Rick
I was frozen when the notification came in: Ingrid escaped.
Not a whisper of hesitation. No fear. Just pure defiance wrapped in desperate speed. She bolted from the lair of wolves like it wasn’t soaked in blood and secrets. Like the world outside didn’t want her dead just as much as the one she was running from.
She ran.
Like Jace Grey wouldn’t find her. Like his reach didn’t spread like wildfire.
But I’ve seen Jace unhinged—and if there’s one truth I’ll never unlearn, it’s this: he doesn’t lose well.
I was halfway to my bike when I caught his voice barking out to Matt—fast, sharp, panicked. Something about Ingrid being asthmatic. That she’d never last a full run. That she was born with lungs built like glass.
Weird.
I’ve known her for years. Watched her tear through dance floors, spar in underground rings, chug drinks like liquid fire. Never once did she look like someone who could break on impact.
But I guess pain’s funny like that.
It stays buried—until it doesn’t.
And people like Ingrid? They carry silence like it’s armor. Until it’s no longer enough.
Still…
There’s something about the way Jace treats her that makes my teeth clench. It’s not just control—it’s something darker. It’s like watching someone build a cage and then pretend it’s a sanctuary. His grip on her—it’s not protection. It’s obsession. Brutal. Raw. Possessive.
Me? I care about them. Genuinely. Brotherly, I tell myself.
Especially her.
Especially after Alice Grey pulled me from the gutter and made me someone. She didn’t give birth to me, but she gave me something better—a reason to stay alive.
She raised me like I was hers.
And if she ever saw what her son had become—if she saw him with a gun to Ingrid’s shoulder—she’d lose what’s left of her soul.
This? This isn’t family.
This is war.
Jaxon once asked why I stuck with the Greys, why I fought in a war that wasn’t mine by blood. I told him the easy answer: Alice Grey is my mother, not by blood—but by bond.
But if I’m being honest?
I’m just trying to undo the damage I watched happen in silence. I’m trying to protect what little good is left.
We rode hard into the woods, tires tearing through the silence like a scream. My eyes scanned every flicker of movement until I caught it—a flash of blonde vanishing between the trees.
I didn’t shout. Didn’t tell the others. I tilted my head at Matt—a signal as old as our bond—and veered off alone.
It didn’t take long.
She collapsed in front of us. Her limbs shaking. Body seizing for air like she was underwater. Matt didn’t waste time. He pulled the inhaler from his med pack and shoved it between her lips. Her hands were trembling. Her breath coming out in brittle, jagged pulls.
We waited, hidden under the canopy.
I watched her chest rise and fall like a glitching machine trying to reboot. Her skin was pale. Her eyes wild.
But she was still fighting.
She always fights.
When her breathing steadied, she crawled toward me like she had no one else in the world. She gripped my wrist like she’d fall off the edge if I let go.
“Rick… let’s leave now,” she said, voice cracking like glass underfoot.
God.
That did something to me.
I looked her in the eyes—those deep, dark wells of fear and fury—and I tried to pour every unspoken word into them.
We can’t.
I want to. Fuck, I want to.
But we can’t.
Jace would hunt us. And worse, Ingrid wouldn’t be safe. Not from the world. Not even from herself. There are wars you can’t run from.
So instead of answering, I pulled her into me.
Tucked her small frame into my chest and wrapped her tight, like if I held her hard enough, the world couldn’t touch her.
I’m twice her size—this looked like a bear hugging a broken bunny.
But I didn’t care.
Let Matt watch. Let the trees bear witness.
I need her to know.
Even if I never say it aloud. Even if I’m silent forever. My loyalty doesn’t need words.
I would die for you, Ingrid.
No questions. No second thoughts.
And if it ever came to that?
You’d never die alone.
Even if I have to carry you back to Jace. Even if I have to walk straight into the fire.
I won’t let him touch you like that again.
Because Jewel Grey—
You are the death of me.
How are you doing so far, little reader?
Chapter 145JewelThe Bishops. The Greys. Two sides of the same twisted coin. Both families have caused me nothing but pain, nothing but suffering.For years, I felt like a pawn in their games, a prize to be won, a possession to be controlled. I was trapped, suffocated by their expectations, by their obsessions.Jace… God, Jace. His obsession nearly destroyed me. He saw me as something I wasn't, something I could never be. He trapped me in his fantasy world, refusing to see me for who I truly am.And the Greys… cold, distant, more concerned with appearances than genuine affection. They offered me a life of privilege, but at what cost? I was always an outsider, a reminder of their own failures.The Bishops weren't any better. Ruthless, ambitious, they saw me as a means to an end, a way to solidify their power. They offered me security, but it came with a price: my freedom.I was tired of being a victim. Tired of being controlled. Tired of being used.So I made a choice.I chose myself.
Chapter 144RickThe guilt eats at me, a constant, gnawing ache in my gut. Jace… what have we done to him?People think I'm a good friend, loyal to the end. Maybe I am. But sometimes, loyalty comes at a price.The Jewel Grey situation… God, what a mess that was. From the start, she wanted nothing to do with Jace. Hated him, even. Ever since he shot her, ever since he tried to control her every move. It was never romantic, never the Stockholm Syndrome bullshit the media tried to spin. Jewel loved him like a brother, maybe. But Jace… his obsession was a sickness.The worst moment was when Christopher shot her. That was real. We were leaving for Morocco, trying to get away from it all, and Chris panicked. He thought she was going to betray us. The bullet hit her square in the chest.That's when Jace broke. He was never the same after that. He convinced himself she was dead. Started seeing things, hearing things. The guilt twisted him, warped him.Then, somehow, he found her again. Ingrid
Chapter 143JaceJewel's alive. Ingrid is alive. But the way she looked at me… like I was a broken toy, a shattered mirror reflecting a reality she couldn't bear to see.Ever since the Greys adopted me, I knew I was different. A charity case, a project. They never treated me badly, not exactly. But there was always a distance, a subtle understanding that I wasn't truly one of them.And then Dominic took me. Ripped me away from the Greys, claiming some twisted loyalty to the Chevre bloodline. He told me I was a rejected son, cast aside because I was illegitimate, because I was… unhealthy. He never specified what that meant, what was wrong with me. Just that I was flawed, unworthy.He weaponized that rejection, molded me into a soldier, a zealot. He filled my head with righteous fury, with the promise of purpose. But underneath it all, the seed of doubt remained. Was I truly worthy of anything?And then there was Jewel. Ingrid. My stepsister. From the moment I saw her, I was captivated.
Chapter 142JaceThe adrenaline fades, leaving me shaking and breathless in the ruined room. The silence is deafening, broken only by my own ragged breathing.Then, the door creaks open.My heart leaps into my throat.Guarded. Two figures in white coats, their faces impassive, stand on either side of the doorway. And between them...My breath catches.Small. Petite. A figure I thought I'd lost forever.Green eyes. Shiny, familiar, piercing.My vision blurs. Is this real? Or is it just another hallucination, another cruel trick of my mind?But then, she speaks."Jace?"Her voice. Soft, hesitant, but undeniably her."Jewel?" I whisper, my voice hoarse, barely audible.She takes a step forward, her eyes searching mine."Jace, it's me," she says, her voice trembling. "It's really me."I stumble towards her, my legs shaky, my mind reeling. Is this possible? Can it be true?I reach out, my hand trembling, and gently touch her face. Her skin is warm, soft, real.Tears stream down my face."J
Chapter 141JaceThe line is gone. The line between what's real and what's not... it's completely dissolved. I'm adrift in a sea of confusion, unable to distinguish between my memories, my fears, and my hallucinations.Am I still in the motel? Or am I already in that padded room? Are those faces I see in the shadows real, or are they just figments of my imagination?I try to focus, to ground myself in the present, but it's no use. The world around me keeps shifting, morphing, becoming something unrecognizable.I look at my hands, studying the lines, the scars, the calluses. They seem familiar, yet foreign. Are these really my hands? Or are they the hands of someone else, someone I don't even know?I try to remember Jewel's face, the sound of her voice, the way she used to laugh. But the memories are fading, becoming distorted, like a photograph left out in the sun.Was she even real? Or was she just a figment of my imagination, a dream that I desperately wanted to believe in?I don't
Chapter 140JaceMy head is pounding, a relentless throbbing that echoes the turmoil in my soul. Dizzy. Everything is spinning, the grimy motel room, the weight of my failures, the memories that claw at me.My body aches. Not just from the cheap whiskey and the hard floor, but from the sheer exhaustion of existing. Every muscle screams in protest, a physical manifestation of the emotional pain I've been carrying for months.I try to sit up, but a wave of nausea washes over me, forcing me back down. The room swims, the shadows dance, and I close my eyes, desperately seeking some kind of relief.It's like I'm trapped in a nightmare, a never-ending cycle of grief and regret. Every time I try to escape, I'm pulled back down, dragged under by the weight of my past.I can feel my body shutting down, giving up. The will to fight, to survive, has been eroded by the relentless pain. I'm just... tired. So tired.Maybe this is it. Maybe this is how it ends. Alone, in a cheap motel room, surround