Meredith
The moment class ended, I bolted out the door. I didn’t care where I was going, I just needed to breathe. Because what the hell was that? One night ago, I was sitting next to that man in a bar, talking about hacking and security systems, feeling things I had never felt before. And now? Now he was my professor. And acting like he’d never seen me in his life. I didn’t know whether to be relieved or offended. I exhaled sharply, pushing through the crowded hallway. Then I heard two girls talking about him as they walked before me. I slowed my walk. "I heard he used to be some teenage billionaire genius," a voice said. I paused. "No way. Professor Sherwood?" another girl asked. "Yeah. He was some kind of prodigy. His family owned a cybersecurity company or something, and he took over when he was, like, thirteen." My stomach tightened. They were talking about him. "God, no wonder he’s such a robot," the first girl scoffed. "Probably spent his entire life behind a screen. Makes sense why he never talks to anyone." "And never dates," someone else chimed in. "Have you noticed that? He’s, like, allergic to human interaction." "He’s not allergic to it," a new voice said. "He just doesn’t care about people. At all." I didn’t mean to listen. I should have walked away. But instead, I stood there, gripping my bag as their voices swirled around me. "They say he had a fiancée once." "What? No way." "Swear to God. But she disappeared. Like, completely off the grid." "Okay, now you’re just making stuff up." "I’m serious! Some guy last year swore he overheard another professor say that she was taken or something. I don’t know. Point is, whatever happened? It messed him up. That’s why he’s like this now. Cold. Unreachable." My stomach flipped. "Honestly, I don’t care if he’s emotionally dead. He’s still hot as hell." "Right? If he ever looked at me the way I wish he would—" I walked away before I could hear the rest. My head was spinning. A teenage billionaire? A fiancée who disappeared? A cold, unreachable man with no interest in romance? Why did I feel so... disappointed? Maybe because, for a second, I had let myself imagine something else. Something stupid. Like the idea that last night had meant something. That the way he listened to me, the way his gaze had lingered, the way I had felt something undeniable—maybe it hadn’t just been in my head. But of course, it had. Because he wasn’t that kind of man. He was a genius with no interest in people. A man stuck in his own world. And I was just another student. Nothing more. I exhaled sharply, shaking off the ridiculous feeling curling in my chest. It’s fine. It’s better this way. Because the alternative would be even worse. ***************************** I was supposed to be paying attention. I really was. But that was hard to do when he was standing there, sleeves rolled up, talking in that low, steady voice that made my stomach feel weirdly tight. Professor Sherwood paced in front of the class, explaining encryption methods with effortless confidence. His broad shoulders, the way his shirt stretched over his frame, the slow, precise way his fingers turned the pages of his notes, everything about him demanded attention. And unfortunately, he had mine. I swallowed, shifting in my seat. What the hell is wrong with me? It had been days since that night at the club, and yet, I couldn’t stop thinking about it. About him. About the way he had listened, the way he had watched me, the way his fingers had tapped lazily against his glass as he spoke. And now, sitting here, watching him talk about encryption like it was the most important thing in the world, my brain did something stupid. I imagined him shirtless. It just… happened. One second, I was staring at his arms, his forearms, his strong hands, and the next, I was picturing them wrapped around my neck and what he looked like without the button-down. Would his abs be as defined as his arms? Would his skin be warm under my fingertips if I ran my hands over him? Would his breathing change if I— Oh my God. Stop. My face burned. I snapped my gaze to my laptop, fingers tightening around my pen, furious with myself. Why was I thinking like this? Why couldn’t I just be normal for five minutes? I forced myself to focus on the lecture, blinking rapidly as if that would reset my brain. Symmetric encryption, asymmetric encryption, data security. Right. Focus. "Miss Keeler." My stomach dropped. Slowly, I lifted my gaze. Professor Sherwood was staring directly at me, one eyebrow slightly raised, his expression unreadable. Had he noticed? Had I been too obvious? "Can you explain the main difference between symmetric and asymmetric encryption?" My mind went completely blank. Oh. Oh, shit. I opened my mouth, but the words wouldn’t come. My thoughts were still somewhere else, tangled in things that had absolutely nothing to do with encryption keys and security algorithms. I could feel every single set of eyes in the room turn toward me. My chest tightened. I swallowed. "Uh… symmetric encryption is… it’s…" Nothing. I had nothing. The silence stretched, thick and suffocating. And then— "Symmetric encryption uses the same key for both encryption and decryption," a smooth voice cut in from the side. "Asymmetric encryption uses a public key for encryption and a private key for decryption." I turned my head sharply, my stomach twisting. Of course she answered. A blonde girl sat with perfect posture, perfect confidence, her expression neutral but just smug enough to piss me off. She was pretty in an effortless way, her curls falling perfectly over her shoulders, her lips slightly glossy, her entire existence radiating the kind of self-assuredness I would never have. She had a small round face and round blue eyes. And she was smiling. Not at Sherwood. At me. Like she had been waiting for this moment. "That’s correct, Miss Ava Reynolds," Sherwood said with a nod, his tone completely detached. Ava Reynolds—because of course her name was something polished and elegant like that—tilted her head slightly, flashing him a bright, flirty smile as she twirled a strand of hair between her fingers. And him? He didn’t react. Didn’t smirk. Didn’t acknowledge it. Nothing. Like he was completely, utterly unaffected. I should have been relieved. Instead, my blood boiled. Why did she answer for me? Why did she smile like that? Why did it feel like she had just won something? I clenched my jaw, my grip tightening on my pen. "Since we’re covering encryption methods," Sherwood continued, completely unfazed by the moment "you’ll need to study these concepts carefully. There will be a test next week." A ripple of groans spread through the room. I barely heard them. Because I was still staring at Ava. And I already hated her. I barely made it out of class before I heard the voice. "Tough break, huh?" I slowed my steps, fingers tightening around the strap of my bag. I turned my head, and there she was. Ava. Standing just behind me, her blonde curls perfectly arranged over her shoulder, her lips curved in a way that wasn’t exactly a smile. I forced my expression into something neutral. "Excuse me?" She tilted her head slightly, like she was genuinely concerned. Like she wasn’t so obviously enjoying this. "I just mean that must’ve been embarrassing," she said, her voice smooth, almost casual. "You looked like you were about to say something, and then… nothing." My jaw tightened. The way she said it. The way she let the silence stretch, just long enough to make sure I felt it. I knew this game. I had spent years watching people play it, the subtle way they disguised cruelty as politeness. The way they framed their words just right so they could tear you down without ever getting their hands dirty. I inhaled slowly, forcing a shrug. "Yeah. Happens to some people. Just not you, right?" She let out a small laugh, like we were just two friends talking. "Oh, I study really hard," she said. "I guess I just… retain information well." Her voice was so light, so easy, like she wasn’t fully aware of how much she was grating on my nerves. Except she was. She definitely was. I studied her, the way she stood, the way she held herself, the way she looked at me. Girls like her had always been the same. The ones who belonged effortlessly in a way I never did. Who never second-guessed their words, never had to wonder if they were saying too much or too little, never had to analyze every damn thing before opening their mouths. Girls like her always had the upper hand. And they knew it. I let my gaze drift, giving her a slow, deliberate once-over, until I saw it, that tiny flicker of discomfort. Not much. Just a fraction of hesitation. Then I smiled. "Yeah, I can tell you’re used to… being on your knees for knowledge." Her expression froze. Just for a second. Then her lips parted slightly, and her brows lifted, just enough to look offended but still composed. Like she wasn’t sure if I had just insulted her, or if she was imagining it. I didn’t wait for her to figure it out. I turned and walked away, satisfaction curling in my chest. Small victory. But it wasn’t enough.MeredithWhen I stepped into the room, Skye was already standing in the middle of it, arms folded, brows creased, like she’d been waiting the whole time.I didn’t even get the chance to hang my bag before she fired.''What the hell is going on with you lately?''I blinked, keeping my voice level. ''Nothing’s going on.''''Meredith,'' she said, and the way she said my name made me wince. Like I was some stranger wearing her roommate’s face. ''You disappear for hours. You come back looking like you've been dragged through heat. You barely talk to me anymore.''I walked to my side of the room and sat on the bed. ''I'm fine, Skye. Really.''She didn’t buy it. Of course she didn’t.''Why won’t you talk to me? Did something happen at school? With Ava? With someone else?''I pressed my lips together. She kept going. Her voice rising just slightly. ''Meredith, I’m your roommate, not your enemy. If something’s wrong, you can—''''Nothing’s wrong!'' I snapped, my voice louder than I meant. ''Ca
EarlI’d been thinking about that night more than I cared to admit. What happened at the library had to be the most exciting thing that's ever happened to me. Not even my ex-fiancé made me feel that way.The way her breath hitched in my ear. The way her nails scraped lightly down my chest. The way her body clung to mine like I was her only safe space. If I was being honest, guilt didn’t live in my heart. Not when it came to her. I didn’t regret it. Not for a second.Hell, I’d do it again if I had the chance. And this time, I wouldn’t stop until I had her completely. But when she walked into class and looked at me like I was something beneath her shoes, my heart fell.Her stare burned through me but it didn't look like confusion or embarrassment. She was angry.And suddenly, guilt clawed its way up my spine. I couldn’t even look at her. I buried myself in the lecture, avoided her eyes, focused on keeping my tone dry and clinical. Like none of it ever happened. Like I hadn’t memorized
MeredithNo matter how many times I flipped the page, the words didn’t stick. They swam, blurred, slid right through me like my brain was rejecting them. Nothing made sense. Not the numbers, terms or formulas. I’d read them all before. I knew this stuff. But I couldn’t focus because every time I turned a page, I remembered his breath against my throat.The press of his mouth and his fingers digging into my hips as he pushed deeper, rougher, until I forgot my own name.I shoved the textbook away and pressed the heels of my palms against my eyes. What the hell was wrong with me?I tried again and reached for my highlighter, dragged it across a sentence, but even that movement triggered something else. My fingers had held him like this. Wrapped around his member in slow strokes, up and down, while he hissed my name into the dark.I dropped the pen.Even licking a stupid lollipop earlier had been a mistake. The second my tongue wrapped around it, my thighs had squeezed together like they
General POVThe sunlight filtered gently through the window blinds, casting golden stripes across the floor of the dorm room. The alarm on Skye’s phone buzzed twice and then fell silent. She stirred beneath the sheets, one leg poking out from the blanket as her arm reached for her phone.It was half past ten. She stretched lazily, yawned, then turned to the other side of the room. It was empty still.The other bed hadn’t been touched. She blinked once, then pushed herself up slowly, rubbing her eyes and glancing again.Meredith still hadn’t returned.''What the hell?''She slid off her bed, pulled on her hoodie and padded across the room barefoot, checking the time again. She was just reaching for her phone to call her when she heard a sound.Bang. Bang. Bang.Three loud, impatient knocks on the door. She frowned. ''Seriously?''She crossed to the door and opened it halfway. And there stood the last person she expected. Ava. The Ava. The same girl Meredith had talked about in vivid de
MeredithThis shouldn't be happening. At least, that's what my brain kept repeating. The school had said they suspected something like this was going on. What if they found out?The chances of them finding out was so high I felt my nipples stand erect and a lovely sensation traveling between my thighs. It would be so sexy to get caught with my professor's head between my thighs. When he rose, I knew what was going to come next. He leaned over me, chest pressed against my boobs as he kissed my lips. I loved the taste of myself on his lips. Our tongues danced around, fighting for dominance. I still couldn't believe this was happening. How did I, a sheltered girl, happen to be in this situation? Maybe it was luck as some would call it."Are you ready?" He asked as soon as he let go of my lips. I swallowed and looked into his eyes. "I'm not sure but I trust you to make it good."He smirked, a small curve at the corner of his lips. He always looked even more handsome when he wasn't in c
EarlThe moment I felt her come on my fingers, I knew it was over. I'd crossed a line I couldn't come back from. I was with a student who could potentially ruin my name by letting this get out.I wanted to stop. A part of my brain—the logical part, urged me to push Meredith off and remind her that we shouldn't be doing this.But when her eyes met mine and she smiled warmly at me, I knew it that this wasn't something I could do without easily. "I want everything," she said. She was playing with fire, but she wouldn't know it. This was a girl I should be weaponizing against her parents, not fucking. Well, maybe not yet. Especially when I found out she hadn't been fingered before. "When you stopped me...that night," I began to say, finger brushing off her soaked hair off her face. "Was it because you've never had sex before? Or did you just panic?"Her face turned tomato red, and I was almost afraid she would get off my thighs and refuse to go along anymore. "I panicked because it wa