Nina and I arrived home late like every year. And that was because we had to clean up after the guests.
The first thing I pulled off when I entered my room was my shoes. A soft sigh escaped my lips. I had never felt more relieved than I did at that moment. I almost thought I was going to lose my toes.I pulled down the zipper of my dress and was just about to pull it off my shoulders when I heard a knock on my door.It was Nina, I knew that much ‘cause Amelia and her family were asleep when we got in. I opened the door for her even though I didn’t know what she wanted.I was stunned when I found out that it was Nina at my door but rather, the man of the house.“Mr. Marshall, what are you doing here?” The words left my mouth before I could stop myself. I couldn’t even hide the irritation I felt toward him and I was sure he could tell that I was mad at him.Maybe I had thought too highly of him. He wasn’t a man of his word and certainly wasn’t the gentleman I thought he was. Because no gentleman will promise a lady a dance and then vanish into thin air just so he wouldn’t keep that promise. I mean why did he ask me to save him a dance when he knew he didn’t want it?“Can I… er come in?” His hair was no longer gelled down like it was at the party. It still looked wet so I was guessing he only washed it minutes ago. “Please.” He added when he noticed my hesitation.I stepped out of the way, letting him into my room. I was going to leave the door open just to be on the safe side but he closed it behind him.“What is the problem, Mr. Marshall?” I asked after a moment. I didn’t miss the slight frown on his face when I called him ‘Mr. Marshall’. Well, I had no plans on calling him by his first name as he wanted, not when I was mad at him.“Hera,” he took a step close to me, and subconsciously I took a step back. I didn’t even realize that I stepped away from him until a second after doing it. If I didn’t know any better, I would have said he looked hurt. I didn’t step away because I thought he would hurt me, I knew Dylan could never hurt me physically. I did that out of reflex.He breathed out a deep sigh.“I know what you’re thinking and I understand that you are mad at me.”“I’m not, sir. I have no reason to be mad at you as you haven’t done anything.”“Yes, you are, Hera. You are mad at me.” He breathed. “You wouldn’t even look at me.” He said and I managed to tear my eyes away from his shirt to meet his eyes.“I am looking at you.”“With irritation.” He added and my gaze lowered. “I was looking forward to our dance, I really was but Amelia,” he sighed and ran his hand through his hair. “She got drunk and was just— I’m sorry. Please, forgive me.” He said and took my hands in his. I flinched away, keeping my hands behind me. Again I didn’t do that because I didn’t want him touching me, I didn’t do that because I was shocked he touched me. It was the first time he had held my hands and I just wasn’t expecting it.Yes, I’m awkward around men more so when the man is a blue-eyed, brown-haired gorgeous man.“Er I’m sorry for touching you, I should have.” He said and I wanted to tell him that I wanted him to touch me, that I didn’t move away from him because I didn’t want him to touch rather because I wasn’t used to being touched so it took me aback but I didn’t. “Hera, I apologize for not keeping my word. I’m sorry for leaving like that without any explanation. I promise I’m not like that. I would never stand a lady up like that, I would never stand you up like that but Amelia was just out of it and I couldn't leave her to make a fool of herself and— I apologize please forgive me.”I chewed on my bottom lips as I thought of what to say, how to get him to touch me again.“Um, it’s fine.” I told him, meeting his eyes for a brief second.He sighed. “Are you sure? He asked and I nodded.“I’m sure, Dylan.” I said and watched a beautiful smile break out on his face. His infectious smile brought out mine too.We stood in that position staring at each other with a smile on our faces for a moment before I had to break eye contact.“Oh and um you don’t have to apologize for holding my hands. I don’t mind, I was just taken aback because I’ve never really been—” I stopped when I realized that I was talking more than necessary. “Sorry, I’m rambling.” I stared up at him shyly.“I don’t mind. You don’t speak much so hearing you ramble is…I like it.” He said earnestly and I just chuckled. The situation was so awkward, I was so awkward and I hated it. This wasn’t me. I never used to be awkward like this. This house changed everything for me. I wish I could be as bold as I really am, as bold as I was before leaving Mexico.“So I’m guessing you just got back.” I gave a small nod. “You must be tired.”I shrugged. “It’s nothing new.”Silence settled between us again. And for the longest moment, we stared at each other. I used that opportunity to memorize his facial features. I notice a tiny mole just under his bottom lip and I wonder how it will feel like to taste it. Just one look at his lips and I know they were soft.His tongue darted out to wet his lips and I found myself taking a hard gulp.His warm hot tongue tangled with mine in a sweet hot and sensual k—“Are you sure you aren’t mad at me?” He suddenly said and I jumped, tearing my eyes away from his lips.“W-what? Um, ye-yes.” I said and met his eyes. Big mistake.The knowing look in his eyes and the small smirk on his lips told me he knew perfectly what I was staring at. And perhaps what I was thinking too.I sure would have been redder than a tomato if my Mexican genes didn’t come through for me.I wished the floor would open and swallow me whole, save me from this embarrassment.“It's been a long day for you. I should probably leave you to have some rest. So I guess it’s a good night.” He said and all I could do was nod.We stared at each other for a moment and I found myself wondering what he was thinking as he looked at me. Does he really find me beautiful? Did he just say that to seem nice?“I should leave.”“Yeah.” I managed to say.Five seconds passed.Ten seconds.He didn’t move.Fifteen.Twen—He let out a deep sigh and took a step close to me. I had to force myself not to take a step back. It was hard, trust me.He took another step closer and another till he was only a foot away. My heart was now thrashing against my ribcage and I was sure if he paid attention enough, he would hear it.“Can I…hug you?” He asked and I nodded. He lowered himself and embraced me. My arms lay limp by my side as I didn’t know what to do with them. I took a deep breath, breathing him in. His scent was heavenly. He smelled like soap, like man, and a unique scent that could only be found on him. I wished he wouldn’t have to pull away, I wish he could hug me forever.Just when I realized that my hands should also be behind him, he started to pull away. My heart sunk in my chest, and I was disappointed.“Goodnight Hera.” He murmured so close to my ear and I shivered when his breath hit the side of my neck. He pulled back a bit just so our face was only an inch apart. His eyes searched my shocked ones and I found myself unconsciously holding my breath.What is he thinking?Is he going to…oh my goodness is Dylan going to kiss me?I think I’m going to have a heart attack.Does Dylan really like me? Is he really going to kiss me?My questions were answered a second later when he pressed his lips firmly to my cheek, the corner of my lips.My heart almost exploded in my chest. I mean yes it wasn’t what I was expecting but he kissed my cheek. His lips touched the corner of my lips and that was more than enough. I was inwardly freaking out and I know he could feel how much I was shaking.He pulled away, taking several steps back. Just before he walked out of my room, he gave me a meaningful smirk.And I just knew then that he was aware. Dylan knows that I like him.“Hera!” Nina exclaimed and I jumped, startled. I had been so deep in thought that I didn’t realize that she was talking to me.“Please tell me you heard everything I was saying?” She looked up at me with slightly wide eyes. My blank stare was enough to answer her question. “Oh my God! So I’ve been talking to myself since? Oh my goodness I can’t believe this.” “Sorry.” I said meekly before continuing with the dishes I was washing. “What were you thinking about? Was it about what happened this morning? What Amelia did to you?” She asked and suddenly memories of that morning came rushing in. I had barely slept a wink, sleeping was a hard task when I couldn’t stop thinking of the feel of Dylan’s lips against the corner of my lips. His manly scent and the feel of his strong, hard body against mine consumed my mind. I kept tossing around the bed, switching positions to find the right position to sleep in but still, sleep wouldn’t come. Dylan fucking Marshall was all I could think of.
I wanted to believe that I heard Dylan wrong, I desperately wanted it to be my mind playing tricks on me. I wanted to believe that Dylan hadn’t just told me to not leave, he hadn’t just told me to stay. I wanted it to be my ears playing tricks on me but it wasn’t. Dylan had really told me not to go, he had really begged me not to leave. But, why?Was my massage really that good or did he want me to stay for other reasons?If so, what’s the reason? “Um, I’m not sure I heard you correctly, sir.” I said. “Hera, you don’t have to use that word with me. I’m not that much older than you are.” His eyes were still closed and I found myself wondering what word he was talking about. “I’m not sure I get what you mean, sir.” “Stop addressing me as ‘sir’” he breathed. “It makes me uncomfortable.” My lips formed an ‘o’ shape and I just sat there thinking about what to do. I mean do I continue massaging his temples or do I leave like I initially wanted to do? “I, um I thought you were asleep.
“Yes sir, alright sir, I will do that, sir.” Nina said into the telephone speakers with a wide smile on her face. Her cheeks were tinted pink, she was blushing. Yes, she was talking to Dylan on the kitchen intercom. The telephone had rung just a few minutes after he got back from work and like every time that he had called that telecom, she picked up the telephone before I could. “Yes, sir.” She nodded before dropping the call. The smile on her face got wider and she squealed loudly, embracing me in her arms. “Oh my gosh, his voice is so sexy! The way he called my name, oh my goodness Hera it’s the best thing I’ve heard today.” She had this dreamy look on her face. Nina had never hidden her attraction to Dylan from me whereas I, I’ve done nothing but hide the fact that I was in love with him from her. She would gush about how good-looking she thought he looked any time she gets. She always had this dreamy look on her face and whenever she asked what I thought about him, I would act
Crash!Crash!“YOU THINK SHE’S PRETTY? YOU FUCKING THINK SHE’S PRETTY? WHY THE HELL ARE YOH MARRIED TO ME THEN? WHY DON’T YOU GO FUCK HER YOU FUCKING BASTARD!” I and everyone else living in that house heard Amelia shout from her and Dylan’s room. Brie whimpered, sobbing quietly into my shirt before she hugged me tighter. It was a rainy Saturday night. Amelia and Dylan had started their infamous argument about ten minutes ago and I’d immediately rushed to Brie’s room to stay with her because I knew she would be worried and sad. “For goddamn sake Amelia, you asked me a question!” Dylan's voice rang. It was crazy how thin the walls of a house as huge as that were. “AND YOU ANSWERED LIKE THE CHEATING BASTARD THAT YOU ARE! GET YOUR FILTHY HANDS OFF ME! IF IT’S HER YOU REALLY WANT THEN GO BE WITH HER YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE.” Crash!!!Crash!“LET ME GO DYLAN MARSHALL.” Crash!“Hera, is my mommy going to hurt my daddy?” Brie asked. Her big blue eyes filled with tears. I shook my head. “
“Oh my goodness Hera, did you hear the fight last night?” Nina started and I could hear the smile in her voice. I was in the kitchen trying to chop some onions for the food I was about to cook when Nina appeared out of nowhere and settled in one of the tall stools by the kitchen island. “Is it me or do you sound happy about it?” I asked without taking my eyes off what I was doing. “Of course not. I mean I’m happy that Amelia decided to leave the house but those words she said to Dylan were…” she sighed. “I feel bad for Dylan. Poor man, you should have seen the look on his face this morning.” I couldn’t see the look on his face because I tried my best to avoid looking up at him all morning. But from the little I saw last, I do not think Dylan was sad by his wife’s absence. “To think it’s the first time he had to go to church without Amelia. What an evil bitch she is. If only I could swap souls with her and have Dylan as mine. I would treat him like the king that he is and never take
I was shocked by how soft his lips were. They were easily the softest and moistest thing had ever had in my mouth. They were far softer than I had imagined. I couldn't help but wonder what he did to get them to be that soft. Hell! They were even softer than mine. It was foreign. His lips, the sensation of kissing, everything. It felt so foreign to me, in a good way of course. My internal organs were mush. The way his lips molded against mine perfectly made me feel hot all over. My knees were weak and ready to give up on me. I really would have crumbled to the floor if he hadn't been holding me up against the kitchen island.There wasn’t really much I could do as I’d never kissed anyone before him. I was clueless about where to put my hands and in what direction to tilt my head. All I did was stand there awkwardly and let him have his way with my lips. I was really hoping he wouldn’t think I was a bad kisser. He pulled back slightly and I pried my eyes open. “Have you not…done this
Luckily for us, for me it wasn’t Amelia like I had thought, it was Nina. I had forgotten that Nina left the house earlier which was why my mind went to Amelia, the only person that wasn’t home, when I heard the door open. I pushed Dylan off me like his close proximity burned my skin. I had ousted him so hard that he would have fallen to the floor if he hadn’t braced himself. I covered my mouth with my hand, shocked by what I’d done. “I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean to—it’s just Nina is home and we could let her see us in this um compromising position and—are you okay? Did you get hurt?” I asked, closing the distance between us to check if he didn’t get hurt. “No, I didn’t get hurt. I would have never been able to tell that you have that amount of strength in you.” I blinked rapidly, subtly breaking eye contact. I stepped away from him and opened my mouth to apologize again when Nina’s voice interrupted me. “I’m back, sir.” She said and I quickly walked back to the sink to continue wit
“HERA!” Amelia yelled from the living room. I immediately stopped ironing the shirt I’d just gotten out of the laundry. I turned off the iron and jogged to the living room. I was in trouble, I knew that much but what I didn’t know was my offense this time. I could only hope it wasn’t something serious because to Amelia the more severe she found the offense, the more severe the punishment she gives. Just yesterday she threatened to cut back on my wages if I did anything to push her off. I would take her beatings and assault any day anytime as long as she doesn’t reduce my wages. “You called for me, Ms,” I said, my heart pounding from fear. “You stupid BITCH!” Before she could finish saying, her palm made contact with my cheek. The force she had used to slap me had been so great that my cheek stung. If I were alone, I probably would have cried but I was and I’d die before I let Amelia see me cry. I’d die before I give her the satisfaction that she brought me to tears. “Just look at