“You did what?!” my mother yelled, her eyes wide with anger as she slammed something onto the table.
“I got it, okay? I found that bastard at the club,” Sandra replied, not hiding her defensive tone. “It was easy. He was with that woman... that blonde he’s always going out with. I approached them, flirted a bit, and it didn’t take long before we ended up in one of the rooms.”
“And then? What happened?” my mother pressed, impatience growing in her voice.
Sandra sighed. “Inside, I put the medication in his drink. It worked. He was completely out of it, didn’t know what was going on. We did what had to be done, but...”
“But what, damn it?”
“He insisted on using a condom,” Sandra said, almost spitting the words out. “Even while drugged, he wouldn’t give in. So all I got was his sperm... in the condom.”
My mother snorted. “That’s not a problem! We’ve talked about this, Sandra. We have the syringe, we can do the insemination.”
“I know, mom, I know! But the problem was after...” Sandra started pacing back and forth, her quick steps echoing through the room.
“What do you mean by ‘after’?”
“Daniel was there,” Sandra confessed, her voice softer, almost a whisper.
“What?! What the hell was that idiot doing there?”
“He was drunk, jealous, and saw me leaving the room with the condom in my hands,” Sandra continued. “He started shouting, saying I was crazy, that I couldn’t do that... and, well... he convinced me.”My mother straightened up. “Convinced you to do what, exactly?”“To sleep with him.”The room went silent for a moment. My mother sighed, incredulous. “You’re telling me that after all of this, you went and slept with that idiot? Without protection?”“I was nervous! He pressured me, and I gave in! Now, even if I do the insemination with the libertine’s sperm, I’ll never know whose child it really is!” Sandra exploded.“Sandra, you... you ruined everything. Now what? How are we going to fix this?” Upon hearing the story, my mother screamed, cursed, kicked, and raged in hatred.“She’s my woman, damn it! I won’t let her get pregnant by another guy, end of story! It’s bad enough that she went all the way with him. What happened is unacceptable, and if she has to have a child, it’ll be mine!” Daniel countered, in the same furious tone, his voice choked with alcohol.“Your woman, my ass! Do you have what it takes to support her? And if she gets pregnant, what the hell are you going to do to support the kid?” my mother retorted in the same tone, and the argument continued, both of them exchanging insults and accusations.“Enough! This fight isn’t getting us anywhere!” Sandra intervened, shouting louder than both of them in an attempt to silence them. “The damage is done. There’s no going back. At least we still have ‘his material,’ we can find someone else.”“As if that were possible in such a short time,” my mother said.And it was true. From what I’d overheard while they were plotting the grand plan, sperm lived for at most six hours outside the human body, and that was only if it didn’t come into contact with oxygen, which would kill it instantly.As instructed by our mother, Sandra had brought the semen very well packed and in a container, but they’d never find another woman willing to go along with that craziness in such a short time. It had to have been at least four hours since she was with the libertine at the club. Everything they had done was falling apart.But then, I heard something.“Ravena.”I heard my name being mentioned in the kitchen, and a chill ran down my spine, signaling a bad omen. I tried to listen to what they were saying, but suddenly they started whispering, and I had no doubt they were talking about me.Damn it! What were they plotting?It didn’t take long before the three of them left the kitchen, stepping into the living room, step by step, like a presence that couldn’t be avoided. The sound of their footsteps seemed to echo distantly, yet so present that my heart raced with each passing second.A shiver ran up my spine, cold and sharp, as if something dark was about to be revealed.I couldn’t help it, my eyes were automatically drawn to what my mother was holding... the syringe. It was large, white, and gleamed under the dim light of the room. The metal reflected unsettlingly, as if it were waiting for something. The sight of it made my stomach churn, and before I could process it, a shiver ran through my entire body.
I jumped off the sofa, the sudden movement involuntary, a desperate attempt to escape the scene unfolding before me. My mind was in panic, my body almost paralyzed, as they approached, my mother holding the syringe like an impending threat.I knew what was coming next. And I didn’t want to see it. I didn’t want to be there.Damn it!“Sweetheart...” My mother’s voice sounded almost soft, affectionate, but something in it was wrong, deeply wrong. Every word felt like a slow poison. “You know that mommy loves you, don’t you?” She moved closer, slow and steady steps.With each of her steps, the air seemed thicker, denser, as if the room was closing in around me.I wanted to scream, I wanted to run.“You also know that everything I do is to keep our family safe,” she continued, her eyes locked on me. The syringe in her hand seemed to glow ominously, as if absorbing the light, waiting.One more step toward me. I could hear her breathing now, irregular, almost heavy. “So, don’t worry, my dear,” she said, her voice sweet. “Everything I do will always be for our own good.”The pressure in my chest was unbearable, and the only thing I could do was stare at her.She stopped in front of me, her eyes never leaving mine, her expression almost melancholic. “And I’m sorry, baby... but it has to be you.”Those words... They were like a sharp blade cutting through the air, cold, without remorse. I could see in her eyes that she was serious, as if there was no other choice, as if it were inevitable. The pain in my chest was almost physical, the feeling of betrayal so strong I could barely breathe.My mother stared at me with a dark expression, as if she were making the greatest sacrifice in the world. But I knew... something terrible was about to happen, and there was nothing I could do to stop it.“No way! Forget it!” I retorted.RAVENA Five years later...It was Sunday and the day was sunny, although a cool, constant breeze was blowing, easing the heat of that time of year.As we used to do on weekends, when we weren't traveling to some paradise destination, Adrian and I would have a barbecue in the backyard of our house in São Paulo. We had three maids who worked with us from Monday to Friday, but on Saturdays and Sundays, I insisted that we prepare everything ourselves.While my handsome husband was busy grilling the meat on the large barbecue in the pool area, the children were playing on the lawn further ahead, running excitedly after a ball, along with Mr. Arnaldo, who could barely keep up with them . Heitor, our firstborn, was the fastest. He scored all the goals, but he didn't let his younger sister, Maria Flor, get left out, making it easier for her to kick the ball a few times, even though it wasn't easy to keep up with her brother at three years old.Watching them, I was filled with affection and p
— Sorry for the interruption, guys, but I had to come up here and make a fool of myself so that the girl I love would believe in my love. — He fell silent for a moment and there was a shower of boos and whispers of admiration, which became audible in equal measure. — Ravena, I love you, more than I've ever been able to love anyone in my life. — When they heard my name being pronounced, the crowd moved away, forming a semicircle, creating space between me and the stage, all eyes turned in my direction, while I remained petrified, with my heart racing, my face burning with shame, for becoming the center of attention. — With you, I learned to forgive, something I never imagined I would be capable of. You taught me to love and, as selfish as it may be, I want to spend the rest of my life by your side. Forgive me for all the stupid things I said before. Come home with me, my love, we'll raise our child together .He fell silent and a deathly silence fell over the place, all attention was f
Burning with fury, I crossed the few meters that separated us, dodging the crazed dancers along the way and closed my hand around his arm, causing him a small fright.—Come with me. We need to talk. — I had to change the tone of my voice so that it would be audible over the sound of the loud music.Raven stared at me in silence for a moment, her eyes filled with disbelief. But then she seemed to come to her senses again, her face contorted with anger, as she jerked her arm out of my grasp.— I have nothing to talk to you about! — she shouted, enraged.— Yes, there is. Come with me right now! — I replied.When I closed my hand around her arm again, determined to get her out of that hell, the idiot who had a crush on her had the nerve to come at me, wanting to fight.— She already said she doesn't want to talk to you, man. Let her go — he said.I slapped my free hand on his chest and it took just one push for him to stagger back. But he had his cousin and other friends who had joined th
ADRIANI was in the middle of one of the most important meetings about that project, the last one I would hold with the engineers and shareholders before my return to São Paulo, and yet I couldn't concentrate on anything the men and women seated around the large rectangular table were saying.As had been the case for the past few weeks, all I could think about was Raven. I was about to go crazy with her new habits, with that new mania of always leaving the house, going back and forth to Belize, having fun as if there was no tomorrow.I really wanted to be happy for her, for the fact that she was managing to move on without me, after all that was how things had to be. She was just living her life as she should. However, I was on the verge of madness, I couldn't stop thinking about her, about what she did with those idiots out there. Because of such thoughts, I had reached the height of absurdity by ordering my security guards to keep that Fernando guy as far away from her as possible,
The next day, I had lunch in my room again, to avoid meeting him around the house. In the afternoon, at a time when Adrian was never home, I went downstairs with Marina to sunbathe near the pool, as I had been doing for the last few days.She and I were lying side by side, stretched out on lounge chairs, wearing only our bikinis, when unexpectedly Adrian approached, coming from the direction of the house, looking like a mirage with his athletic and elegant build, inside the blue shirt with the sleeves rolled up to the elbows and gray dress pants.“Marina, could you leave us alone for a moment?” he asked, his voice much calmer than the day before, his large body blocking my sun.— Of course. — Cowardly as always, Marina got up and left the garden almost running.Adrian sat sideways in her seat, facing me, while I lay there, motionless, my eyes half-closed against the sun, unable to keep every tiny part of my body from becoming aware of his proximity. The unwanted heat of lust welled up
According to Marina, we were celebrating my birthday, so I could choose anywhere we wanted to go. There weren’t many entertainment options in Belize, so I ended up choosing the amusement park, which I had only heard of from photos that people from Santa Clara posted on social media when they were there. It seemed childish for my age, but it was a place I had always wanted to visit, so I decided to take advantage of the opportunity.That's where we spent the whole afternoon, having fun on the rides, playing games, dancing, talking nonsense and relaxing, like normal people did. It was this kind of happiness that Adrian was talking about when he said that I needed to live my youth before tying myself down to marriage and children.I agreed with him that that kind of pastime, that being carefree was really fun, but it didn't even come close to what existed between us, or at least what I believed existed.My choice would always have been to stay with him, but unfortunately he didn't want m