dragging her consciousness of it with it.

No longer hunger.

The waiting.

Waiting for the inevitable.

Waiting for the next faint spurt of hope.

Waiting for the door to open, to find it wouldn't.

Her belly had quit pleading, asking for food. It had given up the need, the place where dwelt. No meal—no way to move, to stand up and see. She had tried once to creep, her hands trembling for every inch, but her legs went out from her, and she lay on the hardness of the ground.

The pain was another kind.

It didn't belong to her. Not all hers.

The weight of being left behind, and seeds of doubt that had planted themselves in her. How it had led her to doubt everything she'd ever known and been of Harrison, of herself. The soft-whispered man at the door today, who had her contained in this cold room.

She knew what
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