11. Dance Of Estacy

SCARLETT COBBS

I could feel the pressure in my mind.

The force was familiar and trust me, I had tried to resist. Right from the moment he pulled me into his arms, hugging me and telling me all would be okay.

But that pressure remained intact.

The weight of my father’s command. The pain of losing the one person I thought would always be there for me. The realization that my life was about to become even worse. Waking up to reality was harsh as fuck.

And I was tense through out the drive to the estate. The only way to get rid of the pressure, heartache, and misery was sex but for once I was logical.

“How could you ask him for sex after you nearly killed him, Scarlett?”

But my logical self disappeared into nothing…. And sexual desperation multiplied by a thousand.

That was my one chance to shove those dark memories of my younger self back to where they belonged– beyond the surface.

“I am asking you to take advantage of me, Finn. use me to help me.”

I wished I could tell him everythi