I want to be something MORE! 

(Lydia Richmond's POV)

It all began to get more interesting when Beatrice Baker, Alpha Quinn's lover, got back from the neighboring pack where she went for sightseeing.

The moment she learnt my mission in the pack, she almost vomited fire. This time, I was more calm and composed as I had learnt my lesson not to be rude and carefree to any superior person. Alpha Quinn had taught me that lesson.

"What! A breeder is in the mansion!" Beatrice shouted from the living hall. I could hear her voice from my room. I shook in fear and anticipation of the worst. I had learnt that Beatrice was not the typical peacemaker. 

One of the maids had told Beatrice that a breeder was in the mansion. This was against Quinn's plan to disclose the news to Beatrice by himself.

"Where is the bitch? Tell me now or else I will break your head with the vase!" I could hear Beatrice continue to rant.

I didn't hear the maid's reply but I could tell that their next line of action would be to come looking for me. I needed no one to tell me what to do. Quickly, I closed the door to my room fearfully. I still had no peace and to finalize the security measures, I hid myself under the bed. My heart was beating loudly and I was shaking fearfully despite the intense heat in the room.

Confirming my suspicion, I heard some quick footsteps approaching my room. The footsteps were loud and the sound was overpowering. I thought I would faint at that moment. I was afraid. I could see death or serious injury if Beatrice managed to lay her hands on me.

The door was tried to be opened forcefully but I had already closed it from the inside properly. Coming next, I could hear Beatrice banging the door hard.

"Open this door now, you slutty bitch! If I get inside, I will tear you into shreds and devour you like a wild wolf would do to its prey! You'd better open this door now!" Beatrice shouted.

That statement of hers was funny and also not funny. It was quite funny because she was actually threatening to tear me into shreds once she managed to get inside. How did she expect me to come inside after that threat? I should open the door and allow her devour me? Oh no! That wasn't going to happen.

However, it wasn't funny because the threat sounded serious. If she could really find her way in, it would be disastrous for me. I began to pray to save my life. I didn't want to end up dying or as a disabled fellow.

My prayers were answered because the guards interrupted. Alpha Quinn was back at the mansion at things could be resolved.

I could still recollect that mean look which Beatrice gave me on first sight. She looked like someone really ready to devour me.

Beatrice Baker wasn't someone to be forgotten easily. Her features were quite similar to mine. She was twenty six years old and that meant she was only a year older than me. We were quite similar when talking about body features. However, there were so many differences as well.

She was average in height while I was tall in height. Both of us were slim and curvy and this could be the highest form of similarity between us. We were so similar in that aspect.

Both of us were very beautiful as well. She had this babyish look to her beauty but my face was more mature. Because of her babyish looks, people usually thought I was older than her. Unknown to them, reverse was the case.

Speaking about personality, Beatrice Baker was very prideful. I wouldn't deny the fact that she was also very intelligent. Her intelligence could be part of the reasons she was so proud. It was actually complementary.

Beatrice also had numerous mood swings. She also portrayed this double-sided personality. She acted nicely when Alpha Quinn was there but she was a devil in his absence. She was also very clingy and wild and she acted dependent towards Alpha Quinn but in his absence, she was matured in the acts of cruelty. She took solace in punishing maids cruelly for little or no reason.

Anyway, Alpha Quinn talked to Beatrice softly and gently. 

"Lydia isn't here to replace you darling. No one in the world can take your place in my heart…" Alpha Quinn began to tell Beatrice. 

"Are you sure about that?" Beatrice asked slowly. She was acting like a baby. She was resting on his Quinn's chest while saying this. All these acts irritated me but what could I do? Nothing!

"I am deeply sure, my love…" Alpha Quinn continued to sweet-talk her. "You see, Lydia is only supposed to be a breeder. All I want from her is children. After she has rendered this obligation, I will be done with her. I will let you do to her as you please."

"Really?" Beatrice asked with a smile on her face.

"Yes, darling. Her fate would be yours to decide once her assignment is carried out completely!" Alpha Quinn confirmed.

Beatrice was glad. She kissed Alpha Quinn almost immediately. Their kiss got more passionate and the more passionate it got, the more it irritated me. I didn't know why but I began to get jealous of them. I supposedly had no soft spot for Quinn. Going by that, I should have no feeling of jealousy seeing him kiss another lady passionately.

As if the whole kissing saga wasn't enough, Beatrice asked for more. She disengaged and glared deeply into Alpha Quinn's eyes.

"I am horny, darling…" Beatrice said softly. "I think I want some of your long dick in my pussy. I have missed it."

Alpha Quinn blushed. He was enjoying himself. He didn't reply her and instead, he stood up and carried her in his arms. Slowly, he carried her into his bedroom.

As they moved on, Beatrice jeered at me. She didn't let Alpha Quinn know, of course. That could be a turnoff for him. 

I watched them leave. I was jealous and I knew it. This brought me back to last night when I found out that Alpha Quinn was my real mate. I didn't let him know, of course. I kept it to myself. 

I was stuck in a situation where my real mate had me as a breeder and chose to have another lady as his lover. It was an absurd situation which I couldn't really comprehend totally.

I was really disturbed. I felt like I had to check what was going on in the bedroom with Beatrice and Alpha Quinn. I knew it would cause me nothing else but heartbreak but even at that, I chose to go and check it out. 

As I tiptoed down to the bedroom's door, I could hear soft and pleasurable moans coming out from the bedroom.

I could hear Beatrice screaming, "harder, deeper,". This was heartbreaking for me.

My own mate makes love to a different lady passionately but makes love to me wildly with the intent to inflict only pain to me. 

Alpha Quinn wants only kids from me but he wants something more from Beatrice.

I couldn't find myself accepting that situation. I wanted something more. I didn't want to live just as a breeder but as something more.

Something more…