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Chapter 13 XANDER’S ENCOURAGEMENT
Upon closing the door, Zadkiel leaned his back against the cold wall closing his eyes. He was feeling his deep sadness seeping down his entire body.
It was the wine's fault that made him felt that way. He wasn't supposed to feel it but the feeling of being left alone was driving him to think of his childhood past.
Was his brother feeling the same way as him? Why did he leave him, anyway? These were the questions that kept on bugging him through the years since he discovered the recordings. What the hell happened to him back then? Shall he start to ask his mother about his forgotten past?
Closing his eyes was indeed a bit relaxing, his tears that threatens to fall from the corners of his eyes vanished. Another deep breath! Yes! He kept on inhaling the
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