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20. Not yours, not yet.

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Oliver

“Why did you say that?” I probed Sebastian as we walked down the hall to my mother's room. He shrugged and looked at me, a smug look on his face.

“Because I want you to be my boyfriend,” he said smoothly. I rolled my eyes, Sebastian was too forward. We hadn't even had a proper conversation and he was talking about being boyfriends? It wasn't like I was averse to the thought, if it was Benjamin then…

Stop it, Oliver, Benjamin is an asshole that just keeps hurting you, let him go. I needed to reassure myself that there was no future with Benjamin, Sebastian was here for me, he was here now.

“Can we just see my mother please?” I avoided the topic entirely. I didn't want to give him an affirmative answer till I was sure I was ready, neither did I want to turn him down.

He nodded and smiled, but I caught a glimmer of something in his eyes. It scurried too quickly for me to read the meaning but it looked menacing.

Maybe it was a trick of the light refracting from his eyes.
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  • The Billionaire's dirty secret   35. Collateral damage

    Oliver.“What is this, Mark?” I felt the air seeping from my lungs, escaping every time I tried to inhale.“I'm sorry it has to come to this, Oliver, but you left me with no choice,” the line crackled and went dead. I pressed the phone against my ear, drowning in the recurrent beeps from the dead line.This can't be happening, I felt my nerves fray and subtle feeling crawling up my skin like an itch. My heart pounded in my chest, slamming wildly against my ribs. I couldn't breathe anymore, it felt like my lungs were collapsing.I gripped the edge of the table, forcing my organs to begin their work as before but nothing was working for some time. Why would Mark do this to me? This was a low blow, it was beneath him. We were promised confidentiality during the work, so why?Deep down, I knew I wasn't worried for myself. No one would care about the fact that a random boy was getting fucked by another man, there were millions of hardcore male on male pornographic films surging the net eve

  • The Billionaire's dirty secret   34: Uno reverse threats

    Oliver.I closed the door firmly behind me, blurring out the heat radiating from Benjamin's angry threats. They were meaningless to me, I didn't care about what he would think and what he would do about the words I had said.I didn't even plan on carrying out the threat. I was just upset, seeing him perched on his high horse, being condescending and demeaning to me. My choices? When he did the same thing?But what did I expect from someone so deep into the closet that he could sniff the devil's asshole. He was a hypocrite. I tried to understand the fact that he had this image to protect, a reputation as well, but that didn't give him the right to pretend.I was getting tired of his bullshit, it felt like we were trapped in a perpetual cycle of fucking and after the post nut clarity, we would pretend like we didn't exists or our testosterones didn't burn for eachother.Then Ruby.I sighed as I trod toward my office, she was…different, changing. A few years ago, the sister I knew and lo

  • The Billionaire's dirty secret   Chapter 33: bruised bonds

    Oliver.“You do not want me to walk you inside?” Sebastian struggled having a difficult time letting me out of his car. I had been discharged a few hours ago and he towered over me like a mother hawk over her kids.“I'm fine, Seb, it's just a little bruise on my face,” I tried to assuage the worry that was etched into his conduct.“This is not a little bruise, Oli,” he warned, his voice dropping a decibel. I sighed, I knew it wasn't but I couldn't stay couped up in that hospital staring at the beige walls and marinating with the smell of antiseptic and bleach.“I'm sorry,” I apologised.“Why say sorry?” He scrunched his brows, confusion riddled in his expression.“I shouldn't trivalize it, you've been with me since it happened and I should acknowledge that,” I stared at him, the confusion still swirling in his bulbs.“I do not understand big words, Oli,” Sebastian chuckled and stretched his hand to hold mine firmly in his. I laughed, it was like talking to a child, a beautiful child.

  • The Billionaire's dirty secret   32: A faux trip to Paris

    Benjamin.There was a gentle tap on my office door distorting the concentration I had built for a while staring at the prints. I scowled, assuming it was the manager announcing her presence.“Come in,” I grumbled. The door slid smoothly.“Good morning, sir,” the husky voice of the old man filled the room. I snapped in his direction, surprised that he was back from his break.“Welcome, how is the family?” I asked, he gave a stiff smile and nodded.“Alright, you may leave,” I excused him and he closed the door firmly.Another gentle tap and I sighed, “did you forget something?” I flipped through my documents, unbothered to look up. A soft cough came from the doorway and I looked up.My heart dropped to the pit of my stomach, my breath hitching in my lungs when I saw Oliver by the door. His face was a disgruntled shade of purple and blues.An ugly yellow stained the sides of the bruises circumferencing the deeper shades of purple. His lips was split, bulging out, but reddened with dried

  • The Billionaire's dirty secret   31. Sebastian at the end of tunnel.

    OliverWas this the afterlife? I never pegged the after life to smell like antiseptics with the irritating beeping noise.It was dark, I always imagined it would be bright for some reason, I mean, whiteness meant tranquility right? I had no sense of direction, everywhere looking and feeling the same. “Hello?” I called out to the deep and the vacuum swallowed my voice. The beep spiked, the intensity aggravating.What the hell is that? In the midst dark eerie darkness, I felt this loneliness cradle my chest, engulfing my body wholly. Was this how it was going to be? Was I going to spend the remaining parts of my life here?Was I even still alive? The last thing I remembered was Jamie and his cohorts attacking me before Sebastian swooped in and…Fuck, there was a gunshot somewhere, who had been shot? Was Sebastian okay? I didn't trust Jamie and his airhead friends, and…Ruby. Sadness ravaged my entire frame. She had stood by, watched as everything unfolded.I knew I didn't like Jamie for

  • The Billionaire's dirty secret   30: "Hello mom"

    Benjamin.What would Oliver and Sebastian be doing now? Would they be at the restaurant? Or maybe they must have skipped to his house? Maybe he was a panting, breathless mess, his mouth gasping for breath, his face, flushed with desire.The pages of the point in front of me became blurry, the letters masking into repetitive letters of O’s, L’s and I’s. He had enraptured my mind, sinking his claws into the very essence of my life.I sighed, disappointed at the fact that I hadn't gotten any work done before closing the pages of the document. It was already late, some minutes past eight pm and I needed to get up early for a conference meeting the following day.I flung my suit over my arm, closing the door firmly behind me. In the hallway, the feeling of Oliver's presence lingered, it was almost as if I could touch him in his absence.He had been so happy, a smile stretching across his face: he was cute when he smiled, but I wanted that smile to be from something I did for him or to him.

  • The Billionaire's dirty secret   29: Knight in Shining armor

    Oliver.“How do I look?” I walked out of my room, stretching my hands wide and giving a gentle spin so my mom could keep up.She squealed, clapping her hands furiously, “you look beautiful! Sebastian will fall for you,” she placed her hands over her mouth, her eyes sparkling in awe.“You think?” I fingered the hem of my white shirt, a bit insecure about the entire outfit. It was definitely not what Sebastian would consider as okay, but it was the best that I had. I had been saving it for something special, for that one “thing” that would make me pull it from underneath the drawer where it had been iron-pressed and padded with a clean film.“I know, my baby,” she gasped in delight before gliding toward me and wrapping me in a firm hug. Tilting me from side to side as she squealed like a cheerleader.“Sorry, sorry,” she peeled herself off me, dusting my attire, “I don't want to get this all rumpled or stained before the big night,” she smiled again.I exhaled, “wish me luck,” I stated b

  • The Billionaire's dirty secret   28. Soaked pants

    Oliver.My stomach tightened into knots, a feeling different from when I felt Benjamin deep inside me. My eyes froze, stuck on the figure of Sebastian by the door. His eyes were wide, the shock evidenced by his gaping mouth.Benjamin stilled, his dick slowly growing limp inside me. Sebastian’s eyes frolicked our frames, ensuring he caught everything. I quickly pushed Benjamin off me, my treacherous dick still hard, wagging with each step I threatened to take.I waddled, soft pain shooting up my spine as I moved toward Sebastian. My hands were jutted out, stalking toward him like he was an animal backed into a corner and I didn't want him to attack. The rain intensified, swallowing the sounds of my shuddering breath and slamming heart.I heard a shuffle behind me and I knew Benjamin was scampering to put his clothes on. My eyes prickled with tears as they pooled to the sides.“Seb…” I called cautiously, his eyes flickered toward mine again. I couldn't read the emotions in his eyes no m

  • The Billionaire's dirty secret   27. Till I see stars...

    OliverHe expertly fingered the buckle of my belt while his lips continued to attack my neck. I groaned, my head a mush of feelings. I wanted to push him away, fuck that, I needed to push him away. I hated this mindless control he had over my body, how my body willingly submitted to him to do what he wanted.“Ben, stop,” I moaned even though the words were becoming placid in my head. I didn’t want him to, I just wanted to know that I at least tried to do so. His fingers drummed the waist band of my underwear, rubbing the skin just above it.My stomach tightened as the feeling rocked my nerves, causing my dick to throb harder. He placed kisses along my jaw, hovering over my lips before kissing my nose. His eyes burned with lust and I was sure my eyes were not any different. My chest rose and fell, complementing his hot breath that fanned my entire face.“Do you really want me to stop?” He asked, his voice was laced with concerned. He pressed his lower half on me, his swollen cock align

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