"Mi Reina..." Blade called me while I'm combing my hair, I just finished taking a bath, so I faced him with both of my eyebrows raised at him puzzled by his sudden call.
"Yes?"
"I know you haven't met my parents and I'm sorry about that, I should've let you meet them the moment you stepped here as my mate, I forgot about that," he apologized, we actually never talked about his parents and I never complained that I didn't get the chance to meet them so I was curious why he opened that topic up all of a sudden. I don't have a problem with that, I'm still not ready, I'm afraid if they bite- just kidding, but really, I'm afraid that they might have something to say to me that I won't like.
"Nah, I'm fine with that, I also know that they're a busy person- I mean werewolf so I understand, they don't need to be here just because of me, I'm not that important," he smiled at me and I don't think I will like what he's going to say next because of his smile.
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"Of course, it's you whom I love so they can't do anything about it, it's your love that matters to me and not their opinion, I will still love you even if the world stops us. If they'll like me, then that's just a bonus point. So come on, you don't need to prepare anything, just be yourself and that's more than enough for me, you don't need to change what you are just because of them, show them what I love from you," he held both of my hands and kiss it making my heart melt with his own powerful way. Oh, how I love this man."Nothing will destroy the both of us as long as we love each other because no one's opinion matters but ours" he kissed me on my forehead. He's so sweet, what did I do in my past life to deserve this man? I don't know why everyone is judging him just because of what he is, because beyond that is a responsible and loving mate, alpha, and leader."But-" I was about to complain but he cut me off."No buts Mi Reina, no need to worry becau
"Funny that you even think I'll believe you, you know what Dash, I wasn't really mad at you, I was just avoiding you because Blade is a jealous kind of man but I don't think I can trust you now, you just broke my impression of you" I answered him bravely, not minding whether my words are already stabbing him because he deserves that. How dare him say such things as that."I have my proof and it's your loss of you won't believe me, I know you're not dumb Aze, that's why I'm telling you this. I care for you and I don't want someone with a genuine heart to be played by anyone" I chuckled sarcastically with his words, he didn't even blinked knowing that he's trying to break what I and Blade have, and worse, I'm the one that he's trying when I have every trust in my mate, I know Blade can't do such things, I know how much he loves me and a man whom I don't won't won't even break that easily, unless he'll make me see it with my own eyes and in front of Blade.He have such th
"I don't need that" I returned it to him but he still did not take it, instead he forced it into my hands that are close and he didn't stop till he successfully gave it to me. I rolled my eyes at him, can't he obey me just once for fuck's sake?"Open it, there are videos and images inside it that'll make you believe me, hopefully. But if you won't, then you just proved to me how dumb you are, it's not my fault if you'll be fooled by your own mate" he told me and I accepted it, but I still stood straight and looked at him in the eye, waiting for him to obey me and just walk out of the room and thankfully, he did, he walked out of the palace and turned into a grey furry werewolf to run faster.I stared at him until he was out of my sight that made me sighed in relief, after disturbing me from my sleep, he changed my mood that easily, such a thick face that he have.I was still standing in the place where he left me while holding the unfamiliar device. I don'
I straighten my face and tried to act like everything was ok when he came back, I haven't eaten anything since lunch but I wasn't starving, I don't even feel hungry at all, I'm just waiting for him, wishing that he'll answer my every question, but I'm afraid, afraid that he might judge me for accusing him things or worse, he'll cause another trouble with Dash that might end up killing this pack's beta which is the worst. I don't want my decision to end up a huge misery, so as much as I can, I want my life- I want our life to be peaceful.I know he's an alpha, but it's against their rules to kill anyone in their pack without a valid and strong reason because that'll cause him a punishment which will be decided by the whole pack. Dash is still their beta, and I know how important he is in the pack, I know that every position here is important whether you're just a normal werewolf or not, punishments are not just for the normal werewolves but also their alpha. I don't want my ma
Who should I trust then? Who should I trust when everything around me seems so complicated? How can I believe anyone when even destiny can lie to me? How huh? Because I don't even know the answer!But I want to ask Dash first, I want to know where and how did he get this. I want to know why he's doing this, I wanna know everything but I'm scared, scared of the things that I will know even though it's still not confirmed yet. I need both of their sides, I want to hear their explanations but I still want to punch Dash for playing with my mind and making me confused.I'm slowly losing my grip... Please give me something to hold on or else I'll break my pieces into ashes till they can't be fixed anymore.I slowly removed his head on my lap and transferred it to a pillow, this won't wake him up because I made him used to my noise movement. I know when he's really sleeping or when he's taking it, werewolves only sweet once a week and here he is, fast asleep with
"A friend of mine just saw them while he was wandering around the forest, hunting something to eat then he saw the two of them and took some evidence, then gave me this after passing by my place. So I assumed that you might be interested to read this, aren't I a good man to be concerned about you? You should be thankful for that," he explained but I'm still not convinced, I don't trust his smiles neither his eyes.I can't read his mind, it is well blocked, it seems trained not to be read by creatures that are more powerful than him like me. I usually read other people's minds when I want to even though it's only for mates, that's one of the abilities that I know I possess because some are still not coming out- I just wish that they won't come out now or else he's the first one that I'll kill using my abilities."A friend of you huh? Then why would I trust that? This can be photoshopped or something, and besides, I don't even know whom you're talking about. Can you show
"I trust you Blade" I answered him, those four powerful words are enough for him, I know that. I was so mad a while ago but his voice calmed me down just like how I'm assuring him now. He always lightens up my mood, he always eases every burden in me, and he's the one who always wipes away my sorrows, that's why the both of us attracts although we're completely opposite and I'm so proud of how we both grow in each other's arms and on how our rhythm of love changed into a rhythm where both trust and love are included.Beyond our differences and misunderstandings, we'll still strive to end up in each other's arms, comforting each other with the warmth of our bodies and the depth of our hearts. We will always end up being each other's strengths and weaknesses at the same time. It's hard, having a complicated relationship is hard, for I am cursed and he's not but I know that we'll both get through this, we'll be each other's strength to fight everything that'l
"Woah! See you look gorgeous! No need to be shy around those fucktards who made you suffer! Just flip your hair at them and let them be punished by your beauty! Now let's go! I'll just tell blade to hire you as my personal maid though you won't really don't anything but have fun and live the life that everyone forbid you to. Let them see how the damsel in distress woman, became the lady that they never expected you to be," I told her in glee but she didn't listen to me, rather, she stared at her reflection, stunned at what she's seeing like she never imagined herself in this situation although I didn't do anything in her face, it was so natural and I don't know why she doesn't know it.People can really be blinded by judgment. Look at her- look at the both of us. She can't appreciate herself for everyone told her how worthless she is. I can smell how insecure they are from here. Funny that they kept on forbidding an innocent one to be happy just because of their insecurities-