Mag-log inHe was still pinned heavy on top of me while I strained with everything I had to shove him off.
My body was betraying me, draining of strength under the relentless, thick wave of his pheromones saturating the air. The scent was a intoxicating, suffocating mix of sweet undertones and raw, crushing dominance. It lit a feverish fire under my skin, drowning my senses until I could barely think. "Let the fuck go of me!" I yelled, my voice raw against his chest. "I swear to God, I'll kill you!" I yelled, but he didn't budge. He kept his face buried in my neck, inhaling my scent greedily—like he was trying to tear the very scent out of my skin. "I don't want to... you smell so damn good," he growled low, his voice thick with a dark, suffocating hunger. A pained, desperate groan tore from his throat. "Fuck, I goddamn like it." He'd been repeating that same damn phrase for minutes now. The guy was completely out of his mind. It made no sense—I hadn't even released my own pheromones. I knew how to keep them under control. Even in the presence of an Alpha in full rut, I remained completely concealed, thanks to the suppressants I took twice a week. Staring blankly up at his bedroom ceiling, my mind raced for an exit strategy. I could unleash my own scent to try and shock some sanity back into him, but that was a gamble, 'cause it might just trigger him to pour out an even heavier wall of dominance, and I didn't know if I could survive that intensity without collapsing. My thoughts were cut short when I felt his hand slip beneath my shirt. His palm was searing against the bare skin of my stomach. Fuck. I'm definitely going to murder this fucking bastard! I grabbed his wrist, trying to pull his hand away, but his grip was ironclad. He was terrifyingly strong. His fingers dragged up along my side, sending an involuntary shiver through me from the sheer heat of his skin. Shit! how do I get away from this lunatic? My eyes went wide when I felt a heavy, rigid pressure pressing hard through the fabric of my jeans. I looked down and froze. The massive, unmistakable ridge beneath his pants was throbbing, straining violently against the denim as if trying to break free. Shit. Is this guy seriously in full rut? If he is, I'm seriously screwed. Panicking, I jammed both hands against his shoulders and shoved with all my force. He barely budged. Instead, he drove his body down harder, pinning me to the mattress. He seized one of my wrists, locking my arm down beside my head, and ground his hips brutally against mine. "Fuck, don't move," he snapped, a harsh curse tearing through his teeth as he rubbed himself directly against me. "Hey! I'm not your damn Omega, got it?" I spat right into his face. "So while I'm still holding my temper, let me fucking go!" He ignored me completely. He pressed his weight down even harder; the hot, throbbing mass in his pants digging right into my hip. While his free hand drifted up my torso and then his hot palm sliding up until his thumb brushed roughly over my nipple. My jaw clenched. No one had ever molested me like this before. A cold, vicious rage boiled in my chest—partly at him, but mostly at my own pathetic helplessness against a dominant Alpha. No matter how hard I fought, the weight of his scent was paralyzing me. I couldn't breathe. I was drowning in it, caught in a feverish heat I couldn't control—a scent that was terrifying, suffocating, and infuriatingly seductive. I hated him. I hated myself. And more than anything, I hated the karma that left me powerless against him simply because I was born an Omega. My fists balled tight as the raw, suffocating frustration finally snapped something inside me. My pride refused to take this sitting down. Throwing caution to the wind, I opened the floodgates and let my own pheromones surge out into the room. The moment my scent hit the air, his head snapped up and our eyes locked. His pupils were glowing a fierce, fiery red. The muscles in his jaw flexed so hard they looked ready to snap, and thick veins bulged along the strain of his neck. "Fuck... what are you doing to me?" his voice came out ragged, barely a whisper. My breath hitched as the swell in his pants expanded even further, grinding forcefully against my lower abdomen. "Fuck you!" I screamed, pushing my scent out even harder. I tried to use my pheromones to crush his control and dominate him back—it was the only weapon I had left. But instead of backing off, the sudden wave of my scent only drove his arousal into overdrive. Before I could react, he reached down and yanked his zipper open, popping the button. His dark boxer briefs strained, already damp with slick precum. Keeping his heavy frame pinned over me, he reached down with one hand, pulling the thick, throbbing length of his shaft free from the fabric. My eyes widened. It was long, thick, and heavily veined, and looked ready to burst. He wrapped his fingers around himself, stroking the head in a desperate, jerky motion to relieve the pressure. "Ugh!" A heavy groan tore from his throat. He threw his head back, the cords in his neck standing out in sharp relief. He looked utterly out of his mind, lost to pure instinct as his hand moved rhythmically over his own flesh. This was it. Weak as I was, I concentrated everything I had left into throwing out a massive, concentrated blast of my pheromones. His eyes went wide and wild, his hips twitching as his hand worked faster, completely overwhelmed by the sensory overload. Gritting my teeth, I pushed myself up from the bed. But he caught my movement and turned his bloodshot eyes back on me, leaning down to bury his face back into my neck. I didn't give him the chance. With the absolute last drop of my remaining strength, I reeled back and slammed my fist flush into his cheekbone. His head snapped violently to the side. For a second, he just sat there, clutching his bruised face, his wild eyes burning into mine. Then, with a low growl, he collapsed forward, burying his full, dead weight over my neck and chest. Fuck. I was really trapped now. The suffocating smog of his pheromones washed over me again, finally draining the last of my energy. My vision blurred. I thought I was done for—until I realized the weight on top of me was no longer moving. I shoved against his shoulders, but he wouldn't budge. Desperate, I scrambled out from under him and stumbled out of bed. My legs immediately gave way, and I nearly hit the floor, barely catching myself on the bedside table. Breathing heavily, a wave of relief washed over me. I took a deep, ragged breath, trying to clear the lingering scent from my lungs, then turned to look at him. He was passed out cold, face-down on the mattress. Did my punch actually knock him out? Ha! Good. This bastard deserved it. As the dense cloud of his pheromones slowly began to dissipate from the bedroom, I limped over to the side of the bed. I dragged his limp body around to check on him. Sure enough, a dark, ugly bruise was already forming on his cheekbone. My gaze flicked downward. Even completely unconscious, his dick was still half-erect, twitching uselessly against the sheets. Unbelievable. Suddenly, the rage that had just settled within me roared back to life. I clenched my fist. Looking down at his stupidly handsome, unconscious face, I felt my irritation flare all over again. Before leaving his condo, I leaned down and gave him one last solid punch to the other cheek, just to make sure he wasn't getting off that easily. I also took all the cash out of his wallet and threw the empty leather back at him onto his chest. I slammed his condo door shut hard enough to rattle the frame, then gave it one last hard kick before storming down the hallway and into the elevator. He'd better pray he never sees me again—or else I'll be the death of him."Stay on the floor. I'm taking a shower first," I ordered him as we stepped into my room on the second floor.I didn't actually rent the entire apartment, just a single room. It was a modest two story building with three rooms on each floor. My room was small and barely furnished. It had only a single bed, a study table tucked into the corner, and a small wardrobe where I kept my modest collection of clothes.I caught Helios scanning the room with his eyes.Shaking my head, I turned my back on him, grabbed a towel, and picked out a fresh set of clothes from the closet.The disparaging comments those guys made earlier, especially Yuan’s remark about my place, suddenly flashed through my mind. But honestly, I couldn't care less about what Helios thought of it either. I hadn't asked him to come in. He chose to come here on his own, so he could just deal with it.I went downstairs to my private bathroom and took a shower. A few minutes later, I finished up and changed into my sleepwear, a
"Helios?" I blurted out his name in utter disbelief.I couldn't believe that the guy who mess with my mind last night was standing right in front of me—right in front of my apartment.The corner of his lips was tilted upward, carrying an amused glint as he witnessed the sheer confusion etched on my face."What are you doing here?" I asked, bewildered, my voice sounding rather annoyed. Out of all the things that could ruin my already ruined day, it had to be this bastard who's also a headache."Why? Do I no longer have the right to visit my other half?" he replied, giving me a meaningful look.I narrowed my eyes at him. "I'm not joking around with you, asshole," I hissed at him. "Are you stalking me?" I asked while furrowing my brow.He ran a hand through his hair, and I didn't know why, but when he did that, I felt a strange sensation in my stomach. Under the moonlight, I saw a strange glint in his eyes."Yeah, I'm stalking you," he said, giving me a cheeky grin.I gritted my teeth an
"What?!" I uttered, completely unable to believe him.What was this bastard even talking about? Did the lack of oxygen to his brain from when I choked him earlier mess with his mind?The corner of his lips tugged upward. "Yeah, so I can make full use of your services. I'm paying you a pretty high salary, after all," he said, giving a light shrug.I narrowed my eyes at him. "You bastard! Do you feel like what I did to you earlier wasn't enough? Do you want me to use a rope around your neck next time?" I threatened him."Neo, why are you so against living with me? Remember, you are my personal assistant and I am the one paying your debts, so you should follow whatever I tell you to do," he said in a serious tone, completely devoid of any sarcasm, as if he genuinely expected me to obey him.My eyebrow arched at his statement. "Hey, I’m just your personal assistant, not your property, get it? Ha?!" I snapped back at him."Hey, stop it, you two. This might turn into another fight," Stephen
"Bro, I caught your game last night. You guys almost lost!" Marcus suddenly mentioned in the middle of the group's conversation.We were back at the same private club we went to last time, the one that turned out to be owned by Jeno. Once again, we were inside the private room, sitting on a curved couch with a glass table in the center filled with various drinks and bar snacks.I was sitting in the corner, and as usual, Yuan was right beside me. He didn't have his arm around me, but his shoulder was pressed against mine while he sat with his arms crossed.Out of the corner of my eye, I saw his brow furrow slightly at Marcus's comment about his performance last night."What happened, man? You were on fire at the start of the game, but by the end of the third quarter, it was like you completely lost your focus," Alejandro added.I saw Yuan clench his jaw. "I don't really know either. Maybe because I saw something unpleasant..." he said in a heavy tone.I felt confused because he suddenl
"No way…" I said, utterly unable to believe him.The corner of his lips curved up, casting me a mischievous look. "Just kidding," he blurted out suddenly.I gritted my teeth and glared at him before kicking his foot with my shoe. It left a smudge on his pants, but he did nothing except laugh at me."Hey, why do you look like you’re disappointed?" he asked with a mischievous, teasing look.I scowled at him, pulled the lollipop out of my mouth, and yelled, "In your dreams!"He shook his head, the smile still lingering on his lips. He then pulled a handkerchief from his pocket andbegan dusting off the pants where my shoe had left a dirt mark from the kick."If you wanted me to apologize for what I’ve done to your pants, you won’t get it, because you deserved it anyway," I told him, my voice dripping with annoyance to make my frustration clear.He just offered me a smile while looking down. "Don’t you worry, I came prepared," he said, raising his handkerchief.I merely rolled my eyes, red
7:00 P.M. I was sitting in one of the courtside seats lined up inside the arena. I sat right at the front, my eyes fixed on the court. Yuan was currently playing and it was the third day of the PBA games, and his team had already made it to the semifinals. It was already the third quarter, with the score sitting at 84 to 65. Yuan’s team was leading by a wide margin, probably because he was in peak physical condition today. How could he not be, after finishing several times earlier? The bastard didn't even give my hands a rest. Fucking dickhead, he was really so annoying! I originally had no intention of watching today's game, but he forced me to come, claiming he needed me here. In reality, he just turned me into his personal caddie, though it was actually my job. He made me carry his tumbler, towel, shoes, clothes, and whatever else was stuffed inside his duffel bag. When a timeout was called, I saw Yuan jogging over in my direction instead of heading straight to his team bench.







