During dinner, I noticed my father was completely distracted, his gaze resting on me, as if he wanted to say something but couldn't bring himself to. My mother, on the other hand, looked like she’d just received an invitation to an exclusive Chanel summer sale.
I waited for my father’s permission to leave, after i finished my meal. My mind was already drifting to the painting I’d spent hours on that morning. It was a project I’d been immersed in, especially now that I’d graduated high school, finally giving my creative side some space to breathe.
Then suddenly my dad cleared his throat rather loudly. “We need to have a talk with you,” he said.
My pulse quickened. The last time he’d used those words was when he’d told me my fiancé had been killed in a Bratva attack. The news hadn’t affected me as deeply as I thought it would have; we’d only met once, years ago, and there was no connection between us. In short, i was somewhat grateful; the universe just wasn't in his position that day.
My mother had grieved more than I did—but not for him. Her grief was for the scandal of me being left without a fiancé at seventeen. Like … i wasn't even supposed to have one in first place but i guess that's beside the point.
“We’ve found you a new husband,” my father announced, barely hiding his excitement.
“Oh,” was all I managed to say. I’d expected marriage to come up eventually, though I’d hoped I might have some say in making the choice this time around.
“He’s an Underboss!” my mother blurted out, grinning.
I raised an eyebrow, understanding her excitement. My late fiancé had only been the son of a Captain—a match that had clearly been underwhelming for my over ambitious mother. I wracked my brain, trying to think of any Underboss close to my age, but came up blank. “Who is he?” I asked.
My father looked away. “Nicolas Moretti.”
Shit !
My mouth fell open. The name Nicolas Moretti had echoed through the Famiglia for months. Known as the cruelest Underboss, he’d recently lost his wife, leaving him to care for his two young children alone. Rumors about her death were rampant: some said he’d killed her in a rage, others claimed she’d died from the stress of his rule, and the most chilling theory suggested she had taken her own life to escape him. None of it made me eager to meet him, let alone to even marry him.
“He’s much older than me,” I finally said.
“Thirteen years, Isabella. He’s a man in his prime,” my mother replied sharply.
“Why does he want me?” I asked, bewildered. We’d never met; he didn’t even know me. I had no experience raising children.
“You’re a Rizzo. The union of two prominent families is always desirable,” she explained, with a wide smile spread across her lips..
I glanced at my father, but he was focused on his wine glass. Only recently, he’d mentioned Nicolas in passing, saying Luca, their Capo, had made him Underboss because they were alike—both relentless, pitiless, and physically intimidating.
Now, my father was offering me to a man like that.
“When?” I asked, sensing my mother already knew the details.
“One day after your birthday,” she replied with a smile.
I raised an eyebrow. “I’m surprised you waited until I came of age. We’re hardly known for following the law.”
Her expression dulled. “Lose that tone before meeting Nicolas. A man like him won’t tolerate insolence.”
I clenched my hands under the table. My mother’s driving force had always been to elevate our family’s standing in the familiga nothing more. She couldn't care less if her actions where ending my life potentially.
She stood and brushed a hand over my cheek. “This will be the event of the year,” she declared, clearly already planning the wedding.
She looked me over critically. “I’m not sure Nicolas will approve of your sullenness… or those bangs.”
“She looks fine, Egidia,” my father interjected.
My mother pursed her lips. “Pretty, but not sophisticated or ladylike.”
“If Nicolas wants a lady, he shouldn’t be robbing cradles,” I muttered.
She gasped, hand flying to her heart, my words. My shocking her while my father stifled a laugh with a cough.
Once my mother left in a huff, my father sighed, giving me a weary smile. “Your mother only wants what’s best for you.”
“She wants what’s best for our status. How is marrying a ruthless man good for me, Dad?”
“Come on,” he said, gesturing toward the garden. “Let’s take a walk.”
I took his arm, and we stepped into the warm, humid night. “Nicolas isn’t that old, Isabella. Just thirty-one.”
I tried to picture someone around his age, but my mind kept drifting to Luca, my cousin, whose cold demeanor and arkwardstance terrified me. If Nicolas was like that…
A flicker of unease crossed my face. “What if he’s—”
“Don’t look at me like that, Isabella. Becoming Nicolas’s wife isn’t as dire as you think.”
“You once called him ‘irrevocably cruel.’ Remember?”
He nodded, guilt shadowing his eyes. “To his men and the enemy. Not to you.”
“How can you be sure?” My voice trembled. “What if he killed his wife?”
“Luca assured me Nicolas wasn’t responsible.”
“You trust Luca? Didn’t you say he’s trying to consolidate power?”
He sighed. “I told you too much.”
“How can Luca even know what happened to Mrs. Moretti? Family matters stay private.”
His grip on my shoulders tightened. “Nicolas won’t lay a hand on you if he knows what’s good for him.”
But I knew my father wouldn’t risk confronting Nicolas if it came to it. Nicolas had Luca’s favor. My father would suffer if he interfered.
“He’ll come to meet you tomorrow,” my father added, almost as an afterthought.
“Tomorrow?” I asked, startled. I’d assumed their first meeting would be formal, with me staying in my room as they discussed my future without my choice.
“There’s no real measure for cruelty,”Without thinking, I leaned forward, pressing my lips to his for just a brief moment, my heart racing. I couldn’t help it. The whiskey clung to his lips, and I was curious—curious about the taste, about him. My tongue darted out instinctively, tasting the smoky sweetness of the liquor, mixed with something that was all him.Nicolas froze, his body rigid. His gaze shifted, dark and intense. “What was that?” he asked, his voice low and gravelly, sending a shiver through me.“A kiss,” I replied simply, though the words felt heavier than I intended. My fingers clenched at my side as I tried to steady my breath. I didn’t know what I was doing, but it felt right. And yet, I feared it might be wrong.“Are you trying to influence me with your body?” His words were laced with something dangerous, something that unsettled me.My eyes widened in shock. “No, of course not. I just—I smelled the whiskey on your breath, and I was curious what it tasted like.” Th
I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. My heart clenched with disbelief. “You can’t do that,” I said, my voice shaking.Sybil shot me a look, one that screamed silence. But Nicolas—he didn’t even acknowledge me. He was already moving, a calmness in his actions that contrasted the fury burning inside me. He gestured to Sybil as he poured himself a drink. “Clean up the dog’s mess,” he commanded, his voice dripping with indifference as he sank into the leather sofa, the amber liquid swirling in his glass.I stood rooted to the spot, my eyes locked on the tiny dog shivering in the November cold, its nose pressed against the window, helpless and abandoned. I felt a pit in my stomach—this wasn’t just some dog. This was life, and it mattered.“I won’t let it freeze out there,” I murmured, stepping toward the terrace door without thinking.“Don’t,” Nicolas’s voice cut through the air like a blade, commanding, unyielding. It wasn’t loud, but it didn’t need to be. His words carried the weight o
Nicolas quickly slipped into his element, distancing himself from any kind of emotional vulnerability. He moved toward Luca and the other Underbosses, leaving me alone with my ever-curious mother. I did my best to avoid her probing questions, dodging her and my aunts as best as I could, until I eventually found refuge in a stall in the restrooms. It wasn’t long before Mia found me there, twenty minutes later, just as I was fixing my makeup. She leaned against the sink, giving me a soft smile as I emerged from the stall. "It's a lot to handle, isn't it?" she said, her voice gentle and understanding. I let out a small sigh, feeling the weight of everything pressing on me. “Yeah, it really is.” Mia’s eyes softened with concern, and she took a step closer. "Are you okay? You know, you can tell me if you're not. Nicolas might be my brother, but I’m a woman first. I understand." I nodded, remembering the warning Nicolas had given me, his reluctance to share our private struggles with an
Faro shot me a wink as he bantered with a group of our Captains. I ignored it, keeping my focus on the double doors just as my mother and Isabella’s mother entered the room. Between them, they carried the sheet—a stark, unmistakable symbol of the night before. Without a word, they moved to the side of the room, draping it over two chairs like an offering to tradition.Beside me, Isabella let out a soft, choked gasp. Her cheeks flushed a deep crimson, the color creeping down her neck. She shifted uncomfortably in her seat, her fingers fidgeting with the edge of the tablecloth. “This… this is beyond humiliating,” she whispered, her voice trembling with embarrassment.I glanced at her, noting the way her gaze darted nervously around the room, desperate to avoid the knowing eyes of our audience. “It’s a symbol of your honor,” I said, my voice low and firm. “You shouldn’t feel ashamed.”Her lips pressed into a thin line, but a glint in her eyes betrayed her attempt to hide her emotions. “A
When I stepped out of the bedroom, dressed in a crisp three-piece suit, I found Isabella curled up on the living room sofa, her attention fixed on her phone. A soft smile lit her face, one that stirred an unease within me I didn’t want to examine too closely.I moved toward her, my steps deliberate, the sound of my shoes on the hardwood announcing my approach. “Who are you talking to?” My tone came out sharper than I intended, but I didn’t correct it.Isabella’s head snapped up, her brows knitting together. “Excuse me?”“You heard me,” I pressed. “Who are you texting?”Confusion flitted across her face before it shifted to something closer to worry. She straightened, as if trying to make herself smaller. “Your sister, Mia,” she said softly.I extended my hand toward her phone, and she hesitated for only a second before handing it over. I scrolled through their exchange, my eyes narrowing as I read Mia’s most recent message.I apologize for my brother’s rudeness because I know he won’t
I had never been the kind of man who craved closeness at night. Even with my late wife, Gaia, I often avoided sharing the bed altogether. Not that she would have wanted it otherwise. Her disdain for my presence had been a constant, her coldness an armor she wore even when we were in the same bed. If she ever sought me out, it was only because she wanted something in return.But Isabella was different. She had asked for closeness, something Gaia never did, and I had denied her.The early light of dawn crept into the room, softening its edges, illuminating Isabella’s face. Her cheeks were puffed, her lashes clumped together, evidence of the tears she had cried last night. Somehow, in sleep, she had drifted closer, her body just shy of mine. I resisted the ridiculous urge to brush her hair back or wipe away the dried tears from her face. It wasn’t about desire—it was something deeper, more primal, and I couldn’t name it.Propped on one elbow, I let my eyes linger on her. She looked so yo