FAZER LOGINHe stepped closer, deliberately closing the space between us. My breath hitched—not because he touched me, but because he could. Every inch he moved was measured, precise, as if the air itself obeyed him.
“You know why you’re here,” he said softly, his voice low, almost a purr. “You can’t stop thinking about me.” I tried to argue, tried to push the words out, but my throat tightened. I could feel his gaze tracing me from head to toe, calm, assessing, claiming. His fingers brushed my shoulder—not enough to press, just enough to make my nerves sing. I shivered. “You’re trembling,” he noted, his lips so close to my ear that his breath grazed my skin. “And yet, you didn’t leave. That tells me everything I need to know.” My stomach twisted. I wanted to step back, to run, to remember the life I’d left behind. But I couldn’t. Every instinct, every pulse in my body, screamed to stay. He reached for my hand, slow, deliberate, just letting his fingers rest against mine. No pressure. No force. And yet, it was like a chain wrapped around me—soft, unyielding, undeniable. “Good,” he murmured, his thumb brushing along my knuckles. “That’s the part you don’t understand yet. I don’t need to demand anything from you. I just need you to know… you already belong here. To me.” I swallowed hard, my fingers tingling where his touched mine. Every rational thought screamed that I should step away. My heart, my body, my mind—they all screamed for him anyway. He leaned closer, and I could feel the weight of his presence pressing against me, making it impossible to think, impossible to resist. “You see,” he whispered, voice low and dangerous, “this isn’t about touch. This is about control. And I already have it. You just haven’t realized it yet.” I closed my eyes for a moment, trying to breathe, trying to remind myself who I was supposed to be. But when I opened them again, his gaze held me—steady, unyielding, claiming. And I knew, with a terrifying clarity, that I was lost. He gave me a soft kiss, then took of my dress with the movement of his arms so elegant, he lifted me up and dropped me on a wooden table so slowly. He kissed me again going more lower to my breasts down to my thighs. I could feel a warm liquid building up in my pussy this was my first time experiencing such. The he pulled down his trousers and there it was - the huge cock, hard as a rock dripping with fluids. He spread my legs apart, rubbing his hard cock around my pussy. "ahhhh" I let out a moan though his cock wasn't even in me yet. "you're tight ease up for me" he was right although I've been in a relationship already, I've never had sex with anyone before and this was going to be my first time. He shoved his huge cock slowly in me, each time he went deeper my head went numb. "ahhh ahhh yes yes yes" I said with tears flowing from my eyes not just because of the pain of being penetrated for the first time but because for the first time ever I felt loved and satisfied. he came closer and began kissing me, while thrusting his huge cock in me. "yes fuck me more" I said no longer in control of my mind and body. "harder harder harder ahhhh" he continued thrusting more intensively. "ahhh you're really tight it's so sexy" he said. I've never felt so beautiful and loved before. Hours went by and we were still going. Caressing and kissing me he continued, I could feel my body vibrating then- "ahhhh" I came for the first time ever. He lifted me from the wooden table my legs hanging on both of his arms, he continued fucking me so hard I screamed, it felt like my mind was leaving my body. increasing the motion, we moaned and moaned until we both came. Afterward, we collapsed onto his bed, the world outside the room fading until it didn’t exist at all. My body still hummed with his touch, every nerve alive, but it wasn’t just the physical—it was the way he made me feel seen, claimed, like nothing else mattered. He lay beside me, not pressing, not demanding, just there. His hand found mine again, fingers intertwining, and I realized I didn’t want to pull away. My head rested against the pillow, every breath catching as I tried to steady myself. “You feel that?” he murmured, voice low and smooth. “That’s what it means to belong… even for a moment.” I nodded, words failing me. My heart was still racing, my skin still tingling, but the most intense part wasn’t my body—it was the way he looked at me. Not hunger, not lust… something sharper, heavier, more consuming. Possession. Ownership. Control without force. “You know,” he said softly, brushing a stray hair from my face, “you can’t go back to normal after this. You’ll try, but your mind, your body… they’ll remember me. You’ll remember this. Every second.” I swallowed hard. He was right. I did remember. Every gasp, every whisper, every shiver. My thoughts wandered to my boyfriend, to the life I had outside this room, and a pang of guilt hit me. But just as fast, desire flared again, the memory of him pressing close, his hands guiding me, his presence everywhere, made it impossible to care. He leaned closer, forehead brushing mine, letting silence fill the space between us. No words, no demands—just the weight of him, of Sebastian Crowe, and the undeniable truth that I was already his. And in that quiet, lingering moment, I realized something terrifying: it wasn’t the act that claimed me. It was him.I didn’t see Sebastian for three days. That was the longest stretch since the warning—the longest I’d gone without hearing his voice, without feeling that steady presence hovering at the edges of my thoughts. I told myself the distance was intentional, that I was doing the smart thing. The safe thing. But safety felt hollow now. The warning followed me everywhere. Not the woman’s words exactly, but the understanding beneath them. That being close to Sebastian didn’t just change circumstances—it changed me. And once I’d seen that, I couldn’t unsee it. I tried to fall back into routine. Work. Texting my boyfriend. Smiling at the right moments. Saying the right things. It all felt like acting. Every laugh came half a second too late. Every conversation felt shallow, like I was speaking from behind glass. Even when my boyfriend wrapped an arm around me, I felt disconnected, my body responding out of habit rather than desire. He noticed. “You’re somewhere else lately,” he said one
The warning didn’t come from Sebastian. That was the cruelest part. It came on an ordinary afternoon, the kind that should have passed without consequence. I was standing in line at a café near my office, half-listening to the hum of conversation around me, when someone said my name. Not loudly. Not urgently. Just enough to make my skin prickle. I turned. A woman stood a few steps away from me, her expression neutral but her eyes sharp, assessing. She looked familiar in the vague way strangers sometimes do—like we’d crossed paths before without meaning to. “Yes?” I said cautiously. She smiled, but it didn’t reach her eyes. “You probably don’t remember me. We met once. Briefly.” “I’m sorry,” I said. “I don’t—” “That’s fine,” she interrupted gently. “Most people don’t.” Something about her tone made my stomach tighten. She stepped closer, lowering her voice. “I just wanted to tell you… be careful.” I frowned. “About what?” Her gaze flicked around the café, then returned to
The unsettling thing wasn’t that Sebastian Crowe asked questions. It was that he rarely needed to. I noticed it the next time we sat together in silence, the kind that no longer felt awkward but deliberate—like space carved out just for thinking. We were on opposite ends of the couch, close enough that I could feel the warmth of him without touching. My body had learned the distance. It recognized it. “You’re distracted again,” he said calmly. I blinked, my thoughts snapping back to the room. “Am I?” “Yes.” “How can you tell?” I asked, trying to keep my tone light. He turned his head slowly to look at me. “Your breathing changes.” That sent a shiver down my spine. I laughed softly, though it sounded forced even to my own ears. “You make it sound like you’ve been studying me.” “I have,” he replied. There was no hesitation. No playfulness. Just truth, laid bare. I shifted slightly, suddenly aware of how exposed I felt. “That’s… unsettling.” “Is it?” he asked. “Or does it on
Wanting more used to feel greedy. Now it felt inevitable. I woke up with Sebastian Crowe already on my mind, his presence lingering in my body like a memory my skin refused to forget. The room I was in felt wrong—not because it was unfamiliar, but because it was empty. Too quiet. Too normal. I stared at the ceiling, my thoughts circling the same truth I had been avoiding since the night before. I didn’t just want him. I wanted more of him. More of the way he watched me without interrupting. More of the calm certainty in his voice. More of the way his silence felt heavier than anyone else’s words. Beside me, my boyfriend slept peacefully, unaware of the distance that had grown between us. His breathing was steady, familiar, and yet it irritated me. I lay there, stiff and awake, painfully conscious of how little I felt. This was the man I was supposed to want. But all I could think about was how empty his arms felt compared to Sebastian’s. I slipped out of bed quietly and we
Being away from Sebastian didn’t feel like distance. It felt like withdrawal. The realization hit me on the third day—when my coffee tasted wrong, when music annoyed me instead of soothing me, when conversations felt slow and shallow and painfully empty. I moved through my routine like I was underwater, everything muffled and dull. I told myself I was just tired. Another lie. At work, I caught myself checking my phone every few minutes, even though I knew there would be nothing there. No message. No command. No quiet acknowledgment of my existence. And still, I waited. The absence gnawed at me in ways I didn’t know how to explain. I missed the way he looked at me like I was a puzzle worth solving. I missed how his silence felt intentional instead of awkward. I missed how he made me feel present. My boyfriend noticed. “You’ve been distant lately,” he said one evening, his voice cautious. “I’m just stressed.” The lie was automatic. He nodded, accepting it, and so
I didn’t plan to lie. That was the most unsettling part of it. The lie slipped out so easily that I didn’t even recognize it for what it was until it was already hanging in the air between us, smooth and believable and completely false. “Where were you last night?” my boyfriend asked, barely looking up from his phone. “At Maya’s,” I said. The name came without hesitation. No pause. No nervous laugh. No stutter. I watched his face carefully, waiting for suspicion, for questions, for that tightening around his eyes that used to mean he cared enough to doubt me. But it never came. “Oh,” he said. “Did you have fun?” “Yes.” Another lie. I sat down beside him, my heart pounding—not from fear of being caught, but from how disturbingly natural it felt. I should have been drowning in guilt. I should have felt sick. Instead, there was only a faint awareness in the back of my mind, like a whisper I could easily ignore. You’re getting good at this. That realization unset







