50: Elaine

“Do you think I was too hard on him? I admit I may have gone overboard but I couldn’t control myself. We had a fight earlier and then the incident happened. Everything was so overwhelming and I took it out on him when he was just trying to help. But it was also his fault, he is keeping secrets from me, what did he expect? Am I wrong?”

Emily sat on the chair with a wide smile on her face as she listened to me rant on and on about my feelings without interrupting which I was more than grateful for.

“I don’t even know what I feel. If it’s guilt or anger but anger towards who? Me? Zion? The girl who tried to poison me?”

I paused pacing and took a seat beside Emily. I was so frustrated and didn’t know what to do. Zion was hurting wherever he was and it was ripping me into two. I didn’t mean to but I didn’t want to apologize too.

“You need to take a walk. Walk with me, come” Emily stood up from the bed and took my hand in hers.

“Emily, this is not the time for a walk. I don’t feel like