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Loosing Myself Again

Auteur: Ogala Miriam
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ELIANA

The shock and disappointment were palpable. Being taken back as a maid was far from the reunion I had envisioned. The pain of his words cut deep, and I couldn't help but wonder what had changed. Was I no longer worthy of the little care he had shown? The weight of his decision settled heavy on my heart, and I felt like I was losing myself all over again.

The silence between us was oppressive, a heavy blanket that suffocated me. His indifference stung, making me feel invisible. As we arrived at his mansion, I felt a mix of emotions: relief at escaping the tense atmosphere in the car, but also apprehension about what lay ahead. The grandeur of his mansion loomed before me, a stark contrast to the chill that had settled in my heart.

“Follow me,” he had instructed as soon as Tom had opened his door.

I followed him, curiosity getting the better of me, as he led me through the doorway. Tom's eyes met mine, but he didn't say a word, his expression unreadable. I trailed behind him, my
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