Grace POVI don’t know how long I have been hiding. Seeing Dash with that Barbie doll made me sick to my stomach. The way she was all over him and he wasn’t backing off. I shake my head, trying to push away the memories as I clear the single tear that rolled down my cheek. Good thing I am not wearing makeup. That would’ve been a freaking disaster. I take a deep breath, trying to compose myself as I stand up. A part of me thought Dash would come after me and, after realizing he was not coming, it felt like my heart shattered into a thousand little pieces. Why would he come after me? If I thought he was playing a game before, now I know for a fact that he is. Walking out of the small room I find to sit by myself I find George outside the room waiting. His eyes meet mine and he offers me a huge smile. Great. This is all I need. “George…” I whisper and he takes one step towards me, holding my hand and taking it to his lips, placing a small kiss. I hate the feeling of his lips against my
Grace POV“Ladies and gentlemen, can I please have a moment of your time?” Dash says after clearing his throat. Everyone looks at him, and I dig my elbow into his ribs. “Don’t do this,” I whisper, but his eyes move from me to everyone else surrounding us now. Curious eyes look between the two of us, trying to figure out why he is holding me so close. I watch as Amber winks at me, showing the largest smirk I have ever seen. I take a deep breath, closing my eyes while Dash speaks again. “It’s my great honor to decline the award tonight, as I have found someone worthy of my time, and worthy of ripping the title from me.” I open my eyes and everyone is looking at me.The woman who introduced him earlier clears her throat, approaching us with a bright red face and pursed lips. She fakes a smile as she leans closer to him, whispering in his ear. Dash pulls away from her and darts his eyes to me and then back at her. “Since I met Grace, I realized nothing in my life made sense, this title
Dash POVHaving Grace in my arms feels right, the way her body molds to mine, and how her hands grip me tightly, pulling me to her. I feel her need. She needs me as much as I need her. I want her and I am going to have her. “Let’s go,” I whisper against her lips as the rain kisses our skin. The water falling between us making her look even sexier than before. I never thought that would be possible. Her pink lips parted as she breathes and her red hair clinging to her skin. Fuck. I pull her hair behind her back and she moans as I attack her neck while she rubs herself against me. Pulling away from her is the hardest thing I have ever done in my life. Not kissing her is more difficult than I ever thought. It’s like she is a drug and I am addicted to the way she makes me feel. What the hell is wrong with me? Why am I allowing myself to feel like this?Guiding Grace to the limo waiting for me makes my cock twitch. I don’t think I will be able to wait any longer. Once inside, I pull her t
Grace POVMy entire body aches. Everything in me is heightened. I groan as I move on the bed and blink several times before I sit up straight. Last night was a rollercoaster and after sex, Dash became distant, as if he was closed off into his own little world. The way his jaw was clenching and his hands closed into fists resting on his legs made me not want to say anything. I think he knows I am a virgin. Correction. I was a virgin. I bet he could tell, but why was he so upset after? Was it that? Og God, I was terrible. That had to be the reason. There’s no other reason. Every time I would hear men say about a girl’s virginity they were proud to be their first one, it’s like a prize, so that can’t be the reason he was upset, I probably sucked big time and he didn’t enjoy himself, well he enjoyed himself because he came all over my ass and back, but… I don’t know. I move my hands through my hair, putting my glasses on before I get out of bed. I never imagined my first time would be
Grace POV“Great,” I let out as the doorbell rings. My mother’s eyes locked on me while I took a deep breath walking to the door. I open it fast and Dash is standing there. His hair is messy, his eyes darken, and the circles under his eyes make me realize he hasn’t slept. I look at him as I open my mouth and he shakes his head before stepping inside. His hands are inside his pants pockets, his jacket is open and his black shirt is not tucked into his pants like last night. He looks messy as hell and when his eyes meet mine as soon as I close the door; I see the anger in them. “Who’s that?” My mother’s voice booms from the kitchen while Dash looks at me and then at the door and my eyes move between the door and him. Anxiety piling up, making me feel extremely uncomfortable staring at the man that took my virginity. The man I made me feel like a woman for the first time. I don’t know if I blame everything that happened yesterday or his persistence. The way he made me feel. “You’re no
Dash POVWhen I came to see Grace, I wasn’t expecting to find her mother here. First, I thought she was here to support Grace after what I did to her. I know I was a dickhead by taking her virginity and then treating her like she is nothing, but I was dying inside. She treated her virginity like it was nothing, and if I knew… Oh fuck if I knew… What killed me the most wasn’t that she was a virgin. It was that she didn’t tell me.If she had told me, I would have taken it, but I would have done it in a bed, inside four walls, taking my time to pleasure her before I made her feel the pain she felt. As soon as I fucked her, I regretted it. My insides twisted and I couldn’t even look at her. I have never felt shame after having sex before. It was a first for me. The tears rolling down her face broke something inside of me, something I didn’t know I had. My heart.Having a sh
Grace POV“Don’t touch me, Grace,” Dash says, and the way he says it makes me pull my hand away from him. Everything in me screaming to run away, to stop this, but my stupid heart is telling me to stay, to apologize. I don’t know what to do or what to say and when I try to speak, he cuts me off asking me why I didn’t tell him. Tell him?I tilt my head slightly as I stare into his beautiful ocean-blue eyes. I can see the hurt in them. He is not hiding from me. He differs from every other guy I have met before. He doesn’t hide behind a mask.“Why didn’t you tell me you were a virgin? If only you had told me,” Dash says and everything in me dies. My brain shuts down and my heart skips a beat. Would it have made a difference?“Things would’ve been different, right?” I let out and his eyes meet mine once more and he nods. That&rsq
Grace POVNow I understand why he said my first time should’ve been different. Everything was different from how he took me in the car. He was careful, and he took his time making me feel good. God, the way he ate my pussy. I can’t help but smile, remembering his eyes staring into mine while he licked my pussy.He treated me like I was breakable, but every touch was perfect. Dash was the most amazing lover the three times we had sex. I roll on the bed and watch as he sleeps. His hand resting on his naked stomach. His chest moving with his breathing and the soft snore. The man looks as good asleep as he looks awake. I never knew it was possible to ache in some places I am aching right now.Dash bent me in so many positions, I felt like I was a contortionist in a circus, but when he placed me on top of him and told me to ride him was the best thing in the world. His eyes never left mine while his hands kept m