TWO
CATHERINA
“Mister…” I began
“Cruz” he interrupted me immediately.
“Excuse me?” I said
“I am to be your brother-in-law so it is only right that you know my name. it is Andres Cruz and you are the lovely miss Catherina; I have heard so much about you.” He said slowly, his tongue slurring on the ‘much’ which suggested things I did not want to begin imagining.
“I am sure you have” I said, my eyes showing that I did not care one bit about the things he had heard.
“I did not bump into you on purpose and I am sorry if I have given you such a notion, now if you would excuse me.” I said, walking past him barely. He occupied the whole place, with broad shoulders and an aura spanning miles.
I congratulated myself on maintaining my composure and not flinging the slipper I had on at the moment at his proud head. I met my sister halfway on the stairs and she stated she was about coming to look for me and so we went back up and to my room.
“Have you met him?” she asked, making sure to bolt the door securely
“Met who?” I asked innocently, my mind drifting carnally to the thoughts of how strong his arms had felt, holding me.
“My husband-to-be, Andres Cruz. I cannot help but be nervous about the kind of person he is and papa has told me to act like the proper girl he has trained me to be.” My sister wailed.
“Papa has no business telling you anything and you should act however you want to act, Audrey.” I told her.
“I am terrified” Audrey said softly.
I came around to hug my sister, tapping her back gently as she burrowed her head into my shoulder.
“Have you met him?” she asked again.
“I have and by far he is the most rude man I have ever spoken to, so uncouth in his words and is a really horrible match for you.” I blurted
“You don’t even know him that well and you already deduced these things?” my sister said, her eyes huge with fear.
“I do not mean to frighten you Audrey but your husband-to-be’s reputation precedes him and from the slight conversation we have had today, I believe what the rumors say about him is absolutely right.” I told her.
“I do not want to get married to him; I am in love with Bruno and we are going to elope, just as you did.” She whispered conspiratorially.
“You cannot do that! Elope? Whatever are you thinking Audrey?” I jumped off from the bed, staring at her with huge eyes.
“I do not know what else to do Catherina; I cannot marry a man that I do not love and I am deeply in love with Bruno.” She wailed.
I held her shoulders in a tight grip and shook her, forcing her to look me in the eyes.
“If you love Bruno as much as you say then you will never elope or else...he is going to die.” I told her, my voice breaking.
“What happened with papa and that boy you ran away with?” she asked me softly.
I let go of my sister, my eyes filling up with tears at the painful memory tugging behind my eyes. I never did tell anyone about what had happened that day and my mamma never asked. My sister Audrey had asked for a while and then stopped because she could see I was not ready to discuss the issue.
“Please tell me Catherina; what did papa do?” she asked again.
The tears came then; streaming down my face in rivets. I collapsed on the ground and brought my knees up, hugging them to my chest as I rocked, my head moving from side to side. My sister fell on her knees beside me, gathering me up in her arms as I wept.
“He…killed…him” I managed to utter
She did not say a word but just continued hugging me as I cried, letting it all out till I was spent.
“I am sorry for your loss; I will marry him for I cannot bear to see Bruno killed.” My sister said, her eyes wet with unshed tears.
“I put you in this situation, hermana. If I had not tried to elope, I would be the one getting married right now and not you; at least not in a few years.”
“You are not at fault, blame papa for being such a bastardo” she said, her voice dropping at the last word.
I laughed amidst my tears and we remained in that position for a moment until there was a knock, informing us that dinner had been served and our presence was ultimately needed.
“Your makeup is ruined.” My sister said, patting my wet cheek.
“I will just take it off, I never liked the makeup anyways. I have to change into something else, I do not need the disapproving glare of papa’s stare on my face tonight.”
My sister waited while I got changed into an emerald dress and a short heel to match, I rid myself of the soiled makeup and together we went downstairs.
I was hit by the intensity of his stare and resisted firmly the urge to look up just to be sure he was staring at my sister, his wife-to-be and not at me.
I took a seat beside my mamma, whose eyes passed briefly over my outfit in approval and then my bare face in disapproval.
The food smelled heavenly as usual and I could still feel his stare upon my face. I braved a look up and there it was; blue eyes as beautiful as the sea, boring into me with such intensity that I was lost.
And when my lips parted slowly to let out the pent-up breath in my lungs; his quirked up in a smile and then he mouthed the word ‘sexy’ at me.
THREECATHERINAI knew I most definitely must have read his lips wrong, there was no way in hell he would mouth sexy to me while we sat at the table and surrounded by my family. I was being paranoid about his attention towards me, that was all it was. My eyes trailed to the people at the table, my papa took the head seat while he, Andres Cruz sat beside him on his left and my mamma on the right. My sister sat gloomy faced beside him while I sat beside my mamma, trying to keep my eyes far away from his face. Antonio, my brother sat to my right glaring pointedly at Andres who made it a point to ignore him.Rumor had it that Andres had beat him one day in a casino game and the price on the table was a night with the girlfriend of whomever won. Antonio’s girlfriend had been more than happy to spend the night with Andres and even left her panties with him as a souvenir which he sent to my brother the following day, soiled in her juices. They had broken up immediately but the insult remaine
FOURCATHERINA“We have not met and we do not know each other.” I told my brother-in-law as we met in the gardens.I had excused myself after the meal to check on the girl who had been dragged out. She was nowhere in sight neither was the bodyguard who had done the honors. I turned to get out of the gardens before my papa began yelling for me only to stumble into Andres for the third time that day.He grabbed my shoulders to keep me upright whist muttering in Spanish about how clumsy I was.“Do you not look before you move?” he snapped.“Do you make it a habit of always being in people’s way?” I fired back him.His eyes twinkled with mirth, a reaction I was not expecting and did not know how to take.“You sure? That was not the notion I got when you slammed into me this morning”My heart skipped as I remembered all too well the feel of my breasts pressed against his chest as he caught me. He was right, I was acting like a whore and my papa would be pleased to see that he was right abo
FIVECATHERINA“Where have you been, hermana. I have been searching all over for you.” My sister asked, settling herself beside me.I had remained in the garden, pondering on so many things when Andres left. It was like my mamma had said, I loved to day dream but what she did not know is that it kept me sane and it was a safe place for me, away from my family and their drama.The music filtered through from the patio, old Spanish songs playing and if I wasn’t in such a mood; I would have smiled at the things the singer was trying to say.“I am just taking fresh air, what is the matter?” I asked.“Nothing, you are the only one I recognize in that house right now. Papa is entertaining one of his many guests and mamma, she is in a conversation with an anciana. They are discussing the wedding and I cannot help but feel pressured.” She said softly.“Come here.” I said, hugging her to myself as we both sat in the comfort of the gardens.She sniffled before saying“You know, I already packed
SIXCATHERINAI reached my room and bolted the door securely behind, my ears roaring and my heart thumping painfully in my chest. It was the way he had said my name Catherina in the most inappropriate way I had ever heard it said. My face still burned from the places his fingers have trailed and my lip remained seared by the feel of his thumb on them. I wasn’t supposed to feel that type of way for my own sister’s future husband; maybe my father was right and I was some kind of self- righteous whore.I collapsed on my bed and folded myself, hugging my knees. I was drained both physically and mentally but I still could not stop thinking about him, his eyes as he watched me and how I had felt stripped underneath his gaze. I did not think anyone could make me feel the way Andres Cruz had but then again there was no one like him.I closed my eyes to dispel the thought him and only succeeded when I finally succumbed to sleep but even then, he came in my dreams, watching me with eyes that co
SEVENCATHERINAWe all sat down at the table again, me to my mamma’s right and her to my papa’s. My sister sat beside her future husband whose sleeves were still rolled up; tempting me to look. I kept my eyes fastened to my plate, hoping there would be no drawing me into the conversation going on at the table… fat chance.My papa had extended an invite to Andres Cruz to dine with us after their little meeting that morning and again; just as last night, the presence of his uncle was required. My brother was absent for reasons best known to him and I was forced to sit beside his uncle who was doing all he could to look down the bodice of my gown and at my breasts.My papa glanced towards me and I could feel the disgust in his cold stare but I did not bother looking up, not because of him but because of the man sitting opposite me who was at that moment burning me with the intensity of his stare.“Your papa tells me you are a singer.” Franco Cruz and uncle to Andres said to me.“I am” I
EIGHTANDRESEverywhere was deathly silent after the gunshot. Mr Salvador stared at me with a look of alarm and also one of respect and admiration but I only had eyes for the fallen girl and her brother who had gone to rescue her from the weight of the dead meat that was my uncle.I dropped my gun to the table and let my arms rest beside my plate as I rolled my fork between my fingers. I was mad with rage and it burned brightly behind my eyes and in my blood. You could say that I saw red, the moment my uncle held a gun to Catherina and I snapped when he began calling her a whore.I turned to my uncle’s bodyguard who merely nodded in my direction indicating that he had no objection to his death. I still had to explain how he had died to the rest of my family but at this moment, I was in rage. My eyes darkened dangerously as Catherina was helped up by her brother, blood coating her face, her dress and hair. She had the look of someone who was shell shocked and who wouldn’t be? I had jus
NINEANDRESShe got up immediately, excusing herself from the table even as her dress dripped blood. My eyes followed her movement, waiting until her eyes met mine from behind her papa’s chair. I smiled in amusement at the wild look in her eyes but at the same I was concerned which was a feeling I found quite irritating.She turned and fled from my presence, her bloodied dress trailing behind her like in a horror movie. Mr Salvador cleared his throat beside me, drawing my attention back to him.“You shall take the body with you, I presume?” he asked“Yes, I shall” I answered distractedly as I glanced over to his wife who stayed silent beside him.“And you will definitely want something in return for the incident?” He asked.“You know the laws, Manuel.” I replied through gritted teeth, my eyes showing my anger.He nodded and then said nothing else; of course, he knew the laws. It was an eye for an eye but in this case, a life for a hand.I turned over to the sister who was sitting quie
TENCATHERINAI sat on my bed staring into space as I recalled the events of the past hour, the grip on my throat and the cold metal that had been pressed to my temple. I was still in the bloodied dress but I hardly paid much attention, the events stuck as a recurring nightmare in my head.The door to my room opened but I paid it no mind, I was in a world of throat gripping and metal pressing in my head.“Hermana…Catherina…are you okay?” my sister said, coming to my side.I nodded not glancing in her direction once; I was day dreaming but this time around, it was a fucking nightmare.“You need to get out of this dress, listen to me.” She said, shaking me.The sound of the gun ricocheted in my head as I jolted out of my day dream in shock.Tears streamed down my face then and the sobs escaped my throat“Hush now, come and take a bath.” My sister said, helping me to my feet.I passed the mirror on my way to the bathroom and bile rose up in my throat at the sight of my body drenched in b