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181. In The Shadows

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HAYLEE

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Xalen didn’t understand me fully, and I didn’t expect him to because even I didn’t understand myself. I haven’t wrapped my head around my mother and my powers, so why should he?

However, he had good advice for me, and he whispered it into my ears as his arms tightened around me, “One thing I know about power is that you can control it better when you stop trying to control it. I want to believe you are experiencing a block, Nerina. Relax and let this happen naturally, just like it did the day we made love.”

That was advice that I should take seriously, but thinking about the first time Xalen and I made love sucked all seriousness out of me. My lips stretched into an uncontrollable smile, steamy memories filling my mind rapidly.

And did he just call me Nerina? My smile widened even more, and I couldn’t be happier.

“I am your person, Haylee. I will always be your person, so you can always talk to me about anything.” Xalen continued speaking, kissing my forehead and wrapping
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Chichi Onyeyiri
Benita has absolutely no sense. cos it's obvious now that she is continuing Allison's bid out of jealousy. It's quite obvious that Allison is not going to be queen and that's the reason why she was lured into this in the 1st place.
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