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Astrid’s pov
"Finally, all set..." I said to myself with a pleased smile after lighting the last lavender scented candle on the dinning table, backing away to sweep my eyes, proudly admiring five hours of work. Today marks my seventh year mate union anniversary with Damien Greyson, Alpha of Greymoon pack. My engagement to him was a last ditch effort by my father Beta Graham to maintain his profitable relationship with the Alpha family. My sickly step sister, Taylor, was his fated mate and first love but on the day of their union she collapsed in the drop of a hat she was hastingly rushed over to the pack hospital. This was not a lone occurrence, Taylor had always been as fragile as a snowflake despite being older than me. "Astrid, there's no other choice... in order to protect our families honor you have to replace your sister," My heart had sunk to the floor, hesitation crippling my legs. Surely, what I was about to do will save the honor of my family while mine was thrown out the window. I wore a veil for the entire ceremony, sprayed with a scent that resembled Taylor's and then that night Damian took my first, marking me as his own. The blanket of the moonless night was stripped away as the morning rays poured into his bedroom. He went for my neck, his hand moving in a flash from his side. "Astrid? What the hell?Where is Taylor?!" With each questions his fingers sunk deeper, ironically blocking my voice and therefore his answers. I brushed my neck, returning to the present with a sigh. Damien had really done everything he could to get rid of me, but eventually gave in when his father said I had to be his chosen mate because I was stronger than my step-sister and would bear healthier pups. If only he knew that his son was feeding me contraceptives, shoving them down my throat after every intimate night. With a swipe, I grabbed my phone from the table the brightness spilling over my face as I checked the time time–7:14 pm... Damian should have arrived 14 minutes ago, he promised me he'd clear everything up for our anniversary dinner. My finger hovered over the call icon. He'd probably yell at me for being a nag if I called him now. But the food was getting cold, and he did promise he would be on time. Just as I was about to call him, a ding came from my phone and his name popped up followed with a text. I quickly tapped on it to read it, what I saw forced me to reach for the nearest chair and slump on it with a defeated sigh. It read; I'm sorry I can't make it tonight, I'm having an imprompt meeting with the Elder council. I raised the phone above my head, staring at the text... rereading its message over and over again until the phone felt as heavy as lead table, my attention drifted to the healing cuts and bruises on my fingers. I had endured them all with a smile, thinking we'd be seated across from each other, smiling as we ate. Maybe he would have gotten a little generous and given me a compliment. Did he even remember that today was our mate union anniversary? I covered my face with my palms, burying yet another sigh between them. It wasn't like I asked for this mate union, I was a merely a pawn in my father's game of pack politics. Over the years I had to try to tell Damian my side of the story, but he wouldn't care to listen to it in his eyes I was nothing more than a conniving seductress who jumped at the first chance to steal her step sister's mate. It was still a piece of juicy gossip that pack members always returned to no matter how much I wished it would go stale. Suddenly I heard another thing from my phone, my foolish hope had me waiting for it thinking that maybe Damian had canceled the meeting last minute and was rushing down to join me for dinner. Once again I was hit with a wave of disappointment, the notification was from the pack platform. I tapped on it without thinking and my screen was plastered with the smile of my step sister, but she wasn't the one I was focused on in the picture beside her was my mate wearing the biggest smile and behind them was an exclusive pack restaurant, even high ranking wolves had trouble reserving a table. There was no surprise he'd lied about the meeting, what hurt more was that I had been subtly hinting at this restaurant months ago, to think he'd bring Taylor to the very same place! I nearly crushed the device in my hand, but instead I took a generous gulp of air calming myself. Nothing good ever came from me getting worked up, Damien would spin it all around on me. But today was a harder battle than others. I thought he had stopped at just reserving a table but turns out he reserved the entirety of the Bluemoon just for her sake. As the food I spent hours preparing went cold more pictures of delicacies came at my screen. The captions was the most infuriating part. Taylor wrote; Every meal is precious when shared with that special someone #Bluemoon The comments came pouring in, supportive and gushy as always. [[They both look so good together, literally couple goals!]] [[I've been dying to come to Bluemoon but honestly seeing the two of you there I don't mind losing my table anymore]] [[Girl, I just realized my standards are on the floor, what can I do to have a man like yours?]] She replied coyly to that comment. [[Oh, no you have it all wrong. He's my brother in law and my best friend. Nothing more]] The tune of the comments split, with half of them charging at me, one made me shift on my chair. [[Oh yeah, isn't today the Alpha's mate union anniversary?]]The servant’s voice still echoed in the room, polite, rehearsed, unaware that she had just announced the name of the man who once broke me quietly, day by day.“Alpha Damien is waiting.”I nodded once, because that was what Luna Astrid used to do—agree, obey, smile softly even when her chest felt hollow.But inside, something else stirred.I stood, my bare feet touching the cold floor. The silk dress clung to my body, white and heavy with expectation. I walked toward the mirror again, slower this time, studying the girl staring back at me.She looked untouched.Hopeful.Ignorant.I reached up and pressed my fingers to the glass, half-expecting it to ripple, to crack, to reject me.It didn’t.I was really here.Seven years earlier.I exhaled shakily and whispered, “You don’t know what’s coming… but I do.”The memories came uninvited.Damien is turning his back on public life.The long nights alone while he laughed with my stepsister.The way he never once called me mate—only Luna, lik
Astrid’s POVAlpha Lucian shouted something, but it sounded far away. None of those mattered right now. The only person that mattered to me now was the man holding me. I felt my legs go cold, and my feet were becoming numb. My heart was stuttering.“Sebastian,” I whispered “Yes.” He gasped. “I’m right here, I’m here with you.” He said. I lifted my hand with so much effort and cupped his cheek. He leaned into it desperately.“Don’t let this make you be like him,” I said softly, and he shook his head violently. “Astrid, please—stop—don’t—don’t talk like this.” He said, sounding desperate.“I am scared,” I admitted, tears rolling down my cheeks freely. “I don’t want to—leave— you, Sebastian. I just—met you.” My words destroyed him as a broken sound came from him as he came very much closer, as if he wanted to merge physically with me.“I love you.” He sobbed like a little child. “I love you so much—Astrid and—it hurts so much, please—please, Astrid—stay with me.” He said, and my hear
Astrid’s POVAlpha Lucian shouted something, but it sounded far away. None of those mattered right now. The only person that mattered to me now was the man holding me. I felt my legs go cold, and my feet were becoming numb. My heart was stuttering.“Sebastian,” I whispered “Yes.” He gasped. “I’m right here, I’m here with you.” He said. I lifted my hand with so much effort and cupped his cheek. He leaned into it desperately.“Don’t let this make you be like him,” I said softly, and he shook his head violently. “Astrid, please—stop—don’t—don’t talk like this.” He said, sounding desperate.“I am scared,” I admitted, tears rolling down my cheeks freely. “I don’t want to—leave— you, Sebastian. I just—met you.” My words destroyed him as a broken sound came from him as he came very much closer, as if he wanted to merge physically with me.“I love you.” He sobbed like a little child. “I love you so much—Astrid and—it hurts so much, please—please, Astrid—stay with me.” He said, and my heart
Astrid’s POVThe pack continued to burn, but not in fire. The packs burned in the lingering shadows, the packs burned in the hunger of ancient entities that stayed beneath the foundations of the Council. The rift that Selene tried so hard to exploit, the rift that Alpha Lucian had manipulated into motion, and the hunger of older forces, each merging into a single living entity. I didn’t have any choice left, that what was already in my mind. I stepped forward, and Sebastian held me like he could read my mind, as if he already knew what was going on in my head.I freed myself from his grip, and I stood at the center where the pack's lines intersect. The line where the souls of Powerful Alphas bleed. The spot where the blood and its compact are merged into one. The trees in the pack hummed like a drumbeat, and that was when it got to me that if I do not do something now, the storm that would come thereafter would consume every living thing under the moon, and not any soul would be sav
Astrid's POVAlpha king Lucian didn’t even look at him. His gaze was locked only on Lady Selene, fury and something like betrayal twisting his features.“You,” Alpha Lucian snarled. “You were supposed to advise, you were not supposed to interfere.”Selene inclined her head. “I advised you exactly as promised. I didn’t tell you who the advice was meant to serve.”The disruption moved in response to Lucian’s rage, as if it were delighted by it.“How dare you think you can tell me?” Alpha Lucian growled.“I did not use you, I guided you,” Selene corrected. “It was your hunger for power and control that did the rest.”Lucian stepped closer, power rolling off him in suffocating waves. “I will tear you apart.” He roared with anger.“The devilish smile on Selene’s face faded—not into fear, but sadness.“You can't do that, not anymore,” Selene said, and the blood compact burned lightly, and Alpha king Lucian staggered.Sebastian’s eyes widened. “What’s happening to him?” he asked no one in pa
Astrid’s POVThe first thing that broke was not the floor.It was the council members' trust that broke instantly. No one knew who or what to trust anymore.A wave of cold air rushed upward from beneath; it was sharp and ancient, carrying a smell of wet stone and old bones. Not decay. Memory. Panic erupted in the chamber.All the Alphas present tried to give orders, but none of the guards followed. Councilors present stumbled backward, their dignity disposed in the face of shadows that did not care for titles or positions. The Guards tried to move again, their muscles trembling as Selene’s hold on them faltered—not because she released them, but because something deeper was trying to interrupt her control over them.Sebastian tightened his hands around mine, not wanting to let go.“Astrid,” he said, breath uneven. “That thing that we feared is under the park; it’s not a god.”“No,” I replied hoarsely. “It’s way older.”The wound pulsed not with violence.It pulsed Hungrily.Alpha Sele







