.Lyn POV.
We all look instantly in the direction of the voice only to see jean approaching us looking as fierce as usual. She moves drastically to where we are and then lifts her hand and grabbing the point where Nolan's hnad joins and my body and she pushes it away from me with alot of disgust.“ Remove your fucking filthy hands away from her. !" Jean says almost shouting at the top of her voice. Many students look in our direction to see tye little scernerrio that is taking place. Neither Nolan not his friends say anything. Instead they just look on astonished by what the are seeing right now.Jean doesn't end on just that , she moves closer to Nolan putting her hand on his chest.“ I warn you once again , Never temper with my best friend if at all you want to last another hour in this school." She says . Her threat makes Nolan bust out into a high pitched laughter and then his puppet friends join in the laugh. This is funny but I can tell they their laugh is not genuine at all.“ Bravo !bravo!" ”;Nolan says clapping his hands as he looks around..that is how he is all the time. Gaining cheap popularity is his piece of cake.“ I never saw this before. For sure this is a first. Who had an idea that the good girl has tough friend." He says looking all amiesd by this . However the truth I was also greatly amused by Jean's brave move. She has always told me that she is eventually going to stand up for me if I can't stand up for myself.Nolan moves closer to where I am , leans in and then whispering into my ear , “ This is not yet over , beautiful" with that he pulls away, turns to the rest of the audience that we now have.” All of you go your ways , the show is over . " He thunders to them and they all begin to match to tye respective direction of their classes.The gang also begin to match away following Nolan like the puppets that they are . However one of them , I think is Jed looks back at us his look completely different from the rest of that of his friends. I don't know how to call that look but for sure it is not like that of his friends.“ Did you see that ?" Jean says to me immediately when the rest of everyone has gone away apart from the two of us.“ See what ?" I ask her puzzled and not understanding what she is saying for sure.“ I mean the way he looked at me. I can't believe it. He definitely likes me as much as I like him." She says all excited.Oh! Then I get jt all . I get where this coming from and for sure I suppose I also know Where this is leading to.“ You mean ,Jed ?" I ask her even if I know that it is actually him that she is referring to.Just to make you know where this is coming from , Jean has been in love with Jed as far back as I can remember. Right from the moment that we joined highschool and she accidentally bumped into hom in the hallway, the poor girl has been in love since then.in addition to that, she has a whole scarp book all about what she assumes is the relationship between Jed her her . For sure this girl is made in one form or the other. She is so crushed with this one sided love. What amusess me is that she has never even spoken a single word to him and I addition to that , the guy for sure doesn't show any slightest insterst in her. My poor friend. Hope her love life doesn't get affected by just the fact that she is my friend.“ Come on , Jean. When will you put it on your dump head that Jed will never show any interest in you " I tell her the real words that she doesn't want to hear at whatever cost.” Don't make me lose hope , I know there will come moment when I will get exactly what I have been looking for " she encourages her self.“ We need to get go class" Itell her just to prevent Incase she suddenly changes the topic and turns to what happened between m and Nolan not even thirty minutes ago. I turn to head to class but instead she gets hold of my hand turning me to face her.“ Not again, you are not running away from me this time " she says sounding dead serious and staring straight into my eyes.“ What do you mean " I fool around like I have no idea why she is talking about.“ I mean Nolan. Lyn, when are you going to finally rise up against that bully. You are such a honorable intelligent girl , why do allow to be stumbled over by a trash like him. "“ I am_"“ Wait, don't give any excuse right now. I only want one thin from you ..I want you to fight for yourself right now. Fight for your freedom. You are one of the smartest students here at college. Your mom didn't raise you to become such a weakling . Please for the sake of us who love you .Stop being such aweak person."She says**I have been sitting in my usual spot in the class contemplating about all the things. That have happened to me. I reacll each owrd that Jean said to me. She advised me to stop being a weakling and fight for my own good. Yes, that is equally what I also want as well but how do I that.You just don't know who Nolan is. Him being one of the most good looking guys at school , he uses that as a chance to tease others so us to earn cheap popularity. Now just imagine, what can a nobidy like me do to stop him from all he is doing to me.I am removed from my thoughts by the sudden silence in the class which prompts me to look up only to see that our teacher had entered and that is why everyone is quiet. Time for Novels ,one of my best section of literature.*"Thanks for reading.# Happy new month. February..Lyn POVAs I tried to wake up , I was feeling weak . However at the same time I was more than aware about everything that had actually happened. Everything was actually still fresh in mind. At my ocaasions I wanted what had happened to be just a dream which I was actually not to be going to encounter the moment that I wake up but that was actually not the truth . How was I going to live in life in this world knowing very well that something like this was actually happening in my life . I mean this can only mean that the life that I have been living all this time was actually a life that was full of pretence . A life that never meant anything . At this moment , I was completely at sea not even knowing what I was supposed to do at the moment . I mean the person that I have trusted so much and actually thought that he cared for me turns out that it is actually the same person who was actually doing what it takes to see that I fall down . Actually if it was just falling down then it
.Lyn POVI moved as quick as possible so that I could maybe at least stop little of what may actually cause catastrophic and then at the effects that could at last cause so much effect at school. However the more I approached the place where I knew that the two could be was actually the more that I felt like something was really not okay . I mean on a good side but again I knew very well that it may actually be inside where I was going . The learners on this side of the school campus were actually busy with their school work only for a few who looked at me and then whispered at each other . That was obvious because I was pregnant and that hey had not been able to realize about the fact that I was actually pregnant . But that was actually some kind of business that I actually was not afraid of any more. I knew that this baby was the best thing that had actually happened to me .So this meant that whatever was said was something that actually I did not care about at all. The more I g
Lyn POV“If that is not the problem, then what?” she asked me a question that I had the answer very well but I just did not know how to begin something that seemed to be easy but at the actual sense something that was actually very hard . What could be the reaction of my best friend once she comes to know what this is exactly about . Let me hope she will not fume out since that could actually bring a lot of coarse which could as a result attract much more attention from so many but I don’t want to become the center of attraction at this time . However getting her to know some of these things could reduce the weight that I actually have on my heart at the moment . You know things get a little relaxed every time you out something to a friend that you may actually be going through . “I am no longer in a relationship with Nolan.” I said casually like it was the best thing to say in such a situation . “What !”she exclaimed there and then she looked at me wide-eyed . That was the exac
.Lyn POI could not believe that he had actually even got to that level. Okay , at least I could get used by what he said that he actually does not actually love me anymore but that was actually okay as I could grow. How had we really gotten to this level for sure . Though he called it quits and sincerely I had hope that he could finally come back to me and tell me that it was just a misunderstanding . Little did I know that we were going to get to the point where he could be actually be saying that the baby that am expecting was not his .At this point, I was completely heart broken. I Had no idea what I was supposed to reply . The fact is I at so many occasions tried to open my mouth but it betrayed me and I did not say anything at all. The only thing that I knew was bond to happen was the fact that I felt tears threaten to fall from my eyes. It was so strong but I promised myself one thing that I knew I was supposed to follow . It was so hard but it was actually what I was sup
.LYN POV“Girl , you have been quiet since the moment that we got into the car .” My best friend said out of the blue was we made entrance into the school campus. When I was at home, I had decided that I was going out of the house and act like all was okay but that was something that was actually not so easy to do . You may actually promise yourself but I can tell you that that is not something that is so easy to do . “What ? come on , I am completely okay . I don’t have anything disturbing me at all.” I replied pretending . That was the only way that I was to do . I did not want to complicate things at this moment . Of course I could tell her everything but that could not be now. It could actually be during a moment when we had all the free time in our life .“Sure , but why do you look pale and a combination of so much within you .” she said her eyes glued in front of the car. “Maybe it is actually the pregnancy .” I said casually hopping that she could actually change the topi
.LYN POVI hardly had any sleep . I was actually thinking about the whole process. About how the love of my life suddenly turned out and said that he actually did not love me anymore. Surely this is something that I cannot get to a conclusion no matter what.How did things turn out to be this way for sure . At one point I was the happiest person on the entire planet but in a nick of time things have turned out to the other way round . They have turned out to be the worst that I could ever wish to have in my whole life .At the moment , I am a teenage pregnant girl . It means this is actually the life that am actually going to lead for the rest of my life . How will I live with my baby knowing that I am actually not living beside the love of my life .The alarm that was meant to wake me up went but I did not have the courage to get out of my bed. At this moment it was life had totally lost meaning . Without Nolan in my life , there was actually no reason that could make me live in this