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Chapter 210: The Soft Moment Before War

Author: Clare
last update Last Updated: 2025-12-12 14:39:45

The villa was a pressure cooker about to blow. The stunned silence in the grand salon had shattered into a cacophony of outraged voices, barking security commands, and the sharp, authoritative demands of the Swiss federal police at the main doors. The clean, diplomatic narrative was now a public brawl.

Kaine’s pale eyes, like chips of Arctic ice, had scanned the chaos with terrifying speed. When that gaze had flickered toward their service door, Sabatine had felt it like a physical chill—a predator locking onto a scent. They were burned. Their invisibility was gone.

“Move,” Sabatine hissed, grabbing Anton’s arm.

They fled deeper into the villa’s underbelly, away from the swelling noise. The staff corridors, once a path of stealth, now felt like a trap. Every corner could hold one of Kaine’s men, now operating on a scorched-earth protocol. The unmasking of Finch had been a brilliant, necessary detonation, but they were now inside the blast radius.

Leon’s voice crackled in their shared, subvocal comms, strained. “The perimeter is collapsing. Police are at the gates. Kaine’s people are falling back to interior positions. They’ll be sealing sectors. Where are you?”

“West wing, lower level,” Sabatine breathed, pushing through a heavy fire door. “Heading towards the central utility core. The server room blueprints put it below the main library.”

“Copy. Avoid the north stairwell—it’s hot. I’m creating a diversion near the kitchens. You have maybe five minutes before they lock this place down tighter than a tomb.”

Five minutes. To find a hidden server room, physically extract a prototype the size of a matchbox, and escape a villa swarming with compromised security and arriving police. The odds were not just against them; they were a cosmic joke.

They burst into a wider, quieter corridor—clearly a private residential wing of the vast house. Plush carpet, muted sconce lighting, portraits of severe-looking ancestors. The air was still, the distant chaos muffled. It was an eerie pocket of calm.

A discreet brass plaque on a walnut door read Bibliothèque Privée. The private library. According to the schematics, the service elevator to the sub-basement technical levels was just beyond it.

Anton reached for the door handle. It was locked.

“Damn it,” he muttered, his shoulder protesting as he put weight against it.

“Let me,” Sabatine said, already pulling a set of delicate picks from a seam in his sleeve. His hands, which had just orchestrated a digital unmasking that toppled a diplomat, were now utterly steady as he worked the old but robust lock. Thirty seconds later, a soft click echoed in the hushed hall.

They slipped inside, closing the door silently behind them.

The library was a sanctuary of another age. Floor-to-ceiling bookshelves of dark oak, a ladder on a brass rail, a massive globe in one corner. A fire smoldered in a marble fireplace, casting dancing shadows. The only sounds were the crackle of logs and the frantic drumming of their own hearts. The room smelled of leather, old paper, and peace—a cruel, beautiful mirage.

Across the room was another door, the one that should lead to the service elevator. Their escape route. Their path to the endgame.

But Anton didn’t move towards it. He stood rooted in the center of the Persian rug, breathing heavily, his gaze fixed on the dying fire. The adrenaline, the razor-focus of the last hour, was leaching away, leaving behind the raw, unvarnished truth of their situation. The weight of it descended on him all at once.

He turned to look at Sabatine. In the warm, shifting light, Sabatine looked both formidable and fragile—the sharp planes of his face etched with exhaustion, his eyes holding the ghosts of Kabul and the fire of their shared purpose. This man, who had just weaponized his deepest trauma to save Anton’s legacy, was here. With him. Now.

And they were probably going to die in the next ten minutes.

The thought was not abstract. It was a visceral, crushing certainty. Kaine was not a man who lost. He would have contingencies for a police raid, for exposure. His retreat would be orderly, and his retaliation would be absolute. The prototype would be destroyed or smuggled out, and any loose ends—like the two men who had caused this chaos—would be neatly, permanently tied off.

The fear that had been a cold knot in Anton’s stomach since London transformed. It wasn’t fear of death. It was the terror of this ending. Now. Here. With everything left unsaid, unfinished, un-lived.

“Sabe,” Anton said, his voice a ragged scrape in the quiet room.

Sabatine, who had been scanning the room for threats, turned fully to him. He saw the change immediately—the dissolution of the strategic commander, leaving only the man underneath, laid bare and trembling on the precipice.

“We have to move,” Sabatine said, but his tone lacked its usual force. It was a plea, not an order.

“I know,” Anton whispered. He took a step forward, then another, closing the distance between them. The space crackled with a new kind of electricity, one born of impending oblivion. “I just… I need a second. One second.”

He reached out, his hand cupping Sabatine’s jaw, his thumb stroking the line of his cheekbone, the faint stubble. The touch was a confession. It said, I am terrified. You are my anchor. You are my reason.

Sabatine’s eyes fluttered shut for a heartbeat, leaning into the touch as if it were oxygen. When he opened them, the firelight reflected in their depths, turning them molten. “Anton…”

“If this is it,” Anton interrupted, the words tumbling out, raw and unpolished. “If we don’t make it out of this room, out of this villa… I need you to know. It wasn’t the company. It wasn’t the money or the legacy or even the damn prototype.” His voice broke. “It was you. From the moment you looked at me in my office and didn’t see a billionaire, but a problem. From the moment you covered my hands in the back of that car. You were the ‘after’ I never dared to imagine. And I am so, so sorry I only found it in time to lead us here, to this.”

It was a heart ripped open, offered without reservation. No more silk, no more steel. Just the vulnerable, beating core of him.

Sabatine felt something shatter inside his own chest. The walls he’d spent a lifetime maintaining, the fortress of his guilt and solitude, crumbled to dust under the weight of Anton’s confession. He saw not just the fear, but the love that fueled it—a love so vast it made the man before him tremble.

He didn’t offer reassurance. There was none to give. Instead, he captured Anton’s face in both his hands, his grip firm, grounding. “Listen to me,” he said, his voice low and fierce, every word a vow etched in stone. “You didn’t lead me here. We walked here. Together. And if this is the end, then I choose this. I choose the man who burns warnings and rebuilds worlds in hotel rooms. I choose the fight. I choose you. I have no regrets. Not one.”

The finality of it, the absolute acceptance, was more powerful than any promise of survival. It was a sealing of their pact, not in the hopeful dawn, but in the acknowledging shadow.

Anton’s breath hitched. The desperate love and terror in his eyes fused into a single, incandescent need. He pulled Sabatine towards the far wall, away from the firelight, into the deeper shadow beside the globe. His back met the solid oak of a bookshelf.

And then he kissed him.

It was not like the gentle pact in the hotel room. This was a kiss of utter desperation, of a man with too much to lose trying to pour a lifetime of feeling into a single, stolen moment. It was hunger and fear and reverence and a furious, defiant joy all fused together. His mouth claimed Sabatine’s with a possessiveness that was also a surrender, his good arm wrapping around Sabatine’s back, pulling him flush against him, ignoring the jolt of pain from his wounded shoulder.

Sabatine answered with equal fire. He met the desperation not with solace, but with a matching, fierce intensity. He kissed back as if he could weld their souls together through the contact, as if he could imprint the feel of Anton’s lips, the taste of him—coffee and adrenaline and something uniquely, essentially Anton—into his very DNA. His hands framed Anton’s face, his fingers tangling in his hair, holding him there, anchoring them both in the storm.

It was a kiss that tasted of endings, but felt like a beginning. It was the soft, searing moment before war, where all pretense fell away and only truth remained. It was a silent scream against the dying of their light.

Time lost meaning. The distant shouts, the faint warble of police sirens, the ticking of a clock on the mantle—all dissolved into the white-noise roar of blood in their ears and the shared rhythm of their breath. The world narrowed to the heat of their mouths, the frantic beat of their hearts pressed together, the scent of leather and Anton’s skin.

Sabatine broke the kiss, but only to trail his lips along Anton’s jaw, to his throat, feeling the frantic pulse there. “I love you,” he breathed against his skin, the words he’d never said to anyone, released into the shadowed air like a prayer and a weapon. “Whatever happens next, I love you.”

Anton shuddered, a full-body tremor of release. He buried his face in Sabatine’s neck, his own voice thick and broken. “I love you. God, Sabe, I love you so much it’s the only thing that makes any sense.”

They clung to each other in the dark, two pillars holding up the crumbling sky. For a handful of stolen heartbeats, they were not a billionaire and a bodyguard, not a target and a protector. They were just Anton and Sabe, claiming their truth in the quiet eye of the hurricane.

A sharp, metallic clang from somewhere deep in the house shattered the moment. Followed by the unmistakable sound of running boots on hard flooring—coming closer.

Reality crashed back in, colder and harder than before.

They pulled apart, their eyes meeting in the gloom. No more words were needed. The confession, the kiss, had forged them anew. The fear was still there, but it was no longer paralyzing. It was fuel. They had named what they were fighting for. Now they had to fight for it.

Sabatine straightened, his expression shifting from lover back to strategist, but his eyes held a new, unshakeable warmth. “Elevator,” he said, his voice gravelly but clear.

Anton nodded, pushing off the bookshelf. The grief of the interrupted moment was sharp, but it was overwhelmed by a galvanizing clarity. He knew what he stood to lose. It made him ruthless.

They crossed to the far door. Sabatine cracked it open, revealing a stark, concrete-lined corridor and the brushed steel doors of a service elevator. The coast was clear.

As Sabatine pressed the call button, Anton’s hand found his again, their fingers intertwining. It was a brief, fierce squeeze—a transfer of strength, a silent recommitment to the ‘after.’

The elevator doors slid open with a soft sigh. They stepped inside the cold, fluorescent-lit box. Sabatine hit the button for the lowest sub-level.

As the doors began to close, sealing them in their descent towards the heart of the danger, Anton leaned close, his lips brushing Sabatine’s ear.

“For the ‘after,’” he whispered.

Sabatine turned his head, catching Anton’s mouth in one last, swift, promising kiss as the elevator plunged downward into the dark.

The soft moment was over.

The war for their future had begun.

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