Chapter 45

Alexia's POV.

Ignoring Nathaniel isn't the mature thing to do and I know that. I should probably tell him why I needed to pull away from him but how do you tell your fake boyfriend, that one person that you are not supposed to have any feelings whatsoever for that you like him? It couldn't even be more than like. It is more than liking him. I want to climb the man and have my way with him. I can't think properly when he is around so yeah, it is more than just liking him.

When he asked me what was wrong with me I panicked and I just said the first thing that came to my head. I lied. I am not on my period in-fact I just had it about one or two weeks ago but he doesn't know that and it looked like he bought my lie. I hate the fact that I have been doing that a lot these days, lying I mean.

Staying away from him wasn't as easy as I had hoped it would be. Sometimes I find myself wanting to speak to him so badly that my skin itched from it.

It isn't fair on him for me to just become dist