.Lyn POV
I immediately remove my note book ready for the first listen of my last year in highschool before I probably head to college far away from all those that make my life a living hell.Class is my favorite spot in the whole of the school with my favorite teacher ,Mr Simpson.“ I welcome you all from your holiday break" he asks us in his ever jolly voice.Different students begin to give the encounter of how they spent their holidays. Some saying how they spent it with their boyfriends and girlfriends. Some saying they spent it with her parents and siblings and do on..I look on not knowing what to say. Mine was the usual one. Actually my mother had planned to take me off for a trip but her work would not let her do itYou know she is Doctor and anytime emergency would call. She would not fail to go since we need the money and she is the only one that I have. So I don't blame anything that she does. It is always for the good of the two of us.“Miss Wills ..." I hear my name removing me from my bunch of thoughts . I stare up in open air totally confused and not knowing what the hell the teacher was talking about for sure.Almost all my classmates face in my direction all amused by my sudden confused facial expression. I look in not knowing what exactly to do or say. I a m too shy and I always hate when I am the centre of attention to so many people during any gathering.“ Miss Wills, it is your turn to narrate for us about how you spent your Holiday " Mr Simpson repeats when he finds out that I have not understood what he said to me.“ Oh! I say all panicking bit stand up for sure making my self act like a complete idiot. Why did Jean have to study chemistry and not Literature. She would be Right at my safe squeezing my hand so as to comfort me for what I am about to do.“ Mine was ...I mean I just stayed home reading all kinds of novels as just like the usual days -" Before I am able to finish , the door of the classroom slams open revealing Nolan and Jed. Damn it ! Where were they. Did they have to come at the exact moment when am trying so give a encounter of how I spent my last holiday.Mr Simpson turns his attention away from me to the two boys who have just entered the class.“ Why do you have to always get to my class so late when almost everyone else is already here?" Mr Simpson questions them but still remaining as calm as he can be each day . He is such a composed person which makes me admire him so much and I consider him my favorite teacher.“'we had More important stuff to do ." Nolan answer's . Oh my God! Does this boy have any piece of brain left in him. Is that a way to speak to your teacher.“ We are so sorry , Mr Simpson. We had so kind of work that we were completing in the principal's office. ," Jed Answers. I wonder how the two ended up being friends . I mean they are completely different . I mean Jed's character is completely different from that of Nolan who things this whole life depends on it.“ Okay , you can take your seats. " Mr Simpson says to them.“ Okay , let us now turn to what we are supposed to study. We don't have any time to waste. Since this year is last in Your High school, we are going to be abit busy in preparations for College." He says.Mr Simpson introduces Jane Austen's Pride and Prejudice to us. After that he tells us to move groups of three to make discussions and present our written work next Monday.“ I am not letting any one to form their own groups . I am going to form groups for you which am sure will be very useful for you. " He says .Every one looks eagerly waiting for their groups. Mr Simpson begins to serve the grouos. I wait eagerly until when he gets to my group.“ Lyn Wills, Jed Richards and..."He keeps quiet for some time. I wait . Any way so far so good Jed is an agreeable person that some one can work with not getting worried unless his friend -“ And Nolan Johnson" he says. I almost faint when I hear that. What happened. . Why did have to add him to my group. I look round only to be met with numerous jealous eyes from different girls . If looks would kill , I am sure I would not last long. This life is such a complicated thing, just imagine many of them are wishing they were put in the same group with him and yet and here wishing I didn't have nothing to do with that heartless human being of a boy.“ Make sure none of you makes a change of grouo or else you risk losing a lot of marks" Mr Simpson emphasizes to us***I am physically present the rest of the remaining time of the lesson and yet mentally absent. My mind has now shifted to what the discussion with Nolan will be like. For sure why does my life have to be complicated all the time. For sure I don't even realize when Mr Simpson leaves the class.However I realize it when the students begin to get up some going out.“ Hello, group member " I suddenly hear his voice behind me starling me a little. I don't turn back since I already know who is There. When sees that I have not reacted to any of his words, he turns around and comes next to where I am taking the empty seat that is next to mineI pretend to be reading from my book but I can feel his eyes on me and indeed when I look up he is staring at me with a smile on his face.Damn it ! I just feel so uncomfortable with him staring at me that . Even with all that he does to me ,I still can see how good looking he is .However even though he is good looking, his bad habits still remain evident . What worries me more is the fact that we are supposed to have this discussion outside school. It means the discussion is supposed to be at the home of one of us. What the hell! Just when I think that things are getting a bit better, it turns out that that is actually not the case.For sure this year is going to be more tough than what I initially thought it would be. I should therefore be prepared for what is coming my way any time.*Thanks for reading. Please.Lyn POVAs I tried to wake up , I was feeling weak . However at the same time I was more than aware about everything that had actually happened. Everything was actually still fresh in mind. At my ocaasions I wanted what had happened to be just a dream which I was actually not to be going to encounter the moment that I wake up but that was actually not the truth . How was I going to live in life in this world knowing very well that something like this was actually happening in my life . I mean this can only mean that the life that I have been living all this time was actually a life that was full of pretence . A life that never meant anything . At this moment , I was completely at sea not even knowing what I was supposed to do at the moment . I mean the person that I have trusted so much and actually thought that he cared for me turns out that it is actually the same person who was actually doing what it takes to see that I fall down . Actually if it was just falling down then it
.Lyn POVI moved as quick as possible so that I could maybe at least stop little of what may actually cause catastrophic and then at the effects that could at last cause so much effect at school. However the more I approached the place where I knew that the two could be was actually the more that I felt like something was really not okay . I mean on a good side but again I knew very well that it may actually be inside where I was going . The learners on this side of the school campus were actually busy with their school work only for a few who looked at me and then whispered at each other . That was obvious because I was pregnant and that hey had not been able to realize about the fact that I was actually pregnant . But that was actually some kind of business that I actually was not afraid of any more. I knew that this baby was the best thing that had actually happened to me .So this meant that whatever was said was something that actually I did not care about at all. The more I g
Lyn POV“If that is not the problem, then what?” she asked me a question that I had the answer very well but I just did not know how to begin something that seemed to be easy but at the actual sense something that was actually very hard . What could be the reaction of my best friend once she comes to know what this is exactly about . Let me hope she will not fume out since that could actually bring a lot of coarse which could as a result attract much more attention from so many but I don’t want to become the center of attraction at this time . However getting her to know some of these things could reduce the weight that I actually have on my heart at the moment . You know things get a little relaxed every time you out something to a friend that you may actually be going through . “I am no longer in a relationship with Nolan.” I said casually like it was the best thing to say in such a situation . “What !”she exclaimed there and then she looked at me wide-eyed . That was the exac
.Lyn POI could not believe that he had actually even got to that level. Okay , at least I could get used by what he said that he actually does not actually love me anymore but that was actually okay as I could grow. How had we really gotten to this level for sure . Though he called it quits and sincerely I had hope that he could finally come back to me and tell me that it was just a misunderstanding . Little did I know that we were going to get to the point where he could be actually be saying that the baby that am expecting was not his .At this point, I was completely heart broken. I Had no idea what I was supposed to reply . The fact is I at so many occasions tried to open my mouth but it betrayed me and I did not say anything at all. The only thing that I knew was bond to happen was the fact that I felt tears threaten to fall from my eyes. It was so strong but I promised myself one thing that I knew I was supposed to follow . It was so hard but it was actually what I was sup
.LYN POV“Girl , you have been quiet since the moment that we got into the car .” My best friend said out of the blue was we made entrance into the school campus. When I was at home, I had decided that I was going out of the house and act like all was okay but that was something that was actually not so easy to do . You may actually promise yourself but I can tell you that that is not something that is so easy to do . “What ? come on , I am completely okay . I don’t have anything disturbing me at all.” I replied pretending . That was the only way that I was to do . I did not want to complicate things at this moment . Of course I could tell her everything but that could not be now. It could actually be during a moment when we had all the free time in our life .“Sure , but why do you look pale and a combination of so much within you .” she said her eyes glued in front of the car. “Maybe it is actually the pregnancy .” I said casually hopping that she could actually change the topi
.LYN POVI hardly had any sleep . I was actually thinking about the whole process. About how the love of my life suddenly turned out and said that he actually did not love me anymore. Surely this is something that I cannot get to a conclusion no matter what.How did things turn out to be this way for sure . At one point I was the happiest person on the entire planet but in a nick of time things have turned out to the other way round . They have turned out to be the worst that I could ever wish to have in my whole life .At the moment , I am a teenage pregnant girl . It means this is actually the life that am actually going to lead for the rest of my life . How will I live with my baby knowing that I am actually not living beside the love of my life .The alarm that was meant to wake me up went but I did not have the courage to get out of my bed. At this moment it was life had totally lost meaning . Without Nolan in my life , there was actually no reason that could make me live in this