Katherine never was one to swoon after men. She often
ignored thier looks and stares, passed off thier offers of
dinner but watching james standing in her living room in
his black Armani suit which was tailored to fit his body
perfectly, his black tie and black shoes, she couldnt help
but think how good he looked.
He stood looking around her living room feeling her eyes
follow his every movement. He rung his hands nerves
getting to him. The whole drive to her house he tried to
prepare himself for this moment but when he saw her
standing with her hair in a ponytail and wearing his shirt
that reached her tanned thighs his thoughts went out the
window.
It was half eight and here he stood unsure of what to say,
what to do. His heart was palpitatating his palms sweaty
as he rubed them on his suit. He came after work. Straight
to her place. They had alot of unfinished buisness to
attend to.
"James what are you doing here?" He expected this
attitude from her katherine never had patience for time
wasters. Like him.
"Im here because i want to tell you something" he
stumbled across his words but was happy he was starting
the dialogue.
"Well, go on" she snapped and he took a deep breath.
Katherine stood with her arms crossed waiting for him to
continue
He felt butterflies in his stomach. "Katherine i love you
but i realise now that in our marriage a key thing was
missing, communication. And i want to make us work so
i think its best if im honest with you." he smiles a little.
There the hardest part is done getting her to stay in the
same room for 20 minutes.
She sat on the blush pink sofa Scattered with grey
cushions. So he took another deep breath and took it as a
sign to continue.
"It all started with a letter sitting on my desk in a white
envelope when i went to work on a monday morning. The
letter was adressed to me, i opened it and found a typed
letter and pictures of you with another man.
I didn't want to believe it but the pictures seemed like proof i wanted to hurt you. Make you feel how i felt when i found out my wife had cheated on me. It felt as though my heart
had been ripped from my body and torn into shreds
whilst i watched helpless. Then i did.
Your face looked pained when you caught us i got what i wanted." He felt awkward oppening up. Sure he had mouthed at her but speaking calmly and treating her like person was new to him.
"When you left that night i went to the liquor cabinet
and drowned my sorrows. I thought one night and I'd be
over it but the drinking became a regular thing especially
when shelly came over and told me what she had done
just so she could be with me.
I was angry and felt guilty every dayi ordered the maid to fill
the liquor cabinet up and by the night time it was always empty. It was a couple of months ago i sought help from a psychiatrist her name was elena Marshall well recommended too.
I went to her and was doing well stopped drinking and
took the company to the next level. Then you came back
and i was so cruel i couldnt understand why though you
where inoccent. Buti lashed out anger clouded over my
judgement. Anger that you had been fucked over.
Then i went to see elena for our weekly sessioni told her about my behaviour and how harsh i was she pinpointed the
problem straight away. Im in love and i fear rejection
because of guilt. The anger was upon seeing you again
and memories which flooded my thoughts. I couldnt stop
thinking about you but everytime i see you i was livid and
the words flowed out and i couldnt stop myself.
Now i see whats been missing what went wrong. I was tge problem. I wasnt a good listener i had no faith in you a di didnt trust you with other men. I was tricked but i had a choice whether to belive it or not and my own insecurities led me alonga narrow path.
He felt the weight of years of guilt gradually lift from her
shoulders this was it the confession that should have
come out ages ago and all she was doing was standing
watching him carefully arms crossed protectivley over
herself. Doubt about whether he was doing the right thing
flooded his mind but iy was too late to stop now.
"If i where you i know i wouldnt be able to accept you
into my pife agaon knowing you where betrayed but im
ready now to be the man you need. The man you have
always needed. That tool you where with at the gala cant
carry his own struggles let alone half of yours. I miss
you. Heck i missed you the moment i saw you walk away
from me. Your stuff is still in our closet at home exactly
where you left it. Your perfume still sits in the vanity.
Your shampoo is still in the shower and i still keep your
baby pink towels in the bathroom because all the things
i have are there because i am clinging on to the hope you
will have me back" he was begging her pleading with
her eyes.
Tears of his own slid down his cheeks and right
there Katherine could see the regret the lonliness, the
battle he is fighting inside and the vunerability that no
one ever gets to see. The infamous james saunders had
let his walls down for her and she could see right through
him. His true feelings the ones normally kept under lock
and key.
Katherine didnt know what to say he was being honest
and appologised for what happened so long ago, he
explained why he was so mean and hurtful towards her
when they met again. She was shocked and felt tears
begin to fill her eyes although unsure why.
But if she was shocked before she was certainly shocked when she looked up at james to find him wide eyed and looking at the foot of the stairs
"Mommy who is he?"
Song- reminding me by shawn hook and vanessahudgensKatherine turned around to face ella. She felt the hairs onher neck stand. This wasn't meant to hapen like this. Thiswasn't even meant to happen.Ella stood at the bottom of the stairs rubbing her sleepyeyes. Looking past katherine and at the strange manstanding in their living room talking to her mom.Katherine turned to look at james. His face hadtransformed, a smile plastered on his face his eyes brightand a look of love and adoration was written all over him."Is she-" he started speaking aiming it at katherine but hiseyes never leaving his baby"Yes" katherine cut his question of sharply before Ellaheard what he was about to ask.James took a few steps towards ella before speaking "hiella" he spoke calmly, warmly with such a gentlenesskatherine never would have recognised him.Ella looked at him and blinked a few times "are, are youGod?" Her question startled katherine. It startled jamestoo. He blinked a few times a
Song- lana del ray: 1loveKatherine stood infront of the lift. She hated them all. Allthose doctors who sat opposite her telling her she was onthe long straight. No way out.Science was a revoloution, the news state. It curesthings and helped people. well obviously not everyone.Hospitals and doctors on more than acceptable wageswhere there because they wanted to help and felt herpain.She sat across the table that morning as doctor sharkyspoke. A man in his late twenties barley out of medicalschool, no children and engaged to a surgeon workingdown the hall. The biggest thing on his plate being hisuniversity debt. Which wouldn't take long to pay of in hisprofession. But he knew how she felt.He smiled.at her in what was meant to be reassurance "iknow how you feel" he smiled meakly at her. Was thatmeant to be sympathy? "Its tough" how would you know?."There are alot of things need to be sorted before then" henodded.She felt like scoffing at his talk. He made her illness
The restaurant he picked was fancy. But she knew itwould be. The colour theme was simple yet sophisticated.The black marbel topped tables where polished toperfection. As they entered with ella holding Katherineshand. Katherine felt a warmth at the small of her back.She didnt have to turn to know it was james. She knewhis touch the fact that sparks shot up her back was a goodindication.The waitress greeted them at the front door her facebrightening as she saw james.Her smile srayed plastered on her face as she looked tokatherine and ella."Mr saunders, mrs saunders its a pleasure to be yourserver tonight. I have the best table in the house reservedfor you. If youd like to follow me ill show you to it now"she turned and they followed her through the restarauntpacked full of people engrossed in conversation to a littleveranda. It was private only one table sat prepared forthree peopleKatherine wasnt impressed that he made a reservationfor mr and mrs saunders but with r
“One sachet of water please?” A customer asked as he stood in front of her and she smiled. “Here sir.” Ashabi said and gave her a fifty naira note. She hesitated a while before she collected it, there was no way she was going to get the change, he is the first person that would patronized her that day and she didn’t even know what to do but as soon as she gave the man the sachet water, he gulped it down his throat at once and she know how thirsty he must have been. It is hot that day anyways.“Give me one more please.” He said to her and she nodded. “And my change?” the man asked as soon as he was done with second sachet. “Please, let me go and try to get the change,” she said, the man nodded and watched her run round the stalls to get the money with the bucket of water on her head.“He hissed and stretched then beckoned on her to come over.“I cant wait anymore…” the man said to her as soon as she moved closer to him and she nodded at him. “I am sorry sir, if… the change…” she tr
“Purewater! Come now, don’t you want to sell me purewater, I want everything.” He said to her and she frowned before she walked slowly to his store, business was slow that day and she had not even sold much since morning and the cold sachet water was no longer cold. “It is not cold ooo.” She said to him. “No problem, take it inside.” The man said to her as usual and she rolled her eyes and went in, she packed the water into the bowl in his shop and stood up hurriedly, she was glad he didn’t made any attempt to touch her like he usually does each time she come to his store, he had been her regular customer for three weeks now and he like buying all sachet water, so most times, she intentionally pass through the store, so as to get her quick money. “Fine girl, why are you going to accept what I am talking to you about?” He asked her as she made an attempt to leave.“In your dreams.” She said to him.“Just once and I will give you money to set you up.” He promised her. “No.” she said
She opened her eyes as soon as she heard movement in the room, it was her sister Ashabi and she was glad that she is home, she watched her dropped a large sack on the floor and her face brightened immediately she saw her awake, it is been four weeks since they left the hospital after spending four weeks on the hospital, the doctor told her she was lucky that the abortion didn’t do further damage in her and she was recuperating slowly and she didn’t even know how long she would be on the bed. “Anti mi, ...” Ashabi said and moved closer to her and watched her sister raised slowly from the mat where she laid down initially.“Yes ... How is the market today?” she said and her eyes was fixed on the sac that her sister had dropped in the corner of the room.“Fine, Anti mi, have you eaten?” she asked her and her sister shook her head .“I stopped by at the market and get some food stuffs.” She said and stood up to get ready to cook.“Ashabi... Where did you see the money to get all these...
She took the almost empty bucket in her hand, there were few sachet in it , she has barely sold one bag that day and she was getting tired, it was the first time she would come out to sell, her sister insisted she stayed in the house to clear her head and each time she want to leave in the morning to sell, she made sure she locked the door so that she would not be able to go out … And funny enough, she accepted the punishment in good faith. She sighed at the thought and walked dejectedly away from Adigun's shop and turned dead ears to him calling … she even ignored the calling from the other men… and for the first time since she started offering herself to men… she felt ashamed … “Purewater… she heard a familiar voice and turned towards it and saw him walking towards her. “How many sachet did you want?” she asked him sadly. “My name is not Pure water. I am Ashabi …” She said to him sadly and he nodded … “Oh … I am sorry, I didn’t know your name.” He said. “How many pure water d
“Do you think that this is a good idea?” Ashabi asked her sister as the bus finally leaves the village and her sister took a deep breathe and then held her hand. “Yes, it is. We will be fine.” Shade said. She closed her eyes deep in thought and remember how lives seem so perfect for them while growing up, they were four girls and she was the first, Ashabi was the second child, and then they have Tolu and Tope who are third and fourth respectively. Their parents were not the rich or the influential type but life seem so perfect for them, they were not born with a silver spoon but life seems no difference for them. Their father who was a civil servant did all he wanted to give them a better life while their mother a private school teacher also did her best to support. They attend the best school. “Education is the best gift I can give you.” The father will says to them and urged them to take it seriously and they did take it seriously until that day when she finished her examinati