Threat

Lawrence's P.O.V

I've known for a while how I feel about her but I can't bring myself to admit that its love.

It's a weak feeling, that I can't afford to have, it has hurt me, cause me to loose a lot, brought out great selfishness in me, and I vowed that I wouldn't love anyone again.

Then, she came around and destroyed all my plans of never loving again without me noticing until I fell deep.

Since the day I set my eyes on her at the board room, I knew but I acted tough and rough towards her thinking that will make it either reduce or stop but it just made it grow stronger as I couldn't bear to see her cry or upset especially because of me.

I don't know what to do cause it's driving me insane just to look at her and not be able to show her what and how I feel.

Since she came into my life, I haven't hurt anyone, thrown any anger tantrum or even fired anyone. There's this serene calmness that washes over me when she's around.

I'll have to keep my feelings at bay because her safety is m