My Undercover Bodyguard: Claiming Her

Estelle~

Rowan reappeared a few minutes later with a warm wet washcloth in his hand. He cleaned me up carefully and then gathered me into his arms and resumed his seat with me in his lap.

“That got a little out of control,” Rowan finally said.

I lifted my head and looked at him. “You have a virgin kink. Who knew?”

He held my gaze. “I’m rapidly coming to realize I have an Estelle kink.”

My whole body went hot and my mind veered into static. “What?”

Surely he hadn’t said what I thought he just said. I could not handle any non-roleplaying talk that hinted at any kind of permanence.

When it came down to it, Rowan had only spent a few weeks with me at fifteen that I barely remembered and three nights since. If he had wanted to be in my life, he would have come around more.

He hadn’t.

Tonight was about letting go, not about starting something new. I couldn’t afford to forget that.

“On to the next.”

“Estelle.”

I held up a hand. “Look, if you want to talk about anything that isn’t fucking