Se connecter~Gemma~
Tyson patiently waited for my rant to conclude.
“He is so arrogant. I mean, sure, he works under immense pressure every day. Stress doesn’t give anybody permission to be a dick. Am I right?” I hoped Tyson felt the weight of my displeasure. I deemed him guilty by association and let my wrath fall freely upon him.
“I assume we are eventually going to address my issues.” He glanced at his watch with a serene expression. “You have blown twenty minutes talking about your problems.”
“Somebody should to listen to my complaints and he is your brother!”
“Turn the drama down a notch, love. Put away the claws.” He ran a hand through his hair. “Please accept the fact he will never allow you to escape his control.”
“Claws out. Balls out.” My favorite expression lacked any conviction as I blinked away tears. “Why can’t he take a second to consider my wishes for once? The office is perfect, in the heart of downtown next to my favorite coffee shop.”
“Shit! Is that all? You want coffee? I’ll fetch you a cup from the kitchen.”
I wasted the perfect opportunity to slip in a dog joke. “It is not the same. We don’t have an espresso machine or sugar free vanilla creamer. Come to think of it, we never have anything I prefer.”
“Gems, you are exaggerating.”
“I so am not exaggerating! We never have stock of sugar alternatives. And what about almond or cashew milk? Recurring news flash! Some of us cannot deal with cow milk. Okay?”
“Okay, princess. Point well made. I will talk to Heather.”
“Save your breath. I already attempted that conversation.” I tucked a wayward strand of hair away from my face. “Nothing will pierce the bubble she calls brain.” I knew it was a rude comment. Sorry not sorry. My demons needed exorcising. It was time to gather my chick squad for a night of binge drinking and debauchery.
“Heather will hear me and listen. Calm your pretty but a tad psycho head.”
I crossed my arms. “Wow. Since when did the duties of beta stretch to babysitting the office girls?” Again, I blamed my demons.
“As our alpha’s right-hand man and his trusted younger brother, keeping his wayward human happy is at the top of my priorities.”
“Yeah? Then how can I convey the level of happiness I will experience having a downtown location away from the compound?”
He rubbed his chin. “Love, listen and focus on what I am saying with purpose and clarity. This dream of yours is never going to happen. Devlin will always want to keep you close to him.”
“Will you at least discuss it with him?”
Tyson’s gaze narrowed on me. “Kiss the downtown office goodbye.”
“Coward.” With no options left, I threw a pillow at him. Of course he blocked it. No strain involved.
“Your magnetism is irresistible. No wonder our alpha is still head over heels after all this time.”
“Liar! Take that back!”
“I will not because I speak the truth.”
“Tyson Chase! You are so mean!”
He cracked a smile, showing off his boyish charm. “Gemma and Devlin sitting in a tree. K-I-S-S-I-N-G.”
I launched myself at him. He sat on the couch across from me. I didn’t have far to fly. He had two choices, hurt the human or accept a thrashing.
“Ow! You are very abusive today.”
“I will gladly show you the meaning of ow!” Hands grabbed me from behind, lifting me off Tyson. F-U-C-K.
“Is this your idea of therapy?” Alpha Devlin set me on my feet.
“First of all, stop casting judgment on my methods of emotional expression. Second, I do not offer therapy. My only degree is from the school of hard knocks. I am a Relationship Mentor. Big difference.” Alpha Devlin scowled at me and then at his brother. One scowl down, numerous more to go.
“Did you bite me?” Tyson rubbed his shoulder. “She did! The little witch bit me!”
Alpha Devlin rushed to examine the ‘wound’. “Did she break skin?”
I snickered at Alpha Devlin’s absurd fit. “Oh, no! This makes twice now! Once more and Tyson is bound to me for life!”
“This shit is not funny, Gemma! You have to be careful.”
“I apologize, Alpha Devlin. I did not break skin nor did I accidentally give him the mating mark.” I looked at Tyson and shrugged. Humans weren’t susceptible to werewolf mating rituals. They both knew that. Oh, werewolves often took human mates, it just wasn’t a binding connection or mystical bullshit for the human.
“It is still mystical bullshit for the werewolf.” Alpha Devlin said in his pissed off tone.
“Rude, sir. Stop invading my internal struggles.” I smoothed my hair back into place. “I am in the middle of Tyson’s session. He has thirty minutes left.”
The corner of his mouth twitched in not quite a frown or smile. “Please continue. I will sit at your desk and play referee.”
“I’m afraid that is impossible. These sessions are private.”
“Tyson and I have no secrets.” Alpha Devlin’s smug tone grated.
“Really? So you are aware of our movie date the other day? It was an all nighter.” I winked. Though totally innocent, it was fun to let him believe otherwise.
“Tyson? The fuck?”Alpha Devlin hit his brother with a pillow.
“Hey! Only I can use the props on my clients.” I wagged my finger in a ‘oh no you didn’t’ gesture.
Tyson shrugged, “Devlin can stay.”
“Whatever.” There were days I hated werewolves. I grabbed my notepad and reclaimed my seat. “Has Taylor returned home?”
“She remains at her mother’s house.”
“And how does that make you feel?” I chewed on the cap of my pen and felt very smart.
He sighed. “I want her to come home.”
“Have you told her so?”
“Why? She knows I want her home.”
I rolled my eyes. “If you do not tell her, how does she know? Women are not mind readers.”
Tyson lifted an eyebrow.
“Okay! Most women are not mind readers. They like to express their thoughts and feelings vocally. So pick up the phone. Call her. Tell her you want her to come home.” At his blank stare, I pressed onward. “At least do the man-thing and text it all to her. Use emojis if you must. We love that shit.”
He shifted his weight, showing a tiny indication of unease.
“Wait. Where were you last night?” I asked.
Tyson shrugged. “I went with some friends to a nightclub.”
“Mmm. More precisely, you went to a vampire strip club in the Red District. Classy.”
“I was bored and you were busy.”
“I had a real date.” I peeked at the grumpy alpha. “Contrary to the vicious rumors, I am allowed to have a life outside of the pack.”
“I needed you.”
Be warned. Werewolves were a clingy bunch. “Let us focus on the issue at hand. Instead of nutting up and calling Taylor, you let a vampire bimbo feed from you.”
“I did nothing wrong. Taylor is keeping her distance. I do not know what she is doing or who she is doing it with.”
“So you would be jiggy with Taylor going to a strip club? Ooh! I bet at the sight of all those sexy male vampires, her eyes would turn wolfie too.” I tried to picture sweet Taylor in such a predicament. I laughed.
“What is it? Did you have a vision?” Tyson demanded.
I blinked and he was on me, shaking me by the shoulders.
“Tell me! Is Taylor seeing someone else?”
“No! Jeez. Let me go and mind your damn claws.” Razor sharp points poked me through the fabric of my blazer. Fan-flipping-tastic. Another collateral clothing item to add to my pile.
“Tyson.” A single warning spoken in a rumbling timbre came from Alpha Devlin.
He released me. “Please, tell me she is not cheating on me.”
“No! You big dummy. I’m making a point. If Taylor spent her nights stuffing bills down the thongs of male eye-candy, you would paint the town red.”
“I would kill each and every one of them.”
“And when you inform Taylor of your new hobby, how will she react?”
He wiped a hand down his face. “You are sworn to secrecy! You will keep your big mouth shut!”
“Of course my mouth will remain shut, drama llama. Take this experience and learn from it. Dude, the math is simple. Swallow your stupid pride and call her. I can’t have you crashing on my couch every night. My poor kitty is terrified you are going to eat him. And let’s face it. At some point your brother will act pissy about the sleepovers.”
“Will she come home?” He stared down at me as if my answer alone would solve his wrecked love life.
I crossed my arms. How did my traitorous heart melt under their puppy-dog eyes every stinking time? So not fair!
~Gemma~I cuddled the crap out of a wiggly Little Zander.“Nobody understands me like you do, little dude.” I squeezed him again for the hundredth time.He stared at me with those dark, sage eyes of his. “Are you hiding out in the nursery?”I bristled at the sound of the alpha’s mocking tone. Where the hell had he come from? His hulking frame looked ominous in the cheery and bright room.It has been three days of trying to console a mushy Rina. I couldn’t take it. Not one more day. I’d lose my damn sanity.“What of it? Mind your business.”He crossed those powerful arms of his across his expansive chest. “You are clinging to my son like your life depends on it. Hence, it is my business.”My shoulders hunched a little as I sat Little Zander down. When his hands immediately grabbed for me, I scooped him up again.“It’s no hope for it now, Alpha Zander. Little Z is my new bestie.” I winked at him. His sweet, cherub face smiled back at me. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Beta Solar pa
~Alpha Zander~James crossed his arms. “The witch has a name. It is Gemma. She prefers to be addressed as such.” James walked deeper into the kitchen. His gaze taking in the gamma’s body on the floor. “She attacked Marcus.” I pointed out the obvious.James rolled his eyes. “Marcus is the biggest douchebag around. I could feel her hunger from out there. How could it not be choking everyone from here? We tried to find her some food super early this morning and there was nothing. She was acting weird. Weird for her.”Irina remained quiet, listening to what James said. She studied her mate and then turned to Marcus’ body.“How long until he wakes up?” I wondered. “It was only an apple.”Irina frowned at that. “He will rise when I wish him to. Is anyone offering to go retrieve her? Because I am more than capable.”I nodded my head at James. “The witch,” I began. The look on James’ face irritated me. Given the circumstances, I let it ride."Gemma,” I corrected. “Go get her and bring her bac
~Gemma~Fuck my life.I rolled over, spitting out hair stuck to my mouth. My whole body hurt, like I’d been beaten with a baseball bat. I untangled from the bedding. Yeah. Still clothed. Thank goddess. It was ten in the morning. My food hunger still raged. At least the other hunger was nowhere to be found.Before knocking on Rina’s door, I heard feminine moans followed by a giggle. Jeez!I called out. “Um. I hope you guys realize this room is so not sound proof. My imagination is wildly out-of-control now. Thanks for that.”Driven by desperation, I made my way back to the kitchen. Surprise, surprise. Today’s search came back fruitless. Almost. I played with the apple in my hand, debating on eating it.Which was stupid. People were starving around the world while I agonized over my lack of options. I sat in the same chair I had occupied only hours earlier.I pinpointed the exact moment when my solitude had been breached.“What do we have here? It must be my fucking lucky day.” The wolf
~Gemma~The next night, I received a phone call from an unknown number. “Hello?” “Gems.”“Dev,” I hissed at him. “I can’t do this. I need space to breathe.”“The thing you saw with that she-wolf, it was a mistake I immediately regretted it and it didn't get very far.” He went silent for a few moments. I could still hear his breathing over the line. I kept my mouth shut. Otherwise I might cause more harm than good with the words that wanted to tumble out of my mouth.“I’m so damn sorry for everything. The last thing I ever wanted to do was hurt you.” He groaned.I closed my eyes. I should have screamed at him. Or insisted all he ever did was hurt me. Sure, there were good moments sprinkled in. It was never enough to wash away the devastation and ugly feelings boiling in me now.He deserved to experience all the moments I fucking desperately needed his strength and he let me down. But, nope. I bitched out.“Bye.” I hung up.I sat on the floor of my room, feeling lost and empty. I wand
~Gemma~“Hello, witches.” Alpha Devlin greeted, disapproval heavy on his face.I rolled my eyes. Here we go.Irina nudged my leg with hers. “Hello, Alpha Devlin. We hope you are faring well.” I sat in silence while my gaze assessed his face. Dev wore stress like a second skin. “Gemma. So good to see you are doing fantastic.” His agitation ripped into me.The fucker always judged me unfairly.I swallowed the lump in my throat. “I have good moments where clarity and sanity make their appearance. It is not without effort.”“Kids, we are here to discuss an important matter.” Rina wrangled the conversation. "As you are aware from our earlier conversation, Gemma wishes to stay here in Florida. For an undisclosed timeframe."A growl ripped from Devlin’s chest.I shrank back in my chair."Perhaps when you conclude the Luna Trials..." Rina’s voiced hinted a warning.“You cannot stay, Gems. It’s a fucking stupid time for a vacation.” He frowned at us.Anger washed over me, sharp and stinging.
~Gemma~I stared at my phone in horror. Of course, I did what I do best. I ignored him.The day was a win so far, which usually meant shit was going to take a nosedive.We were sharing lunch, Rina made a face at my cashew mild protein shake. I rolled me eyes. “Hey, I didn’t choose the dairy-free life. The dairy-free life chose me.”Rina giggled. “Will you help me unpack later?”I glared at her. “We packed most of that crap! I am aware how much is stuffed in those bags and suitcases.”“I know.” She whined. “Because of the baby, I get tired out easily. We could watch Pitch Perfect and have girl time.”I snorted. “You see, Beta Solar? Witches are totally manipulative. We will say whatever we must in order to get our way.”“That warning is a little late in coming my way.” His head snapped to hers, adoration in his eyes.“Gemma,” Rina began.“Yes?” I sipped my shake, pretending it was a mimosa.“Did Beta Solar flirt with you at all before I arrived?”I choked. “What? Don't be gross! I would
~Gemma~ I froze. Shit just got complicated. What did I expect? I deserved no less. Sensing my reluctance, he pulled back. I felt the stirrings of his anger. I held up a finger. “Wait, Alpha Devlin. Allow me to explain.” “What is there to say? I am pretty sure whatever you have to save will be bu
~Gemma~ I did what I always did when reality was better off avoided. I soaked in a bubble bath while contemplating my clusterfuck of a life. I completely mishandled the situation with Alpha Devlin. Worse, I had no idea how to fix it. We weren’t kids fumbling around in the dark, unsure of our bodi
~Gemma~ I pushed forward, urging his dick inside me. “I am so fucking sure.” I gasped as he sank further inside. “Oh, wow!” I adjusted to his immense girth. Somehow, he had grown in that department. He grimaced. “You are so fucking tight. Feels so goddamn good.” He lifted me from the dresser, s
~Alpha Devlin~ Fuck me! Gemma stood there in her heels, bra and thong. The dress puddled on the floor at her feet. She giggled. “The look on your face says it all!” She kicked the dress away. I continued to stand there, dumbstruck. My cock twitched against the constrictive fabric of my jeans. Wa







